Chapter 11 The Unloved Third Person 3
Chapter 11 The Unloved Third Person 3
Time seemed to go back to the vast snowy night last year, Qiao Anshan ran all over the school in search of Jian Shou.
He was scurrying around like a headless fly, the sound of the wind whistling past his ears, the sound of panting echoed in his undulating chest, and soon he was drenched in sweat.
He only felt that his heart was terribly empty, and he didn't know what was going on in his head. After a long, long time, when he couldn't find Jian Shou again, he realized that feeling was called "helplessness".
You have nothing to do, and you have no extra thoughts, you just want to see him quickly and confirm his existence, but unfortunately you can't even do this.
Joan Anshan was too young at this time, he couldn't tell the difference between feelings and selfishness, and his anxiety and anxiety could easily turn into anger.
No, no, nowhere!How dare Jian Shou?How dare you abandon him...
Summer nights are not as cold as winter, but when the sweat cools down, Qiao Anshan still feels chilly.
The campus is very big and seems empty, so it is easy to find a quiet place to stay. Jian Shou walked on the small road, surrounded by lush trees, and the sound of a person's footsteps seemed very lonely.
The running pace stopped suddenly, Qiao Anshan's pupils constricted, and his gaze was fixed on the back of that person. Even if he was far away, he could still recognize it at a glance, that was Jian Shou.
When striding over, he deliberately lowered the sound of his footsteps, gradually concealing the vague surprise on his face, and regained his indifference again.
Under the street lamps, it was orange dusk.
Jian Shou stopped when he saw the double figure at his feet, he was very surprised by Qiao Anshan's sudden appearance, his eyes that were faintly red were wide and round: "You..."
Shouldn't you stay with Bai Miaomiao?
Joan Anshan saw Jian Shou poking his head to look behind him, and his expression became even worse: "Why didn't you answer the phone?"
Jian Shou hurriedly took out his mobile phone, and sure enough there were several missed calls: "I turned on silent..." Looking at Qiao Anshan's sweaty face, Jian Shou had complicated emotions in his heart, why did he come to him?
"Bai Miaomiao told you that she was going abroad, but you didn't tell me?"
It turned out that he came to Xingshi to inquire about his crimes, but Jian Shou suddenly lost the strength to defend himself, so he just lowered his head and let out a soft "hmm", his whole body collapsed like a withered grass.
This perfunctory response made Qiao Anshan's chest stagnate, as if Jian Shou no longer cared about things related to him, obviously he was the first to draw him into this inexplicable love, which messed up his mood, and now he wants to Do you want to leave without saying hello?
The joy of finding someone before disappeared, Qiao Anshan suddenly sneered, with irony in his eyes, he said, "Jian Shou, aren't you particularly proud?"
"What?" Jian Shou raised his head blankly, not understanding the meaning of his words.
"Do you know that because of you, I broke up with Bai Miaomiao." Qiao Anshan pushed him back, "You are very proud. See if I am happy to break up with Bai Miaomiao! Your thoughts are really the same as always Dirty." After blurting out the angry words, Joan Anshan regretted it, but he restrained himself from making any reaction.
Jian Shou staggered a few steps back, with disbelief written all over his face.
His heart seemed to be tightly grasped by a big hand. He didn't expect Qiao Anshan to think of himself this way, selfish and dirty. He wanted to laugh a little, but the corners of his mouth were so heavy that he couldn't lift it at all.
Qiao Anshan saw Jian Shou's shocked and sad expression in his eyes, knowing that he was not indifferent, he couldn't bear to ignore it, and he felt a strange pleasure in his heart.
It was indeed because of him, but it wasn't what he understood, but so what, he just needed his guilt.
Qiao Anshan suddenly grabbed Jian Shou's wrist with such force that he knew it must be bruised without even looking.
Jian Shou had to tell the truth, he was so cowardly for a moment that he thought that Joan Anshan was going to beat him up, but he didn't do anything until Joan Anshan pulled Jian Shou out of the school and pushed him into the car to the bar.
As soon as Jian Shou entered the bar, he wanted to back away. He didn't like the noisy atmosphere here.
When people came and went, some people competed for drinks, some people kissed, some people swayed in the middle of the dance floor, heavy metal music blasted in their ears, making Jian Shou dizzy and headache.
Joan Anshan was dissatisfied with Jian Shou's struggle, and pulled him forward severely, saying in a bad tone, "You lost my girlfriend, you must drink with me!"
The hat was buttoned up too much, Jian Shou was only taken aback for a moment, and then obediently led in by Qiao Anshan.
The beer is okay, but what the hell are there so many liquor bottles on the table?Jian Shou looked sadly at the white wine glass that Jian Shou stuffed into his hand: "I don't know how to drink white wine..."
Qiao Anshan stared at him, Jian Shou just started to eat like a rabbit, the bitter and spicy liquid poured into his throat, choking him to tears.
Jian Shou's alcohol capacity is not good, and his eyes become blurred after just a few sips.
Qiao Anshan also drank a lot, but he was not as easy to get drunk as Jian Shou. Alcohol stimulated the secrets in his heart, and he began to add more wine to Jian Shou, as if to get him drunk.
They sat on a semi-circular sofa, so no matter how lively the surrounding environment was, they could still maintain a quiet place here.
Both of them drank in silence, Jian Shou obviously had the intention of accepting his fate, he didn't need Qiao Anshan to persuade him to drink, and he grabbed the bottle on the table and poured it himself.
