The bodyguard wants to get on my dragon bed

Chapter 94 Fanwai

Pan Ruo never came again, but there was a steady stream of things sent to Zhongcui Garden, and Chen Bing didn't take care of them, let alone touch them.Ah Huan didn't dare to mention Panruo again, and the atmosphere in Zhongcui Garden became more and more silent.

Later, Pan Ruo would come here occasionally, but she couldn't bear Chen Bing's silence and ran away.Until a certain cloudy and rainy day, Panruo would miss Chen Bing even more in such weather, he drank again, boldly broke into Zhongcui Garden, and saw the figure that made him think about it day and night.

But he was curled up in the corner of the bed, clutching his heart, sweating profusely, coupled with the sound of the pattering rain outside, it seemed that this scene was a bit scary.Panruo was mostly sober from the wine, he squatted beside the bed, and put his hands on Chen Bing's face.

Cool, terrible cold.

He is like a dead man without temperature.If it wasn't for the trembling in pain, Pan Ruo was really afraid that Chen Bing would have passed away.

Pan Ruo's voice was cold, "Who did it?"

Although Ah Huan was dissatisfied with him, he also knew that only Panruo could avenge the young master, "I don't know, some time ago, the young master drank a bowl of porridge and got poisoned."

"Then why didn't you find me?!"

Ah Huan looked at him, silent.Pan Ruo suddenly understood, and he said in panic, "Stop talking, I understand."

No wonder Chen Bing didn't want to talk to him, it was because he saw and heard everything about him and Qinyue, and because he didn't care about his life for other men, and he couldn't even guarantee his basic diet.What face does he have to beg Chen Bing to forgive him?

How kind Chen Bing is, even if he knew everything, he still tolerated his shameless postings again and again, and even prepared to forgive him, because he was too stupid and broke Chen Bing's heart again.

Looking at Chen Bing's appearance, the feeling of heartache seemed to reach him as well.Pan Ruo trembled, "Has he always been like this, suffering from the pain of cutting out his heart every day?"

"No, only on rainy days."

Nirvana is like falling into an ice cave.How is this not considered a trick?The relationship between them started on a rainy day, but Chen Bing could no longer live normally in the rainy day. This is God's punishment for him!Punishing him for being affectionate hurts all those who loved him.

He finally touched Chen Bing's painful face, "Take care of him, I will find the person who hurt him."

A few days later, Panruo came to Zhongcui Garden while pressing Qinyue without emotion.Qinyue never saw her former beauty again, she looked embarrassed and pitiful.

Chen Bing looked at them indifferently.

Pan Ruo said flatteringly, "Chen Bing, I've found out that he poisoned you. How do you want to punish him?"

Chen Bing was silent.Panruo was not in a hurry, he pushed Qinyue to the ground, "How about letting him taste the poison?"

Chen Bing still didn't speak.Pan Ruo was not in a hurry, but Qinyue was in a hurry. He threw himself at Chen Bing's feet regardless of his appearance, and kowtowed to beg Chen Bing's forgiveness.But did not get any answer.

Pan Ruo didn't give him another chance, and ordered someone to drag him down.Then he looked at Chen Bing flatteringly, "Are you hungry, do you want to eat something? I'll make it for you, don't you like Nanqu's dim sum the most?"

But no matter what he said, Chen Bing didn't answer him, as if there was no such person.Pan Ruo was not disappointed, as if he would not be stimulated, he rubbed Chen Bing's head and murmured, "Wait for me, wait for me..."

After half a month, Chen Bing finally understood the meaning of Panruo's words.He rushed into Zhongcui Garden, looked at Chen Bing happily, held his hand, and said very sincerely, "Chen Bing, those people are gone, I only have you alone, look at me again, look at me again, okay?" Good. You said that you only have me, and now I only have you, Chen Bing, please look at me..."

no respond.

