Chapter 61
Chapter 61
Luo Yunshen realized that things were getting serious.
Although Su Qiao usually has a soft personality, almost no temper, and likes to act like a baby, but when she actually sees him crying, she hardly ever sees him.
He will panic, be afraid, and be clingy, but he seems to know that negative emotions are not flattering, and he rarely shows them, let alone shed tears like he is now.
What Luo Yunshen remembers most is the appearance of Su Qiao happily cooking or clinging to herself shyly and boldly, smiling.At this time, he saw tears falling, as if dripping on his heart, burning a scar that was hard to heal.
He put his hand on the back of Su Qiao's neck, exerting some strength, almost forcefully forcing the other party to raise his head, only then was he able to see the shame and anxiety in Su Qiao's eyes clearly.
"Don't cry." Luo Yunshen hugged him in his arms and said soothingly. "I'm not mad. What's the matter, huh?"
Although it is a question sentence, the ending sound is light and soft, almost whispering, very gentle.
Su Qiao's eye sockets and nose were red, her eyelashes were stained with tears, and even her gaze was foggy.He cried so hard that he convulsed indistinctly, his lungs seemed to be squeezed, the air was lost at once, and he made a funny sound.
This time I felt even more ashamed, and lowered my eyes, looking pitiful.
Luo Yunshen didn't smile, he patted Su Qiao's back lightly with one hand, like coaxing a child.He really couldn't see Su Qiao's sobbing face any more, so he pressed the person on his shoulder and rubbed his fingers through his hair.
When Su Qiao's mood gradually calmed down, he said, "What's the matter?"
Su Qiao shook her head first.His cheeks rubbed against the soft fabric several times, making him realize that he was being held in another person's arms.
It's a very intimate and reassuring pose.
Su Qiao arched dependently, and the fingers hanging on one side curled up unconsciously, pinching the bed sheet, as if such an action could support him to speak.
After being silent for a while, Su Qiao said: "Mr. Luo... I, I feel a little sorry for you."
Thoughts were churning in his heart, choked in his chest, and he didn't know how to express them.He wanted to say that the reason why he agreed to get married in the first place was because the Luo family was powerful and could give the Su family an extra layer of security; he also wanted to say that since getting married, he didn't seem to have done anything for Luo Yunshen, but the Su family had received a lot of help.
Cheng Yishu knows to give gifts to others when he chases people, but what has he done himself?
Su Qiao thought to herself, but didn't notice that Luo Yunshen froze, and naturally she didn't notice the slightly unkind look in his eyes.
From Luo Yunshen's point of view, today's events are quite bad.
First of all, Su Qiao didn't want to ask for a goodnight kiss before going to bed.This situation is particularly abnormal.Then there is the rare cry, coupled with an apology full of guilt and anxiety...
What happened to make Su Qiao unwilling to get close to her and feel sorry for herself?
Was he in love with someone else?
Luo Yunshen's expression suddenly became a little scary, and his eyebrows were lowered, looking very gloomy and pressing.However, his movements were still gentle, with his forearm wrapped around Su Qiao's waist, firmly controlling the person in front of him.
I said earlier that after marriage, we will not be separated.Even if Su Qiao really likes someone else, he still...
His thoughts were interrupted by Su Qiao's voice. Before Luo Yunshen could feel too much hostility, he heard Su Qiao whisper sadly: "I feel that I owe you a lot... When I first got married, my purpose was not simple."
He seemed to despise himself, guilty and ashamed.
If it's a pure alliance of interests, Su Qiao can still comfort herself that it doesn't matter, but it is obvious that the Su family has benefited from this marriage.Whether it is superficial or invisible.
Taking recent events as an example, without Luo Yunshen's intervention, Su's food poisoning incident would never have been so easily overcome.Even if he could restore his reputation, he would definitely have to pay a high price, not to mention that he was about to receive a large sum of compensation from Song Wenxing.
Although at the beginning, Su Qiao was for the Su family, thinking about it, it seems that there is no need to suddenly regret at this time.But according to the conditions Luo Yunshen said at the beginning, the two of them are completely equal in this marriage, and Luo Yunshen didn't ask for anything else in return.
All Su Qiao can give back is emotion.
So he has always been very proactive, trying to get close to Luo Yunshen, preparing him something delicious, asking him for a good night kiss, and he is working hard and hard to move forward.
However, until today, I suddenly realized that this was far from enough.
Su Qiao was contradictory and entangled, thinking: He thinks he is sincere, but in fact, after all, isn't what he does just a little bit?I never bought anything for Mr. Luo... Besides, doing these things out of giving back is completely different from wanting to treat him well from the bottom of my heart.
He couldn't help but feel aggrieved for Luo Yunshen, and he uttered these words in a rambling manner, like a jar of honey being broken, dripping gold all over the ground, so sweet that it makes one's heart soften.
