What is your choice? ?

Chapter 36

You have chosen 【A. Tell him you are bothering about the blog】

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You decide to tell Leaf that you are bothering about blogging.

However, just as you are about to speak, you realize that if you want to explain this thing clearly, you have to tell the story of your film from beginning to end.

And the taxi is only a 5-minute drive from Ye Zi's house.

You are a little hesitant, feeling that it is impossible to explain the ins and outs of the matter in such a short period of time, so you swallowed the words on your lips abruptly.

"...It is true that something unpleasant happened today, but it is a bit complicated to explain..." You paused, feeling a little sorry for not being able to confide in Ye Zi, "...so forget it."

Ye Zi was silent for a while, and then spoke slowly after a while.

"Your state still makes me a little worried." Ye Zi lowered her brows and gently wiped the pattern on the teacup with her fingers, "But I also respect your choice."

Having said that, his fingers paused, and he raised his head to look at you with a calm gaze.

"So please tell me if you have someone else who can share this?"

"Your expression...looks painful. I don't want you to keep it to yourself."

You were slightly taken aback when you heard Ye Zi's words, and then realized that you seemed to have been frowning, arching your back, looking listless and decadent.

You want to explain that it's no big deal, and you will be able to adjust your state soon, but your brain subconsciously wonders if there is anyone else you can confide your troubles to.

What makes you sad is that you find that you have no friends at all-there is no one around you who can relieve your worries.

You suddenly feel a cramping pain in your chest, and then you realize how failed you are in life, how narrow your social circle is.

You start to feel lost, wondering if you're really that annoying.Otherwise, how can you explain that you have not had a close friend for 25 years, and even strangers have responded to you with hostility?

The corner of your mouth pulled out a smile that was uglier than crying.

You suddenly feel that it is meaningless to keep everything on your mind.A strong desire to confide rose from the bottom of your heart, and you couldn't help but speak.

"No... I don't have any friends to talk to." Your heart beat like a drum, trying to restrain your trembling lips, and mustered up the courage to look at Ye Zi on the opposite side, "If you don't mind, can you let me start from the beginning? ..."

You told Ye Zi all the ins and outs of the matter, including the fact that you were photographed by director Jiang, and you stayed at his house and figured out the role.You even talked about auditions, apprenticeships, and conflicts with Lily.You feel that Ye Zi's dull and peaceful eyes inexplicably make you calm, and you no longer feel sorry for your own situation.And while you were talking, you canceled the taxi—you felt that the opportunity to talk to Ye Zi was more precious than getting home as soon as possible.

"So you're posting a personal photo on your blog now in order to figure out the role?"

You were slightly taken aback, a little confused by his words.

"It's not a photo! It's just some very ordinary selfies!"

Seeing your flustered appearance, Ye Zi smiled softly on her lips, and her eyes softened.

"Don't be nervous, there's nothing to be ashamed of, personal portraits are nothing new to me."

Ye Zi's words made you cheer up suddenly.

Yeah, how did you forget Ye Zi used to be a model?If Ye Zi, who once had professional knowledge in this field, guides you, then you will definitely be able to improve the quality of photos on your blog.

——At least you won’t be accused of deliberately using poor shooting techniques and posing to attract the attention of passers-by.

So you excitedly asked Ye Zi if he could give you some advice in this regard, and he, who was considerate, agreed to your request without hesitation.

"Then can you show me the photo?" Ye Zi asked solemnly, "This will give me a more intuitive understanding of your level."

The smile on your lips suddenly froze, and you couldn't utter a word for a long while.

...How can a professional Ye Zi evaluate a photo that even ordinary viewers dislike? ? ?

You don't care about Ye Zi's criticism. After all, you have been called a "Thailand ladyboy" by tourists, and it is impossible to have a worse evaluation than this.You just simply don't want Ye Zi to see your unbearable side.

You want to make a good impression on him.

However, despite your reluctance and shame, you finally gave him the URL of your blog.You know in your heart that you will eventually compromise for the sake of work.You can't always stand still, you urgently need the guidance of the leaves.

When Ye Zi saw the selfie on the blog, you saw that his brows were really wrinkled, and the temperature around him seemed to drop a few degrees suddenly.

Looking at his fingers sliding the screen little by little and his thin lips tightly pressed together, you feel extremely uneasy.You are suddenly a little afraid that he will close the phone at any time, turn around and tell you that you are hopeless in this regard, it is best to give up being a women's clothing blogger and speculate on the role from another aspect.

At this moment, Ye Zi suddenly put down the phone and stood up from the sofa.

Your heart suddenly jumped, you subconsciously straightened your back, and involuntarily looked at him with a panicked look.

"I've seen all the photos, are the comments below the navy?"

His blunt words embarrass you very much.You blushed and told him in an inaudible voice that this is not a troll, and you just deleted all the bad reviews according to Lily's suggestion.

Leaf nodded, expressing her understanding.

"This is actually a practice. After all, staring at other people's criticisms of you will not make you improve."

"Actually, as several comments have said, your innate conditions are actually very good, and women's clothing is not very inconsistent. You just simply don't know the skills of posing and shooting angles."

When Ye Zi said this, she showed a faint smile, "I believe that after you overcome these small problems, you will be able to surprise them."

Ideals are beautiful, and reality is very skinny.

After you heard Ye Zi's affirmation of your own conditions, you suddenly took on a new look and your heart surged.However, you have overlooked one most fundamental thing - the "small problems" that Ye Zi mentioned, in your eyes are all difficulties that cannot be bridged like a gap.