No amount of tenderness seems to be thrown into an abyss that cannot be filled. It is the first time that Pan Ruo feels powerless in matters of love.He really wanted to tell Chen Bing how much effort it took to dismiss that group of people, and he was almost sleepless for half a month just to please him by doing this.

But in front of Chen Bing, Panruo didn't dare to say anything, he was afraid that Chen Bing would ask him, if you didn't accept so many people, why bother now?

This is a debt he owed, and he deserves to work hard to repay it.

As Panruo said, apart from the servants, there are really only Panruo and Chen Bing left in this huge palace of princes.But no matter how hard Pan Ruo tried, Chen Bing didn't say a word to him anymore, and he became more and more tired, sometimes even nestled in bed for a whole day.

He no longer likes to eat Nanqu's snacks, nor does he like to read all kinds of books, and he doesn't like to talk, except sometimes talking to Ah Huan, he doesn't even want to read other people, including Pan like.

Panruo's patience gradually ran out, and he couldn't bear to be ignored by others with his full love, so he raped Chen Bing one night.

Even though he called Chen Bing's name over and over again with love and tears, he still didn't get any response.Now Panruo understands what real dullness looks like.Chen Bing was like a puppet, letting him pick and choose, without any resistance, let alone crying.

No matter how shameful Panruo tossed him, Chen Bing seemed not to be shy, nor would he respond.Even so, Panruo still asks for it again and again, as if he is using this to relieve his dedication these days.

On the second day, he hugged Chen Bing guiltily and kept crying and apologizing. Even if he didn't answer, he always used these methods to make himself feel better.

After passing this matter, Chen Bing went out for an unprecedented time.

Pan Ruo didn't find Chen Bing when he came back, he panicked, he was afraid that Chen Bing would not bear him anymore so he ran away.He frantically searched for Chen Bing all over the palace.

Finally he saw Chen Bing squatting there in the corner of the garden.

Panruo finally let go of his heart, and he hugged Chen Bing from behind, "You scared me, don't come out in the future, okay?"

Chen Bing didn't speak, but looked up at the sky, and said for no reason, "It must be snowing in Huiyang right now."

This is the first time Chen Bing has spoken to him for so long.

Kepanruo didn't feel happy at all.Is he missing his hometown? Is he going to run away?

Nanqu can be said to be like spring all year round, and the winter is far less cold than Huiyang, and it will not see a heavy snowfall for several years.Now is the coldest time in winter, except for adding a piece of clothing, it is no different from other times.

"It hadn't snowed when I left. It's been two years, but I haven't seen a single snowfall."

Chen Bing's voice was very hollow, and Panruo always felt that Chen Bing was too far away from him, so far away that he couldn't catch him even though he tried his best.

He tremblingly kissed Chen Bingliang's sore cheek, "When you feel better, I'll take you to see the snow, come with me, okay?"

Chen Bing fell into silence again.

Pan Ruo took his hand and took him back to Zhongcui Garden, he said to Ah Huan, "Take care of him, he is not in good health, it's cold these days, don't tell him to run around."

"Prince... the son likes freedom, he likes to go out and play."

Pan Ruo gave her a warning look, "I said, keep an eye on him."

Ah Huan gritted his teeth, and finally complied.

She didn't believe that Panruo didn't see Chen Bing's relaxed expression when he was outside, but Panruo was still so selfish. He fell in love with Chen Bing, so he wanted to tie Chen Bing by his side. He was afraid that Chen Bing's heart would go away from him.Rather, the person Panruo loves the most has always been herself.

I don't know if Ah Huan looked at Chen Bing attentively, he never went out again, and Panruo also coaxed Chen Bing with a lot of delicious food and fun as before, but he never saw a smile on his face.

Pan Ruo is lying when he says he is not afraid, he has seen Chen Bing's most beautiful appearance, he knows that Chen Bing is not happy, and he also knows that Chen Bing has lost him in his heart now.But... how can he let go, he really only has Chen Bing left, as long as he puts his heart into it, Chen Bing will definitely be able to look at him again.

