Chapter 49 Meeting
Chapter 49 Meeting
In fact, the more pure a person is without any impurities in his heart, the more obsessed he is with what he believes.
Gao Xing is such a person. In his heart, as long as it is what he thinks is right, he can complete it without hesitation. No matter what difficulties and obstacles there are, he just moves forward stubbornly and does not give himself any chance to retreat.This is true for acting, and it is also true for Chu Sheng.
Before he met Chu Sheng, he had never heard of love between the same sex, but after meeting Chu Sheng, he understood.The enthusiasm of this kind of emotion even surpassed the love between men and women that he usually saw. He had been begged in a low voice by such a proud Chu Sheng. Now thinking of those eyes full of despair, he was still happy. Twitch painfully.
Gao Xing understands that this is a feeling different from ordinary people, but it cannot be denied that he wants to agree more than reject him.Because as long as the thought of the two of them being strangers after rejection, the handsome and upright man would look haggard, and his happy heart would immediately ache, as if the pain was unbearable for him.Perhaps after a long time, Chu Sheng will forget himself and this strange relationship, but if he is happy, as long as he thinks that Chu Sheng laughs as happily with others as he is with himself, he will immediately feel very sad.
He knew that he had fallen into it.I don't want the other party to laugh with others, I don't want him to be gentle with others, I am happy to monopolize this person, monopolize all his benefits, he is no longer that kid who doesn't understand anything, now I am happy after going through so many things, You can already learn to think independently.He understands what he wants and how to get it, but maybe he is not so mature in dealing with things now, and there are loopholes in thinking about problems, but people are always improving step by step. I am happy to believe that maybe now he It's still not perfect, but one day I can dominate my own power.
He also understands that the relationship between himself and Chu Sheng is not accepted by the world.When he first learned about these things, Gao Xing did shrink back. He was afraid of people's strange eyes, the blame of everyone, and the damage to his reputation.But when he received Chu Sheng's greetings every night, when he always began to miss this man, when he couldn't help but want to respond to this relationship, he knew that he might also have such thoughts about Chu Sheng , otherwise he wouldn't be at a loss when he saw him kissing Qin Yu, and would be so sad that he couldn't help himself.
I thought they still had a lot of time, but Hu Bin's arrival made Gao Xing suddenly understand how much pressure Chu Sheng, who always took care of him, was under silently. Maybe he was looking forward to the response he gave every day. I have been worrying about gains and losses all day long, maybe I have given him too little, and giving alms has become a habit.Thinking of this happily, he immediately felt that he was not a thing. How could he have the heart to let Chu Sheng suffer all this for so long, just to stand on the same height as him?
Gao Xing couldn't sit still anymore, he immediately left the house after sending Hu Bin away, he wanted to see Chu Sheng.No matter where he is now, no matter whether he is working or not, he wants to disturb Chu Sheng without any scruples, just because he knows that the man now wants to hear the affirmation from his own mouth.
After getting in the taxi, he didn't know where to go for a while, he hesitated, and resolutely called Hu Bin who had just left.Although he knew that this person might not hold a positive attitude towards their relationship, but he believed that the other party would tell him Chu Sheng's current location, and he would never want to see Chu Sheng so sad again.
Sure enough, after hesitating for a moment, Hu Bin notified Gao Xing Chusheng's location.The joy of hearing the address immediately informed the driver, and secretly he was also thankful that Chu Sheng is now in the same city as him, which is nothing more than luck.
The car stopped in front of a certain TV station, happily paid the money, rushed out of the car, and ran to the gate of the TV station.Originally, he thought very well, as long as he found Chu Sheng after entering the door, all problems would be solved.But after all, Gao Xing is still a young man with no knowledge of the world. When he wanted to enter the gate of the TV station, he was stopped by the guard standing guard.
"Hello, please show your ID." The guard was polite and saluted the boy.
Happy is a little dumbfounded, he has no documents. "Well, I went in to find someone." He said anxiously.
"Sorry, you can't enter without a certificate." The guard refused politely.
Happy and somewhat frustrated, every time he came to the TV station to record a program, Liu Dong and a large group of people followed him, and he was not allowed to come here until everything was settled, so he didn't know that there would be such rules when entering the TV station.Looking at the heavily guarded guards and the stern-looking guards, I am glad that more than half of the enthusiasm in my heart will not be extinguished at once.
