msmithbooks Chapter 231 Brother Ci was poisoned when he was 5 years old
Chapter 231 Brother Ci was poisoned when he was 5 years old
Sheng Yixiao closed his eyes, hiding the pain in his eyes.
Being here with Zhi Xiao, the longer the time, the more intense the pain.
Already felt my heart, extremely depressed, out of breath.
Take medicine, I didn't take today's medicine.
Go back and take the medicine and think about nothing, it's much better.
Sheng Yixiao suddenly felt dizzy, touched his forehead, Zhi Xiao in his arms raised his head and saw it, leaned over and pressed his forehead against his forehead, which made Sheng Yixiao's expression tense, and he didn't dare to show his expression.
"It's a little fever again, take medicine." Zhi Xiao tidied his somewhat messy hair, then got out of bed and went out.
Sheng Yixiao looked at his hands, the warmth that he threw into his arms just now still remained.
He put his hand on the tip of his nose and sniffed, as if he could smell the scent he left behind.
He obviously couldn't smell it, but subconsciously he felt it.
Gu Zhian came in at some point, he had already had breakfast, and stayed in the living room for a long time, he came here to talk to Sheng Yixiao.
"Brother Xiao, what did you say to him?" Gu Zhian noticed that the atmosphere was a bit different, and he couldn't tell what the difference was, but he saw Sheng Yixiao showing a happy smile, not very happy, what kind of smile?
It was a small satisfied smile, and Gu Zhian understood Brother Xiao's feelings, which made people feel distressed.
Sheng Yixiao didn't answer, looked at his hands, and said to him, "I'm going to get along with him as Brother Ci, to enjoy the stolen happiness, am I being despicable?"
Gu Zhian was stunned, and felt uncomfortable, "Brother Xiao, you and Brother Ci are the same person, why do you have to think that you and Brother Ci are two people? Can't you treat him as the same person and love him together?"
Sheng Yixiao was silent, thinking about this matter for a long time, showing a sad and helpless expression, "Yes, it is the same person, we can love him together, but I don't think this is possible, I think so stubbornly, thinking that I have Sheng With the name Yixiao, I have lived with this name for almost ten years, and I already think that I am not Sheng Tianci, but Sheng Yixiao."
Gu Zhian's expression shook, "Brother Xiao, you..."
"I thought about treating myself as Sheng Tianci, but I couldn't do it, I'm used to being Sheng Yixiao, and I can no longer be Sheng Tianci.
Even if I thought about merging with Brother Ci to form a complete Sheng Tianci, let the name Sheng Yixiao be used as a stage name from now on, but I really don't want to do this, I don't want the name Sheng Yixiao to be just a stage name in the future..."
Sheng Yixiao didn't look at Gu Zhi'an, but looked towards the window, with a dazed expression, and muttered to himself, "I forgot when I had such a cognition, I just remember that I am a sub-personality, and Brother Ci has two personalities , that is, two people, just trapped in the same body."
"Brother Xiao..." Gu Zhian noticed that his state was starting to turn out to be something wrong, and he showed signs of depression, so he quickly reminded, "Don't think too much, or you will lose control."
"Ah... forgot..." Sheng Yixiao forced a smile, his face was very pale, he adjusted his emotions, and showed a hypocritical smile, "Okay, don't say what I said."
Gu Zhian nodded with a complicated expression, "Okay..."
Only now did I know that Brother Xiao was so miserable, but Brother Ci, who was the main character, didn't know.
I really want Brother Ci to know, so that Brother Ci can save Brother Xiao.
Sheng Yixiao looked out of the window silently, the wind blowing in swayed his bangs, a strand of hair got into his eye, he blinked, stretched out his hand to rub his eyes, felt that the black contact lenses had shifted, he took off one He put on the black contact lenses again, blinked again, and heard the sound of Zhi Xiao coming in.
It was only a short while, which made him feel very long.
Sheng Yixiao saw Zhi Xiao coming in with a water glass, he had already put away the cat ears and tails, the white-haired boy looked very good-looking.
It was very attractive, and made Sheng Yixiao feel a certain emotion that he suppressed began to emerge.