Later, Pan Ruo renovated the small pavilion in Zhongcui Garden, and after repairing, it really looked exactly like the small pavilion in Xuanming Palace.Panruo looked at the pavilion with Chen Bing, who was even more haggard, and kissed the top of his hair, "Sit over, and I'll draw another picture for you, okay?"

Chen Bing was extremely obedient this time, he nodded, and sat in the pavilion as before, holding a book.The yellowish sunset shone on him, and Pan Ruo suddenly felt that nothing had changed at all, and they could still go back to the past!

When he finished drawing everything as before, he still felt dissatisfied with how to draw that face.Pan Ruo swallowed her saliva, looked at the man not far away, and called softly, "Little white cat."

Chen Bing raised his head.

Different.

Everything is different.

Chen Bing's eyes lost the joy of looking at the person he likes. If Pan Ruo had no inspiration, his face would just be blank, and he couldn't write down no matter what.

Panruo's expression was about to be broken, and he tried his best to restrain the corners of his lips that were about to fall, "Draw it next time, and I will give this painting to you later."

With such an indifferent expression, he really couldn't draw it on paper.Just thinking about it broke most of his heart.

Chen Bing didn't answer, he approached Panruo slowly, looked at the faceless painting, looked at Panruo with a smile, and said softly, "Kiss me."

Pan Ruo froze on the spot, not knowing what to say for a while.Until Chen Bing climbed onto his shoulder and touched his lips.Only then did he seem to melt, he hugged Chen Bing horizontally, and wept uncontrollably, "Finally, you are finally willing to look back at me..."

Although Chen Bing is still jerky and introverted, Panruo seems to have received great encouragement, he kept saying in Chen Bing's ear, "I love you, I love you, I love you..."

"Chen Bing, call me Ah Ruo again, okay?"

"It's okay, it's okay, it's okay if you don't want to. Chen Bing, I will wait for you. I believe there will be a day, right?"

"Little white cat, fall in love with me again, I really won't let you down this time."

"You believe me."

Panruo babbled like a chatterbox, but Chen Bing just closed his eyes and didn't answer.But the hand he put on Panruo's waist has been regarded as his answer by Panruo.

On the second day, Chen Bing looked at Panruo, and finally made a request, "I want to eat those snacks you gave me in Xuanming Palace."

Panruo was overjoyed, tears welled up in the corners of his eyes, and he ran out quickly and shouted, "I'll do it now! You must wait for me! Wait for me!"

Looking at the gloomy sky outside, he felt worried, "We must do it quickly. If Chen Bing is poisoned, I will stay by his side and accompany him."

It's a pity that Zhongcuiyuan doesn't have a small kitchen, so Panruo can only leave here to go to other places, but he is getting more and more restless on the road, Chen Bing's various behaviors he thought before were just his changing his mind, but now the more he thinks about it, the more strange it becomes.

After making half of the dim sum, Panruo started running towards Zhongcui Garden with flour still on his hands.

The door of the inner room was closed tightly, Ah Huan stood outside, his face full of silence.

Pan Ruo seemed to have expected something, "He, where is he?"

Ah Huan didn't look at him, nor did he answer.

Tremblingly, he pushed open the door of the inner room. On the high beams, a section of white silk hung down, and Chen Bing was hung on it.

His fair little face had already turned purple, and the inner room was terribly quiet, but no matter how quiet it was, Chen Bing's breathing could no longer be heard.

Panruo frantically rubbed the flour in his hand on his body, "Don't be afraid, I'll save you, I'll save you! But my hands are dirty, little white cat, you like to be clean, I can't get you dirty!"

But his hands couldn't be wiped clean, so Panruo cried out anxiously, knelt on the ground and covered his face and wept bitterly.Joss also broke in, and was taken aback when he saw the scene in front of him, and then said, "Prince! You have to put Mr. Chen down too!!"

