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Chapter 70 7. Improvement

Xie Zhuo's birthday party ended with watching the snow.

Originally, Song Bai and Fu Ling were watching the snow, oh, there was also Zhou Huai'an who was bleeding from the freezing point, and later other people found out that they also gathered together, but because they didn't wear much, they didn't come out, and only watched through the glass window.

Seeing this, Xie Zhuo simply asked the servant to move the sofa in front of the floor-to-ceiling windows, and everyone sipped wine, ate delicious food and watched the snow, which was not interesting.

And Song Bai and Fu Ning, who were hugging together on the sofa and watching the snow, also became a scene, um, and Zhou Huaian, whose face was pale from the cold and had to go back to the room, made an excuse to leave first under the gazes of everyone.

Looking at the heavy snow falling, Song Bai suddenly remembered that when he was a child, he was locked in a box on the balcony by his mother. The box was not completely sealed, and it happened that there were two holes the thickness of adult fingers where he squatted. It happens to be able to see outside the balcony. Most children are afraid of the dark, and he is no exception, so every time he is locked up, he will look out through the small hole. Even if he only sees the lights on the opposite floor, it is better than the darkness.

It was a snowy day when his mother locked him up. At that time, he didn't know that it was wrong, let alone that it was abuse. He thought it was a normal game. When his mother asked him to be obedient, he obediently stayed there. Because he didn't understand, he was not in great pain, but just felt cold.

He was very cold, but his mother said to be obedient, so he could only be obedient and endure the cold.

He didn't know the time, so he could only divert his attention by looking outside through the hole. Although it was cold, he would always feel better when he looked at the falling snowflakes. Children always like snow, and he is easily attracted by snowflakes.

Counting it, it should be his first time enjoying the snow, but he didn't understand anything at that time.

Fu Ling has been paying attention to him, taking into account the change in his expression, and squeezed his hand: "What's wrong?"

Although he knew about Song Bai's past through the rules, it was only a rough idea without any details. He didn't want to go into it before, but now he wishes he knew everything.

Song Bai paused, and said what he just thought. He thought it would be difficult to tell others about it, but when he really opened his mouth, he found that it was actually not bad.

"...Actually, that box can be easily pushed away." He said, "But you say it's strange, but I didn't take the initiative to push it away once..."

The small wooden box didn't take much effort at all, as long as he raised his hand, he could push himself out, but for three years, until he moved, he didn't push it away once.

Recalling it with his current adult thoughts, it even feels incredible.

Fu Ling squeezed his hand tightly: "It's not surprising, you just don't understand, no one is born knowing it, who didn't do ridiculous things when they were young."

Song Bai shook his hand back, signaling that he is fine and don't worry, and teased: "What have you done, let me hear it?"

He is indeed fine, it’s just that he was suddenly brought back memories, saying how serious the consequences of his childhood experience would be, but maybe because he didn’t understand at all when he experienced those things at the beginning, but when he understood later, his childhood memories continued to fade away intermittently. It became more and more blurred, he felt that apart from staying at home and not wanting to socialize with others, everything else was fine, he didn't harm himself and he didn't suffer much.

That's why he never thought about seeing a psychiatrist. He didn't think he was sick.

Facts have proved that Dr. Zhao also said that he is not sick, but needs to change his mentality and stop staying at home.

Dr. Zhao also said that seeing a psychiatrist does not necessarily mean that you are sick. Now that the social pressure is so great, it is normal to find a psychiatrist to talk to and release on a regular basis.

——Song Bai, who did not expect to be concealed by cooperation, firmly believed that he was very normal.

Fu Ling originally admired Song Bai's attitude of being able to deal with everything calmly no matter what he encountered, but seeing the careless indifference in his brows and eyes, he would rather him complain and hate, sighed silently in his heart, and picked up a few childhood fun divert his attention.

After this night, the relationship between Song Bai and Fu Gu has undergone a big/leap/forward, and a qualitative change has taken place.

When I was in Jiangji Garden, it was Song Bai who went to look for Fu Ning every day, but now it was changed, Fu Ning would take a car every day to come to the villa in the middle of the mountain to look for Song Bai, and sometimes he would even stay there too late.

If he sincerely wants to get closer to people, it is very easy for him, but within half a month, he got along well with Zhu Peiqi and Alex. Although Zheng Fei and Zhu Jin still don't like him very much, they have Don't show disgust on your face.

Not to mention Jiang Can and Xie Zhuo who had no objection to him.

Fu Ling spent Christmas and New Year's Day with them, getting along better and better with everyone, and the relationship with Song Bai is also growing by leaps and bounds.

Song Bai was already shaken by him, but now he couldn't resist anymore. He didn't feel disillusioned after close contact with the male god, but he liked him even more.

Like him, want him.

He doesn't shy away from his own desires, and even surprises his own changes. In the past, he was a person who seldom had desires, and he only reacted to certain types when watching small movies. Even when he first fell in love with Fu Ling, he didn't. It was just pure emotion. He liked it in the past, but now, all kinds of violent thoughts are like a flood that broke the embankment, sweeping him away with a roar.

Love and desire are inseparable. If you like someone, you will want to kiss him, hug him, and touch him. Song Bai is not frigid, nor is he a lover of Plato. .

