Actually I'm an Author [Quick Transmigration]

Chapter 140

I want to growl, I want to yell, I want to cry, I want to do all the crazy things in the world to say no to what I'm about to face.But I didn't do it in the end, because Xiao Lin hugged me.

He hugged me from behind.He is warm, vivid, and he is a collection of all the compliments in the world.He tilted his head and kissed my cheek, then pushed me aside.

I tried to grab him, but for some reason I couldn't.

He is like a void soul, or a fleeting meteor.All the short, illusory, but beautiful things at the same time are equated with him in my heart at this moment.Or it cannot be said that it is him, but a relationship that is about to pass away in my hands.

Before him, I had never had a relationship with anyone more than a friend, and even friends were pitifully few.As a writer, I was a failure. I didn't have many readers and I didn't write good stories.I've been loath to admit it, but in my heart, I know it's the truth.In addition, my personal life always encountered various problems. In the end, I was left alone for some reason.Like I said, most people in this world are born to love someone who is worthy of love, but there are always some people who don't.With less luck, I think I'm one of that other parts.

Before Xiao Lin, I wasn't bothered by this.Because I have no needs, expectations, or desires in this regard.After Xiao Lin, I only suffered from such things rarely.Maybe he is not good enough to express, but he is good enough to love someone.And through him, I finally learned the skill I should have had.

So now there's trouble again, will I lose him, will I lose him?

I stared straight at a certain place in front of me, but my reason told me that maybe that wasn't where they were, maybe they had left long ago.Anyway, they have already negotiated the terms, so I can't interfere now.

No... it shouldn't be like this.Someone should be able to help me, absolutely.But where is he now?

Yes, where is Xiu Yin?

Did he just casually show up and then disappear?What are you kidding, is he kidding me?I've got to see him, he's sure to have a way.If he can show up, I might be able to convince Wright and Yi Ling.They don't need to be stuck in a story thousands of times, and the stupid programming of the Cephalon can be stopped.More importantly, Xiao Lin will not die.

How can he die?

I know I'm crying and it's not right.But I can't stop.I even thought at a certain moment, if my wish could come true, I would like to be as motherly as I am today every day after.Really, don’t talk about this, anything is fine, as long as it is, as long as it is——

Uh?

"Who is it?" I yelled loudly while trying to hold the hand on my face.But it failed again, and the speed of the guy was amazing, and he disappeared even faster than the remaining heat from my face.

"Xiu Yin?" I yelled at the top of my voice, how ugly that broken gong voice with a crying voice was.

"Is it you? Are you here? Come out! Don't hide anymore, I really need you, I..."

"Hey."

A hand was placed on my eyes, and the cold sensation on the eyeballs replaced the constant stinging.I noticed this, but was immediately distracted.I grabbed that hand and asked in the most cautious tone of my life: "Is it you? Is it you, Xiu Yin?"

"I'm very sorry."

It's really him.

I wanted to just collapse on the ground, and I did.The nerves that had been tense all this time finally relaxed at this moment, and as a result, I just felt so painful that I was about to pass out.

"At the beginning, we didn't expect such a thing. We just want to make our world better, but we don't know what is good and what is bad."

"That might be my fault." I muttered: "As the author, I didn't write a healthy and correct three views for you?"

"Who says it's not?" Xiu Yin laughed. "So you're out of luck for that, too."

"If you're talking about time travel, I think it's okay. But if it's..." I stopped and took several deep breaths before gaining the courage to continue.

"You can help me, can't you?"

"I just believe that you can help us." Xiu Yin sighed and reached out to pat my head. "Did you know you have a system of your own?"

"What?" I was stunned for a moment, but then I realized it.That's right, although I have been ignoring that matter intentionally or unintentionally, in the Dragon God Ruins, I did see a metal ball that is the same as the system.By the way, what did he call himself, w86...8671? 8672?

It seems to be 8672.

"So, I am also a holder now?"

"Not yet, it depends on your choice. In fact, this thing is a little gift from us. It was given to you by Lawson. Do you remember Lawson? Uh, sorry, I accidentally Off topic. What I'm saying is, you'd better think carefully. You know, if you become a holder, there's a chance of being like them."

Xiu Yin let go of his hand.After the darkness disappeared, what appeared to me was a bare, even dark, open space.Of course, a few minutes ago, this place should have been covered with snow-white bony thorns.

And at the edge of the open space, there are flashes of various colors constantly lighting up.Primarily gold and white, but also black and green.Those are Xiao Lin and Yi Ling, the God of Creation and the God of Light.