Jian Shou's cheeks soon smelled of alcohol, his fair skin was flushed, and his tearful eyes made him look more like a rabbit.
Joan Anshan watched him while drinking, watching Jian Shou drink the white wine gulp after gulp, there was a faint light in his eyes, which meant that he was bound to win
Suddenly approaching Jian Shou for a few minutes, Qiao Anshan asked almost close to his ear: "Do you still like Qiao Anshan?"
The hot air surrounds the earlobe, which is crispy and numb, like an electric shock, but Jian Shou has already lost his mind, and asked nonchalantly, "Qiao Anshan?"
Qiao Anshan looked at him tilting his head in thought, and unconsciously became a little nervous: "Well, Qiao Anshan, do you like him very much?"
Jian Shou took the wine glass, nodded and shook his head again, Joan Anshan's hands gradually clenched into fists, with dark emotions in his eyes: "Don't you like it?"
The corner of Jian Shou's mouth twitched, and suddenly there was a crying sound: "I like it very much, but he doesn't like me and I like him!" Qiao Anshan was stunned immediately.
As if making a complaint, Jian Shou twitched when he spoke, terribly wronged: "He is! It's just... because I like him, that's why he keeps bullying me, hiccup~"
The young man's eyes became very bright with tears, and the way he looked up was soft and cute, and the anger around Qiao Anshan dissipated in an instant.
"Then why didn't you tell him about Bai Miaomiao's going abroad?"
"Because... because Bai Miaomiao said that I would tell him." Thinking back sadly, "And I haven't talked to Qiao Anshan for a long time at that time..." He wiped his eyes with his little paw as he spoke.
Qiao Anshan remembered that he had been in a cold war with Jian Shou because of anger and self-blame. Every time he watched Jian Shou turn around and leave, he actually felt more tormented.
He pulled Jian Shou's hand over, and gently stroked the scar on the palm of his hand with his fingers, which was caused by pushing Jian Shou down...
Jian Shou was still complaining: "He said I was disgusting! He still...he didn't allow me to approach him!" Hiccupped again, "The most sad thing is that he said that I don't want to get close to him!" don't know!"
Because I like you, I want to be close to you, and because I like you, I want to know you, but how can you say that I don't understand anything?
It was so wronged, Jian Shou's soft sobs turned into wailing, it looked funny and pitiful, Qiao Anshan's heart softened all of a sudden!
The young man's lips became red and moist because of the wine, and the tears on his face did not look ugly at all, but had a sense of sight like pear blossoms with rain.
Joan Anshan snatched the wine bottle from his other hand, leaned forward, and kissed deeply. His hand rested on the backrest behind Jian Shou, in a completely oppressive posture.
"Hmm!" All Jian Shou's words were swallowed into the other party's mouth, and his head was still in a state of confusion. He didn't know what was going on, so he could only be led by the nose.
With his lips undulating and slightly parted, Qiao Anshan sucked Jian Shou's soft lips into his mouth, and his teeth rubbed against each other lightly, causing a shiver.
Jian Shou let out a sob from his throat, he was so drunk that he couldn't even open his eyes, but this appearance tickled Qiao Anshan's heart.
After several minutes, Joan Anshan reluctantly stopped. He wiped Jian Shou's face: "Ah Shou, do you know what we are doing?"
Jian Shou lay weakly on the backrest, gasping for breath, half-covering his eyes with tears still hanging on his eyelashes, he didn't respond to Joan Anshan's words.
Qiao Anshan curled up his lips, stood up and took Jian Shou into his arms and walked out of the bar. The look in his eyes seemed to turn into a wolf, wanting to tear the rabbit to pieces.
Jian Shou was sunk deep in the bed, someone was pressing on his body ups and downs, he was turned over by the man, and a soft pillow was placed under his waist, making it less uncomfortable.
The most secret place behind her was stretched and filled again and again, her fingers unconsciously grasped the bed sheet, and her skin was dyed pink.
Joan Anshan bent down and pressed against Jian Shou's back tightly, his lips moved from the side of his face to the back of his neck to his shoulder blades, leaving purple hickeys one after another.
The arm extended in the direction of Jian Shou, and his fingers covered the back of Jian Shou's tense hand, and finally his fingers were clasped tightly.
After a long time, the face that was originally buried in the pillow suddenly became clear, no longer confused and no longer deep in lust. Jian Shou slowly showed a cold smile in a place that Qiao Anshan couldn't see .
When did you become conscious of yourself?The moment you walk out of the venue.
At that time, the huge amount of information that came suddenly almost caused Jian Shou to kneel directly at the entrance of the venue. Although the memory of the past was blurred, it was enough to make Jian Shou breathless.
He thought of the disappearing system, he thought of this endless time travel.
The time for him to regain consciousness in each world is getting later and later, creating a sense of unreality for him, Zhuang Zhou dreaming of a butterfly, butterfly dreaming of Zhuang Zhou, which one is the real him?
They are all called Jian Shou, they have different appearances, he has their feelings, and he lives their lives.
But most of their lives are miserable and do not end well.
Jian Shou's side face moved, a drop of crystal tears rolled down from his eye feathers, his full of emotions turned into a helpless sigh...
Someone will fall in love with him, someone will hurt him, someone will be heartbroken, and someone will die with regret.
It seems that they all have a predetermined trajectory, which makes him unable to change.
This is a game, waiting for you to catch it.
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