Make a living

Chapter 70 You

After dinner, Zheng Haichuan took Xiao Hemiao downstairs to put him to sleep, and then he was taken to the rooftop by Lu Jun with a complicated face to continue the unfinished topic at the dinner table.

"So... who kissed you? Yuzai?"

Lu Jun leaned on the railing beside the roof, turned his head and asked Zheng Haichuan tentatively.

He thought about it for a long time at home just now, and only this name popped into his mind.Lu Jun knew that there were not many people like him in this world, but he still couldn't help making such outrageous guesses.

Maybe...he was too envious of the atmosphere between the two of them.Lu Jun recalled Qi Yu's composure and dedication in dealing with Zheng Haichuan's beating incident, and Zheng Haichuan's unquestionable trust and obedience, and always felt that the two children had a close relationship.

"Hiss! Teacher Lu, how do you know that!"

Zheng Haichuan subconsciously covered his mouth, then quickly let it go.

"Well, that's right, I'm just a good friend of him..." Zheng Haichuan rubbed his nose, and seeing Mr. Lu looked over, he quickly added, "No, you and Boss Gui are also my friends! That's just me. You should all be respected elders!"

Lu Jun was amused, he thought, Ah Wei and I don't want a 'good friend' like you.

"Want to talk?" Lu Jun smiled gently and looked at Zheng Haichuan.

"If you want, you can chat with me casually."

Lu Jun saw something wrong with Zheng Haichuan at the dinner table, reminding him of when he was young, he couldn't help meddling in his own business.

The summer night in July is windy, warm but not dry.

Zheng Haichuan also imitated Lu Jun and lay on the edge of the balcony, looking down at the lights of thousands of houses in the streets and alleys, as well as the pedestrians and diners passing through them.

Zheng Haichuan has good eyesight. He saw a few high school students standing by the side of the fried skewer shop, and also saw a young couple sitting on the side of the road and eating a bowl of Mala Tang. Da Ye, who was holding a baby and fanning himself, was in the alley. I was chatting with my poker friends about who's family, and the upstairs sister Zhang who had just finished sweeping the street was dragging a garbage truck that was bigger than her and was heading towards the garbage station.

Zheng Haichuan stood on the top of the building and looked far away, and he could see the deeper part of the urban village two streets away.In a trance, he saw a tall and straight figure, but disappeared in the corner of the dark alley in the blink of an eye.

Zheng Haichuan rubbed his eyes, and then he couldn't find anyone.He thought to himself that he must have made a mistake, Dr. Li should still catch up on sleep at home, right?

"I... I don't know what to say."

Zheng Haichuan came back to his senses, and looked at Lu Jun with calm and confused eyes: "Mr. Lu, I think there is something wrong with me."

"What's wrong?" Lu Jun nodded, signaling him to continue.

"Just...just thinking about Dr. Li these two days."

Zheng Haichuan felt like the kind of person in a TV drama who had been bewitched by something.I don't know how to do other things anymore, and I turn over and over again to see Qi Yu's face.

Lu Jun was persuasive: "Are you thinking about him, or...the fact that he kissed you?"

Zheng Haichuan lowered his head and thought for a while, then shook his head: "I don't know. I seem to be thinking about it."

Lu Jun changed his way of asking: "Do you feel disgusted, disgusted, or disgusted when he kisses you?"

"how could be!"

Zheng Haichuan shook his head quickly, "Doctor Lu is so clean and smells good!" Zheng Haichuan felt that he was dirty instead. He didn't wash his hair that night and his clothes were sweaty all day. He didn't know if Doctor Lu would dislike him.

Lu Jun was amused by Zheng Haichuan's description.

He recalled that Yuzai seemed to be quite flirtatious in front of Okawa, dressed handsomely and wearing cologne.

If Qi Yu knew what Lu Jun was thinking at this moment, he would definitely refute with a cold face that he was always like this.But at the moment he is not here, obviously he can only let the only two people on the rooftop make arrangements at will.

Lu Jun continued to ask Zheng Haichuan: "After this incident happened, what was your first reaction, Dachuan?"

"I..." Zheng Haichuan organized his words before he said with difficulty, "I just don't know what to do! Doctor Li asked me to think about it, but I didn't know what he wanted me to think about, so I was anxious. I treated him as Good friend, he helped me so much, I don't want him to be angry, and I don't want him to be unhappy. I'm afraid that if I don't answer well, Dr. Li will ignore me..."

Zheng Haichuan didn't know what he wanted to express, he scratched his hair impatiently, and was chilled by a can of herbal tea that Lu Jun handed over.

"Okawa."

Lu Jun said slowly, "Did you find a problem?"

"Huh?" Zheng Haichuan was puzzled.

"Didn't you realize that all of what you said just now revolved around Qi Yu?" Lu Jun read and wrote every day, and at this moment he saw the essence of the matter at a glance, "What about you? What about you? What do you think about this matter? Don’t think about Qi Yu, do you like it yourself? Are you willing to do such a thing with him?"

Zheng Haichuan didn't feel it himself, but in the eyes of others, even if he wasn't stuck in the mud at this moment, he was dragged to the edge of the pit.If you don't pay attention, you will jump in by yourself.

Lu Jun could guess Qi Yu's plan.He watched Yuzai grow up. He was smart when he was a child, and he had plans and calculations. Lu Jun didn't believe that he was just playing with Zheng Haichuan on impulse, maybe he had planned it for a long time.

But seeing Zheng Haichuan so foolishly and unconsciously going around people, fearing that he would have to count the money after being sold, Lu Jun couldn't bear it.

He was coaxed and lied to when he was young, and in retrospect, he always felt that it would be nice if someone who was clear persuaded him earlier.So at this time, he didn't intend to side with Qi Yu.

"Da Chuan, we talked about 'good friends' tonight, but in fact it also applies to 'lover' many times."

"It's just that compared with the attributes of 'good friend', 'lover' is more unique and profound."

"A friend can exist between you and many people. But a lover, it can only be two people to each other."

"No one else can come in. He's unique, special, and you can't do with anyone else what you did with him."

"He can give you the greatest happiness, the most enthusiasm, the most satisfying warmth, the most passionate passion, and the softest tenderness in your life."

"Similarly, he may also make you feel pain, become irrational and stupid, and be tortured by worries about gains and losses...but you still enjoy it."

Looking at Zheng Haichuan's gradually confused eyes, Lu Jun sighed slightly in his heart.

This silly boy, I'm afraid it's the first time he comes into contact with this kind of taste, and he won't be able to understand these things unless... he understands them one by one.

"All in all, Da Chuan, you should first distinguish clearly how you feel about Qi Yu."

Lu Jun simplified the complexity and touched Zheng Haichuan's chest, "Ask yourself, what is he to you?"

"Can you accept that Qi Yu does to other people what he did to you?"

"Are you willing to make your relationship closer and deeper? Or keep the status quo or stay as far away as possible? What do you want to do when he encounters pain and difficulty? What do you want when he is unhappy?"

"Don't think about others, just follow your own heart."

As Lu Jun talked, he expressed his heart more and more clearly.

He looked down at the smoky snack shop downstairs, at the bearded man who was so big and bent over to tidy up in the dining car, the past and emotions flashed through his chest.Lu Jun drank the herbal tea in his hand and said to Zheng Haichuan.

"I think... that's what he wants you to consider."