"First of all, your biggest problem is your poor shooting angle." When it comes to knowledge related to his profession, Ye Zi's gentle temperament completely changes, making you feel sharp and sharp.

He made you stand up, and pointed vaguely at your shoulders and chest.

"You take a selfie at the most traditional 45-degree angle, but it's not really suitable. It will only make your broad shoulders and flat chest stand out more than girls in the photo."

"The right thing to do is focus the audience's eyes on where you have an advantage."

You are puzzled by Ye Zi's words, "But I don't have any advantages... My facial features are also very ordinary..."

Ye Zi raised his brows, and looked at you with subtle eyes, "Do you really think so?"

You felt even more confused, so you just nodded in a daze.

"Do you... think that anyone can be the protagonist of a literary movie?" Ye Zi laughed dumbfounded, with a helpless expression on his face, "It's one thing for your temperament to match the other's movie, but more importantly, you have a movie that makes you feel good. Unforgettable face and body proportions you can't fault."

"You are beautiful and very photogenic-this is the fact that the director must have known when he saw you for the first time."

Your face suddenly turned red again.

You have never been so appreciated by others, and Ye Zi's eyes and tone are so sincere that you can't take it as simple comfort or polite words.

You think he seems to feel so from the bottom of his heart.

You clutched your thumping chest and didn't recover for a long time.

And Ye Zi obviously knew about your shy nature, and before you could make any embarrassing reaction, she continued, "The usual selfie looking up is useless to you, because your face is small and your cheekbones are not high. You don't need this kind of modification, but it will make your face too thin and unnatural. As mentioned before, this kind of selfie will also make your shoulders and chest more obvious, which is very detrimental to you as a man. "

"What you need to highlight is the line of the legs and the collarbone of the neck. This is your advantage."

You feel that the temperature on your cheeks has not subsided since the leaf started to analyze the suitable angle for you to take pictures.What he said does sound very objective, but in essence he is still praising you.

You feel that Ye Zi is actually still concerned about your mood, so you are a little moved in your heart and become more serious.

You feel that you can't live up to Ye Zi's teachings to you, and you must correct your poor posing and shooting.

"But understanding your own physical advantages is only the first step. You need to consciously adjust your posture according to the camera. The difference between taking a photo and a movie is that a photo is a still image and can only capture a momentary movement. How did this movement evolve? It doesn't matter; while movies are dynamic, recording a period of time, the process of your emotional accumulation and the degree of empathy with the characters will affect the whole movie, even if you are not perfect at a certain moment in the middle, as long as you can put this If the process is fully and vividly expressed, then the result will definitely not be bad.”

"What I mean by so much is that taking pictures is much easier to learn than acting, and you can improve quickly after certain training, as long as your innate conditions are not bad and you have a certain understanding of the camera."

"Now, you sit on that armchair in your most natural posture, and I'll take a picture of you from a distance and you'll understand."

Although you were confused by that large piece of professional knowledge, you still believed in your heart that Ye Zi must have a reason for letting you do this, so you followed the words and walked to the chair a few meters away.

Ye Zi quickly took a picture of you sitting on the chair, and turned the phone screen towards you.

"If you ignore your rigid sitting posture and demeanor, you will find that this photo is actually much better than the selfie in front of you - the telephoto lens emphasizes the innate conditions, and you are just more suitable for this."

You quickly glanced at your photo, and you really feel that it looks a lot more normal. It seems that the 45-degree selfie method you used before is indeed a bit inappropriate.

"But there are still big problems with this photo." Ye Zi then changed the topic, and severely criticized your dodging eyes, slightly shrunken shoulders, and various other details.

After Ye Zi analyzed your deficiencies, he asked you to pose in the same sitting posture again, hoping that you can adjust your posture according to his suggestions.

Suddenly there is a sense of tension in your heart that you will be randomly checked by the teacher to test whether you are serious about listening to the class.You sat back in the chair anxiously, stretched your neck consciously, straightened your back, and lowered your chin slightly.At the same time, following Ye Zi's suggestion, you folded your legs and leaned against the edge of the chair.

Ye Zi didn't wait for you to continue to adjust the sitting posture, and soon finished taking pictures.When you turned off your phone and took a closer look, your eyes suddenly widened.Although you in this photo still look reserved, your upright sitting posture and more controlled muscles make you look more energetic, and you no longer show a timid feeling.

"It... looks much better." You scratched your head shyly, smiling shyly.

Ye Zi nodded undeniably, "It's better than the previous one, but your shoulders are still not relaxed enough, and your expression lacks enthusiasm..."

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When you turn on your phone again to check the time, you find that you have communicated for 3 hours without knowing it.

It is already 12 o'clock.

You feel that in these three hours, your understanding of posing has made a qualitative leap.Although you will not be perfect for a while, you have obviously improved a lot.

You thanked Ye Zi repeatedly, thanking him for taking the trouble to teach you how to adapt to the camera and adjust your posture according to the camera, and then you started to call a car and prepare to go home.

However, you found that Ye Zi's villa seemed too remote, and no one took the order after more than half an hour.You start to feel a little anxious and don't know what to do.

"What's wrong?" Ye Zi looked at you who was at a loss and asked.

You tell him you haven't been able to get a taxi for a long time.

Ye Zi was stunned for a moment, a little apology appeared on his face.He rested his chin and thought for a while, before he suggested to you uncertainly.

"I'm sorry, I was negligent. I forgot that there are basically no taxis at this time. If you don't mind, you can stay at my house for one night."

At this point, you decide—

[A. Wait a little longer]

【B. Promise to stay overnight】

【C. Take the evening bus to go back】

[D. Call Director Jiang]