"I...I..." Panruo knelt on the ground crying almost dying, Joss sighed, and hugged Chen Bing's body.

"Don't touch him!" Pan Ruo rushed over, grabbed Chen Bing, and held him in his arms.He had lost the slightest bit of anger, Panruo suddenly became surprisingly calm, put Chen Bing on the bed, stroked his slightly messy hair, "Go to sleep, I'll wait for you to wake up."

Then he stood under the white silk again, there was a painting on the ground, Pan Ruo picked it up, the painting was that young man who was full of eyes full of people he liked, his face was timid, as if he had seen the most precious treasure in this world.

Everything overlaps with Panruo's memory, but it all seems so far away.Unlike what he remembered, there was a line of small characters next to it.

【Hui Yang's Xue came to pick me up】

These are Chen Bing's words.

Nan Qu held the painting and stepped out of the inner room door.

Thin and dense snowflakes fell from the sky, and they fell extremely large in a short while.

This is the first heavy snowfall in many years.

At the end of the cold winter, such a heavy snowfall came without warning, and took away the man he loved most.

Finally, Pan Ruo couldn't bear it any longer. He knelt down in the snow, holding the painting carefully and tightly to his chest, "It's snowing in Nanqu too, Chen Bing, don't go, just look at me again. See if I'm alright..."

"Why are you so cruel, are you afraid of pain, but I will stay with you...Chen Bing, please come back, you haven't forgiven me yet, let's take our time, please, please, please ah……"

No one would answer him, only the gorgeous smile on the painting, as if mocking the farce.

He tried to blame Chen Bing's death on Ah Huan who didn't discover it in time, but Ah Huan smiled like Chen Bing, "I know, I know that the son wants to die, this is the only wish of the son. If the prince wants to kill, then Just kill me."

But how dare Panruo, Ah Huan is Chen Bing's only friend here, if he kills Ah Huan, Chen Bing will blame him, how can he let Chen Bing blame him again?

Later, Panruo left the palace.

The Prince's Palace collapsed just like that, except for Ah Huan who has been guarding Zhongcuiyuan, the rest of the people left the palace or went to other places.

Panruo didn't bring any attendants with him, so he worked as a painter on the streets of Nanqu.

As Chen Bing once said, he draws for others, while Chen Bing writes for others.

Although there is no Chen Bing, it doesn't matter.Pan Ruo seemed to be possessed by a demon, he looked at the air around him, his eyebrows were affectionate, "Little white cat, look, isn't my drawing here not good?"

Others only think that this is a crazy painter, but he knows that he is not crazy.

He couldn't see Chen Bing at all, he couldn't even dream.

During the day, Panruo paints for others, but at night, he just repeatedly draws different poses of the same person.But they all have one thing in common, no face.

Pan Ruo couldn't draw Chen Bing's face, as long as he thought about it, he would either think of his indifferent expression, or his dying appearance.

He almost had nightmares every day, and he was getting thinner and thinner due to the torment.

Finally, in the cold winter of this year, he came to Huiyang alone.

As Chen Bing said, it really is snowing in Huiyang.

With the picture of a smiling face in her arms, Panruo walked quietly in the snowy field of Huiyang.

"Little white cat, I'll take you to see Huiyang's snow. Look, this time, I didn't break my promise."

He pulled out the saber beside him, "I'm going to find you, can you come and see me?"

His voice echoed in the empty land, but there was still no response.

Pan Ruo smiled bitterly, then fell to the ground by committing suicide.

Blood stained the snow beneath him, and he struggled to hold the scroll tightly in his hand, but even when he was dying, he still couldn't see the figure he missed.Even if he was about to die, Chen Bing kept avoiding him.

It's okay, little white cat, I'm here to find you.

you run slowly

run slowly...

Little white cat, wait for me.

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