Interesting, how can there be two saviors in this world?So the fact becomes, are they also part of the waiting to be saved?

"If I choose to become the holder..." I only hesitated for a moment, then continued firmly. "Then what should I do?"

"I don't know." Xiu Yin said honestly. "This is just a theory, and we have never implemented it. Maybe it can succeed, but maybe, it is like the so-called center, and what fails cannot fail again."

"What they are doing now is just a theory." I pouted at the light effect constantly exploding in the distance: "What is the difference between theory and theory?"

"There are still." Xiu Yin also looked in the same direction: "I gave you a chance to choose, because you are special. If you don't want to be a holder, I will send you back. This way, regardless of their Whether the theory is successful or not, you will not be affected."

"But you know..." I was a little helpless, but it was more funny.Yes, choose.Doesn't the so-called choice mean that it sounds very good, but in fact it is still standing still?

"How much time will it take me to prove this theory correct? A thousand times? Ten thousand times? Or more?"

"You know I can't give you an answer."

"It's like you know that I won't make another choice? Xiu Yin, you are really blind to the innocent face I set for you, you sinister bad guy."

"Someone said that too." The juvenile-looking Dragon God shrugged his shoulders, and then gave him a "juvenile" smile.

"Now I will turn on the system for you, and then teach you the basic operation method."

"No problem, but before that, you have to make them stop."

"Then you can rest assured." A rather complicated expression appeared on Dragon God's face, which was a mixture of joy, confusion, pain, and fear.But that expression... was surprisingly beautiful.

"And someone is there, I believe the problem is not difficult to solve. I would like you to meet him, but considering that you will definitely yell 'you OOC bastard' again, I think it's better to forget."

...Wait a minute, this sentence.

"So you've been secretly by my side all the time?? You're a stalker and a voyeur, you know?"

"Not all the time, I just occasionally. Besides, didn't you find out? Of course, you can't even find 06, so you don't expect you to find me at all~"

What? !No, no, that is to say, did Wright ever lurk beside me? WTF!

"You'd better be honest! Come on, who are you playing? Aha! I understand why the center thing uses such a nonsense model. The hobby of emotional role-playing is passed down from you! You guys, simply, simply..."

"Just what?"

"It's OOC to the extreme! Bastard! I don't remember that I set this attribute for you!"

Xiu Yin shook his head, with an expression of "Look, I know it's like this".His light-colored lips were tightly pursed, and he kept making all kinds of fancy gestures with his hands.I felt a little dizzy after watching it for a while. I really don't know how he stuffed this complicated set into his mind.But there is no doubt that this set is very effective.Soon, my head felt heavy.

"You can now try calling the system."

I closed my eyes, but all I saw was ordinary blackness.After a while, there was no change at all, but I was a little drowsy.However, just when I was about to open my eyes and complain to Xiu Yin, a lot of operation interfaces popped up in front of me.I was startled and opened my eyes suddenly.But then I quickly closed my eyes again, and began to observe the pile of...uh, colorful things in front of me.

"Honestly, Xiu Yin." I suppressed a smile and said calmly, "Your interface is really ugly!"

"Just enough, that guy's aesthetic is like this. Yours is a special edition, and you should be proud of it."

"I doubt that his aesthetics were spoiled by you. When he repaired the underground palace for you, he could still draw a good picture! Tsk tsk tsk, then——"

"Did you see it?!" Xiu Yin's voice suddenly became sharp: "Oh my god, you saw it!"

"As a god, you should be more civilized." I said seriously: "You just swear at your creator! I strongly condemn this excessive OOC behavior."

"As a god, I'm considering the feasibility of brainwashing."

"Don't be like this..." I laughed: "I am your creator, please treat your daddy gently~ well, I will probably use it. What should I do next?"

"Two messages, which one do you want to hear first?"

"Let's talk about the bad first."

"Considering the psychological barriers of those poor holders before, I will freeze them in the existing world and keep them safe while you fix the center. When you appear as the savior, they will What should you do if you are alive and kicking! But, before that, you may have to separate from your protagonist Mr. for a while."

"It's terrible, but I have to accept it." I frowned, and looked towards the edge of the clearing again... oh?The light effect is gone.It appears to have stopped.Sure enough, the name of God of War is really well-deserved.

"What about the other one?"

"I'm going to send you to the gap in the world now, so you probably don't have time to say goodbye."

"This is not good news!" I protested loudly, but all I got was Xiu Yin's eyes.

"I never said that there is good news and bad news!"