With his head down, he walked back and forth in front of the door sadly, the guard's eyes were fixed on him.Although he knew that there should be nothing wrong with this young man, but this was his duty, and he couldn't be sloppy in the slightest.
The child's plan to get involved in the TV station was shattered. I thought that a person as big as Chu Sheng would have many fans watching and waiting on the show today. It seems that I can also get mixed in.But the timing of his coming was really wrong. Because he was afraid of fan riots, the TV station did not buy tickets for this show.Fei.Fan TXT e-book download forum "月の环然" sorted out the collection and saw that there was no hope of entering. He sighed happily. He sat down on the road next to him and looked inside eagerly, waiting for the appearance of Chu Sheng.He believes that Chu Sheng will definitely come out here, and after calculating the time, it seems that the recording of a program is almost finished, so he is determined to wait here.
The sky gradually darkened, and night fell.Gao Xing's clothes were a little thin, and he shivered a little from the cold wind.Although even the guards had changed their guards, the thought of seeing Chu Sheng made him continue to wait here. Bored, he could only count the iron bars on the railing in a daze.Every time a car came out, he was nervous for a while, but when he found out that it was not Chu Sheng's car, he was sad again.Such emotions lingered on him alternately for a full three hours, and his happy spirit was already somewhat exhausted.
The sound of the car starting came again, Gao Xing looked up hopelessly, but suddenly saw Chu Sheng's car.He waited at the gate excitedly, waiting for the other party to drive over.The car approached slowly, Gao Xing stood in front of the door, watching Hu Bin's face in the driver's seat became clear little by little, his heart began to beat wildly.I was about to see Chu Sheng, and this kind of complicated emotion made it hard to control myself. I had never expected and worried like this before.
Chu Sheng, who has finished filming the new show, is exhausted, and his spirit has been in a state of high tension recently.The newly edited "Dream" is about to be released. The large-scale publicity during this period has exhausted both Chu Sheng and Qin Yu physically and mentally. In addition, he heard that Gao Xing has finished filming "Long River" and has just returned home recently. Chu Sheng was tortured even more by the anxiety of seeing his sweetheart.Today I came to the TV station to promote "Dream". He didn't know what kind of mentality Gao Xing would have when he learned that he had acted in such a film, but success or failure is a matter of success. If Gao Xing does not accept or is not stimulated , then he can only choose to give up.
A little absent-mindedly thinking about these questions, he also looked at the glass in front of him from the corner of his eye.He suddenly fixed his eyes on it, and couldn't believe his eyes.Isn't that boy standing in front of the gate of the TV station staring at his car happy?
Chu Sheng sat up straight all of a sudden. He watched the child's face from far to near, and he was sure that it was the person he had missed for a long time but dared not meet.His heart started beating wildly, what are you doing here so happy?Is it to see myself?If this is the case, does it mean that the answer you want has already been obtained?
These questions instantly appeared in Chu Sheng's mind, and he was a little flustered for a while.But the experience of life made him pretend to be calm and ordered Hu Bin to stop the car.He opened the door and signaled to be happy to get in the car.The boy sat up obediently, as if he was just waiting for his instructions.
Hu Bin started the car again, he knew that the picture of these two people meeting could not appear in anyone's eyes, all they had to do now was to leave here quickly.He complained a little why he didn't call himself when he was happy, so that he could pick him in by himself!But he never thought that Gao Xing's mind was already in a muddle, and he never thought that these things could be solved in this way, and he would just foolishly wait for Chu Sheng to appear.
Chu Sheng's gaze closely followed the young man who just got into the car. He hadn't seen Happy for a long time. Although he could find his picture in the entertainment news, when the young man really appeared in front of him, the kind of inner The excitement outside is unimaginable.Only at this moment did he realize that he was missing this person even more than he expected.
Looking at the happy face, Chu Sheng thought to himself, um, the child has become stronger and more handsome, and even his eyes have matured a lot.He suddenly found that Gao Xing had grown up, and he was no longer the child who needed his own protection.Thinking of this, Chu Sheng's mood became a lot more complicated. He didn't know what he meant to the boy now. Maybe his boy didn't need his protection at all, so he was a little sad.
Unexpectedly, Xing Xing on the other side smiled at him brightly, as if half a year hadn't passed, and Chu Sheng heard him say to himself, "Yo, Brother Chu, long time no see."
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