What is your choice? ?

Chapter 39

You have chosen [C. Tell him that Director Jiang is kind to you]

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After hearing Ye Zi's words, you didn't react for a while.

You really want to believe in Ye Zi, after all, he has helped you a lot, and you can't help but want to rely on him.But at the same time, you don't want to doubt Director Jiang. After all, you have always gotten along happily, and the other party has kindly helped you with psychotherapy.You subconsciously feel that the other party is not the kind of scum who will deliberately play with people's hearts.

——So maybe Director Jiang lost his job because he was negligent and didn't notify Ye Zi, instead of doing it on purpose?

You secretly guessed, thinking that this might be the most reasonable guess.

When you refocus your sight, you find that the leaves are still waiting for your reply.You choked suddenly, planning to choose a more conservative statement.

"I, I understand what happened..." You glanced at Ye Zi, then quickly lowered your head, "...But Director Jiang has kindness to me after all, I can't just stop acting like this..."

You are extremely nervous, not knowing how Ye Zi will react.After all, according to Ye Zi's statement, he and Director Jiang are equivalent to having a sworn hatred.You didn't follow Ye Zi's advice, but continued to act in his enemy's movie, Ye Zi would definitely feel uncomfortable.

However, unexpectedly, after hearing your reply, Ye Zi's expression remained calm.

"Really..." He lowered his eyes and whispered softly, as if talking to himself.

After he was silent for several minutes, he suddenly raised his head and asked you.

"By the way, do you plan to continue to be a famous actor in the future? Your original major was not acting, right?"

You were taken aback when you heard Ye Zi's question.

"Ah, probably not. After all, this acting was just an accident. I'm still in graduate school, and my major is..."

When you said this, you suddenly stopped like an old tape cassette.

My major.

... what is it?

A drop of cold sweat slid down your forehead, and your brain began to work rapidly.

You know full well that you are a liberal arts student and that you are in graduate school.But when you think carefully about what you have learned, you find that you can't think of anything at all.

This feeling is like a pile of jigsaw puzzles that are loosely placed together. At first glance, they look complete, but when you actually fit the puzzle pieces together, you find that several pieces are missing in the middle.

Your eyes are tearing apart, and you can't believe that you can't remember such an important thing.And when you seriously recall your past events, you find that all your memories are blurred, like a mess of paste, ambiguous and unreal.

This sticky memory lasted until about a month ago before fading away, and when you go to the barber to get your hair cut, the feeling of unconsciousness is all gone.

You even remember everything that happened since then.

So what the hell is this?

Amnesia?

You are puzzled and uneasy.

You don't understand why you're only now realizing it - when losing your memory is so obvious.

But you don't know the answer to this question, and it's even more impossible to shake yourself up for a month.

Ye Zi saw that you were pale and sweating, so she didn't continue to ask questions.

"I'm just telling you that if you want to continue to be an actor, participating in director Jiang's movie is indeed the right choice. I don't know if he has other default actors, but if your strength is enough to surprise him, you must be a mercenary. I will not hire an actor inferior to you."

He paused for a moment, then changed the topic.

"But if you don't want to go this way, then I still say what I said before-quit his movies quickly, and it's best not to have any intersection with him."

"He will ruin you if you fail to live up to his standards."

You were silent for a long time before you raised your head and looked directly at the leaves.

"I... don't know if I want to be an actor, but I'm serious about filming now." You looked at Ye Zi and your eyes gradually became firmer, "I think if I am not as good as others in the end, I will be kicked out of the film by Director Jiang , and I have no complaints."

"So, do you like acting?" Ye Zi asked you.

You hesitated for a moment, and finally nodded, "Yes, I think I like the feeling of trying to figure out the role..."

You pause for a moment, not knowing how to describe this abstract feeling.

At this moment, a sentence suddenly jumped into your mind, and you couldn't help but opened your mouth.

“…that made me feel reborn.”

You blinked and repeated it word by word.

"Yes, that brought me back to life."

After casually chatting with Ye Zi for a while, you each went back to your room.

You thought you would not be able to fall asleep, but unexpectedly, you fell asleep after a while.

Once again, you lose control of your body, and there is no disturbance in your heart—you just hope that you will not continue the dream just now.And luckily, you didn't go back into that bruised body, back in front of that camera.Your consciousness is still stuffed into the body of the same man, but you are clearly aware that your eyesight seems to be lower, and your body does not have those various wounds.

The owner of this body seems to have gotten younger.

"Father, I've already filled out the volunteer application." Before you could react, your mouth opened and closed.

You take a closer look and find a man in his thirties sitting silently on the sofa with his forehead supported.His face is as blurry as any face you've ever seen before, but even if you can't see his facial expression, you can still see his expression from the tense shoulders and bruised neck. The mood is extremely bad, and the whole person is filled with a decadent and gloomy atmosphere.

"xxx, are you really going to be an actor?" After a while, the man sitting on the sofa said, "Why don't you listen to me? Isn't your mother's appearance the best example?"

He raised his head, looking a little broken.

"If you care about the things that happened before, I will treat it as if it didn't happen. Promise Dad not to go this way, just stay in W City and study a liberal arts."

You just felt your five fingers tightened, and your nails dug hard into your palm.

"No, you won't forget." You heard your voice bitter and hoarse, "Aren't you relieved that I'm gone? It's better for a shameless bitch like me not to interfere with your life with your mother—— She's leaving the hospital soon, isn't she?"

The man opened his mouth, and it took a while before he spoke.

"...If you change it, everything is still in time, just don't do this kind of thing again next time..."

He sighed softly, making you feel like a world away.

This dream is very short, but when you wake up, it is already daylight.

Do you feel like your lucid dreaming seems more and more ridiculous - its plot seems to be getting more and more complicated, even involving different timelines?

At the same time, you are also somewhat disgusted with the protagonist of this dream.You feel that the other party is neither self-loving nor dirty.If you had a father, you would never insult yourself as a slut in front of him. How sad would this make the other party feel?

Yes, although your memory is incomplete, you still know that your parents died when you were a child.

You have no memory of your parents, not at all.

You tidied up and said goodbye to Ye Zi.

While posing for your morning routine, you suddenly realize a problem.

——Yezi did teach you how to pose for a photo, but he didn’t teach you how to take a picture, and what you need to take a selfie is more pure shooting skills.

Do you want Lily to help you take pictures?The script seems to say that the protagonist borrowed the school's camera equipment behind, and can use the timer shooting function instead of holding up the phone to take selfies every time.But will Lily agree to help you film it?

You turned your head to look at Lily who was putting on nail polish, and immediately rejected the idea.

So trouble leaves?

You thought about it, and felt a little embarrassed, after all, you had asked for his help over and over again.

You then thought of Director Jiang again.Maybe borrowing a camera from him is also a way?

But when you think about it, you feel wrong. Director Jiang’s apartment does not have camera equipment, and this is your audition, so he has no obligation to help you.

How about...or continue to take selfies?

You subconsciously glance at the more and more bad reviews on the screen, feeling a little depressed.

At this time, you choose-

【A. Ask Lily to help you take pictures】

【B. Find Ye Zi to help you take pictures】

【C. Borrowing camera equipment from Director Jiang】

【D. Continue to take a selfie】