Sheng Yixiao looked away, not wanting to look at him.
He suddenly understood Brother Ci's feelings, and seeing him, he couldn't restrain himself.
That aspect was strong and only for him.
Brother Ci said he was a goblin.
Really goblins.
"Brother Ci, take your medicine." Zhi Xiao handed over the antipyretic medicine, Sheng Yixiao picked up a few pills, and held a water glass in the other hand, skillfully ate it and drank a big mouthful of water.
Subconsciously, I took the antipyretics as antidepressants. After taking them, I had an illusion in my mind, and felt that the depression in my body was greatly relieved.
"Is the medicine bitter?" Zhi Xiao asked sitting beside him.
"It's not bitter." Sheng Yixiao said.
After taking the medicine for many years, I got used to the bitterness of the medicine.
The doctor said that taking too much medicine will have side effects and affect the sense of taste.
But his sense of taste was normal, and he had a physical examination. His liver and spleen functions were affected, and his whole body was also affected. He looked very thin and pale.
No matter how much he eats, he will not be able to maintain a healthy appearance.
Brother Ci didn't notice the situation on his body, he always thought that he was healthy, but a little thinner.
Sheng Yixiao looked sideways at Zhi Xiao's caring appearance, he was still so cute and attractive.
His breathing was getting warmer, he quickly lay down and pulled the quilt on, turning his back to Zhi Xiao.
Zhi Xiao pulled up the quilt for him to keep him warm, and said to him, "Brother Ci, call me when you wake up."
"Okay." Sheng Yixiao closed his eyes, sleeping with black colored contact lenses was very uncomfortable, so he could only pretend to be asleep.
Hearing the sound of Zhi Xiao's footsteps going away, he left the room, and then came the voice of him talking to Gu Zhi'an, he couldn't hear it clearly, thought it was gossip, and didn't pay attention.
After a while, Sheng Yixiao felt sleepy, and now he was really about to fall asleep.
But he didn't want to sleep, and it was uncomfortable to sleep wearing colored contact lenses.
Calling Brother Ci in my heart, if Brother Ci doesn't come out, the eyes can't turn back to black.
Brother Ci still didn't respond.
Brother Ci is self-enclosed?
Sheng Yixiao felt irritated in his heart, if he didn't come out, he would become selfish and didn't want to continue his mission.
After a while, Sheng Yixiao sighed.
Did Brother Ci not come out because he was afraid that he would hurt Zhi Xiao?
Brother Ci, Zhi Xiao has already said that he was your important person in the previous life, you didn't hear it, you just missed it.
You will regret this.
Sheng Yixiao couldn't bear the drowsiness, so he fell asleep directly regardless of the colored contact lenses in his eyes.
Zhi Xiao was talking to Gu Zhian in the living room, "You call me Brother Zhi, so what should I call you?"
"Just call me Zhian." Gu Zhian smiled.
Zhi Xiao nodded, "Zhi An, there is something I want to ask you about Brother Ci."
Gu Zhian had expected it a long time ago, his expression became complicated, and soon he calmed down, and asked, "What are you asking?"
Zhi Xiao turned his eyes and looked in the direction of the room, and saw Brother Ci lying on his side and fell asleep, looking very tired, which made him feel distressed.
Zhi Xiao asked, "Brother Ci suddenly lost control yesterday and said he refused to go to the hospital. What illness did he have before?"
He also wanted to ask Sheng Yingdi if he also had the same disease, because they looked alike when they got out of control.
About Sheng Yingdi, facing Gu Zhi'an, brother Ci is at this house, so he can't ask, afraid that brother Ci will be unhappy if he hears it suddenly.
Gu Zhian was silent, recalled the past, did not dare to say too much, only said a little: "Well, 12 years ago, Brother Ci was poisoned when he was 15 years old, and he couldn't get rid of it after treatment. spirit and memory."
Zhi Xiao was taken aback, showing a look of disbelief, almost thinking that what Gu Zhian said was just a joke.
12 years ago, what kind of poison did the 15-year-old Ci Ge become like this?