But also because he likes it so much, he doesn't want Fu Ling to know his crooked thoughts, and continues to maintain the image of a simple otaku in his heart, although he guesses that Fu Ling is not unaware.

And during this period, Zhou Huaian's appearance will naturally not be missing.

Since the birthday party ended, he seemed to be possessed. He was even more exaggerated to Zhu Jin than before. He started to guard every place where Fu Ning appeared. He didn't say anything about chasing him in a month. Admitting to give up Zhu Jin has a new choice, and she continues to have emotional chicken soup without interruption.

Song Bai brushed his "testimonials" three times a day in the morning and noon, and regretted adding him to WeChat because of politeness.

Because Fu Ning was free to develop relationships with the villa and them, Zhou Huaian would come to the villa to guard for most of the day, exactly the same as before, but the target was changed from Zhu Jin to Fu Ning, and his eyes were even hotter, staring straight at him. Looking at Fu Ling, I hardly see other people.

When he was chasing after Zhu Jin, Song Baineng looked at it for fun, but if it was Fu Ning, he would not be in such a good mood.

However, Zhou Huai'an stepped on the bottom line in all his actions. Although he squatted, he was very measured and didn't get close. He was even willing to spend a lot of money to buy another villa not far away. He neither violated the law nor hindered the public. You can't just blow people away for no reason.

"Hey, the dog skin plaster is here again." Shi Fei was snowballing in the yard, and when he saw the figure, he taunted without hesitation.

Zhou Huai'an didn't seem to hear it, and smiled politely at right and wrong: "Morning, a friend at home gave some grassland specialties. I thought that we are all neighbors, so I brought some to share with you."

Shi Fei smiled, showing his sharp canine teeth, showing a bit of cuteness, and the next second, he shouted loudly: "The dog skin plaster is here again!"

The sound was so loud that the snow on the branches fell off a layer.

Zhou Huaian's eyes darkened for a moment, and he kept smiling at the screen at the door: "Is Abai there, open the door for me, and I'll deliver something to you."

"Abai was called by you too!" Shi Fei glared, "Shut up and get out, it's not rare!"

Zhou Huaian only smiled at the display screen.

Looking through the screen, Song Bai somehow felt that his smile was a bit pervasive, frowned, and told the servant: "Say I'm not here."

Zhou Huaian didn't know how many routines this was, anyway, no matter what he did, he would not accept the move, he just waited if he liked to wait.

Thinking of this, he couldn't help but stare at the culprit.

Fu Ling looked innocent, he didn't even know what Zhou Huai'an looked like.

Zhu Jin walked over slowly with a box of cherries, he was relieved, he didn't have to hide anymore, let alone how happy he was these few days.

Leaning over to glance at the display screen, he smiled sinisterly, squeezed two cherries into his hands, and stuffed the rest of the box to Fu Ling: "Okay, you guys just leave this matter alone, Leave it to me and watch mine."

Then without waiting for Song Bai's reaction, he opened the door and walked out.

He had wanted to clean up Zhou for a long time.

Zhu Jin soon appeared on the display screen. I don't know what he said to Zhou Huaian, and the two disappeared.

Song Bai was a little worried: "No, I have to go and see."

He was afraid that Zhu Jin would kill someone if he didn't pay attention.

Fu Ling held him back: "Don't worry, he has his own measure."

Song Bai glanced at him suspiciously. Why did he feel that Zhu Jin and the others have become closer and closer to him since Fu Yan came here? He asked curiously, "What did you tell Zhu Jin and the others? You tell them your identity?"

Although his communication skills have improved under Alex's training, but compared with Fu Ning Xie Zhuo, he can't even compare with them. Their ability to do things with ease really makes him envious.

Fu Ling pinched a cherries and stuffed them into his mouth, chuckled: "No, don't worry, of course I will make them better and better according to your wish, and I will never spoil them."

Song Bai bit the flesh and said vaguely, "When are you going to tell them?"

He never revealed Fu Ning's identity, so Jiang Can and the others didn't know that Fu Ning was the big boss behind the scenes who sent them here.

"Wait for everyone to arrive." Fu Ling stared at his lips wet with juice, his Adam's apple moved slightly, and his thumb wiped off the residual juice from the corner of his lips, "I will tell them personally."

Song Bai watched him licking with his thumb in his mouth, took a deep breath, and almost swallowed the fruit core.

And again and again.

If it wasn't for Fu Yan's normal expression, he would have suspected that he did it on purpose.

This time twice, he almost couldn't hold it anymore.

Most men don't want to give themselves a lustful name. Song Bai really felt that he was not lustful in the past. It's not like he didn't accept overt and secret temptations, but he refused them very calmly. In the end, he met Fu Ning with various The yellow waste was coming out, which made him almost doubt himself.

I also doubt Fu Ning even more. He is also a man, and he also said he likes it. Why does Fu Ning seem to have no thought about this kind of thing at all, saying that love and desire are inseparable. It is difficult for Fu Ning Don't let him think too much.

Could it be that he is more attractive?

However, without waiting for Song Bai to think about it, the last protagonist, Lao Jiu, finally appeared.

The author has something to say: no accident, there will be another update in the evening, and Lao Jiu will come out, and it is almost over.