Luo Yunshen couldn't help but raise the corners of his mouth halfway through hearing it, and when Su Qiao began to criticize himself sadly, he was already in the mood to rub the soft hair on the back of the other's neck.
"Why do you think so?" Luo Yun said deeply. "I haven't bought you anything, do you think I treat you badly because of this?"
Su Qiao sniffled and suddenly froze.
yes.he thought blankly.Mr. Luo did not buy anything for me...
Su Qiao immediately forgot her original train of thought and followed what Luo Yunshen said.
"I don't have the habit of giving gifts. I only buy them for elders out of courtesy, so I have never given you anything." Luo Yunshen said. "People are not the same, and there are naturally different ways of doing things. Jiujiu, in my opinion, you have done a good job."
A 20-year-old boy, perhaps still at an age where he is not sure about his future plans, is about to enter a marriage and take on his own responsibilities.Although it is voluntary, it may not be without pressure.
Luo Yunshen naturally knew that Su Qiao agreed to marry for another purpose at first, but this did not hinder anything.He is not an ignorant fairy-tale character who requires the beginning of a relationship to be pure and flawless.
No matter what moved Su Qiao in the first place and agreed to marry him, the final decision of whether or not they can continue to get along is the moment they spend together.
Luo Yunshen only cared about the final result.
So far, it seems that the effect is remarkable.
After receiving the affirmation, Su Qiao felt even more guilty: "But, but..."
He was confused and didn't know what to say.
Originally, his thoughts were not very clear, but after listening to Luo Yunshen's words, he felt that it made sense on the one hand, and on the other hand, he felt that something was wrong.He has never experienced complicated emotional matters, so he naturally has no way of knowing how to express and deal with them properly, so he can only continue thinking with his mouth pursed, wishing he could hit his head.
After a while, Su Qiao finally remembered that Mr. Luo only solved half of the problem, and there was still the other half.
Is it a self-righteous request to take the initiative to get close? In fact, Mr. Luo doesn't want it at all?
Sometimes Su Qiao is very timid, and sometimes she seems to have nothing to dare to do.Once he took the initiative, the truth was like a cough, desperately trying to pop out of his throat, and there was no way to stop it.
"Mr. Luo." Su Qiao raised her head, her tone was full of genuine bewilderment and doubt, and her brows were also frowned. "Why haven't you been with me? You...don't like me at all?"
The physical contact between the two is almost always initiated by him.This somewhat made Su Qiao feel uneasy, so he derived from the trivial matter of buying gifts, and came to the conclusion that Luo Yunshen didn't like these things, and he asked for too much.
This is what makes him sad the most, as if his efforts over the past few months have been in vain, and he has not been able to impress the other party at all.If it wasn't for the little things buried in his heart, he would never be so sad.
Su Qiao's straight ball left Luo Yunshen speechless.
In any case, he would never have expected that someone could be so frank and frank.Facing Su Qiao's serious eyes, he didn't know what to say.
What to say?Said that Su Qiao is just 20 years old. As he grows older, his thoughts will change day by day. Before they are sure that they are wholehearted in each other, they both need a buffer time?
This is the tacit understanding of adults, but Su Qiao obviously doesn't understand.He is like a kitten who is always looking forward to being touched by his master. He will be very unhappy if he does not get feedback for a day. If one day he opens his belly and is touched by someone, it must be that he likes that hand, that person very much.
The kitten doesn't think about what to do if one day it likes the other hand, it only knows that the sun is shining today, and it's time to act like a baby.
Luo Yun coughed lightly, and explained: "It's not that I don't like you, I'm just...waiting for you to think it over, make sure you don't regret getting married, and want to live with me forever."
Su Qiao blinked in confusion: "Why would I regret it?"
"You are only 20 years old." Luo Yunshen said.
"Yes, I'm 20 years old, much younger than Mr. Luo." Su Qiao nodded, as if he suddenly understood something. "Because I'm 20 years old, do you think my thoughts are immature and may change at any time?"
Luo Yunshen did not deny it.
It is true that what Su Qiao said is not entirely correct, he is not worried that Su Qiao's thinking is immature, but just feels that at this age, there are too many factors that can lead to changes in thinking.
"However, I can't grow up to be 30 years old." Su Qiao said in embarrassment. "What if I am still like this when I am 30 years old, will Mr. Luo always think that I am immature?"
Without waiting for Luo Yunshen to answer, Su Qiao continued: "Thoughts are also affected by others, how do I know if it will change? Maybe I will become more fond of Mr. Luo, to the point where I can't do without him. No matter how I change, as long as I like you all the time, isn’t that all right?”
Su Qiao probably doesn't know that he has a special talent: he can always disrupt Luo Yunshen's plan, and hit the heart with a "bang" amid countless chaos.
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