The demon witch is her white moonlight

Chapter 215

Ji Yuxuan was caught off guard, and the circles of his eyes turned red.

During the period of memory recovery, especially after Le Xiaoyi woke up, Ji Yuxuan tried her best not to think too much, trying to maintain her previous appearance in front of Le Xiaoyi.

But she couldn't ignore it, and she didn't dare to take chances, and directly erased the past half a year from her memory as if nothing happened.

She was very scared, afraid that Le Xiaoyi would hate that self who was ruthless, ruthless, and unscrupulous in order to achieve his goals.

She once reunited with her lonely self after losing her memory, and recalled that Le Xiaoyi looked at her at that time, with despair, sadness and indifference in his eyes.

She did something that exceeded their mutual bottom line, and the damage that has been caused will not pass without mentioning it.

She was worried, afraid that Le Xiaoyi would disappoint her, so she walked away from her just like she walked out of the room covered in scars that day.

She hid her timidity and flustered well, but she didn't expect to be exposed by Le Xiaoyi's unguarded and sincere words.

Le Xiaoyi had never seen such a broken look on Ji Yuxuan's face. The tears that were about to fall from the corners of Ji Yuxuan's eyes made Le Xiaoyi feel uncomfortable. She finally realized that Ji Yuxuan treated her tenderly, patiently and meticulously since she woke up today. There is little difference from the past.

"What's the matter?" Le Xiaoyi grabbed Ji Yuxuan's hand on his shoulder, and kissed it lightly on his lips.

If this subconscious comforting action was done in the past, Ji Yuxuan would definitely have taken the opportunity to tease her, but at this moment, Ji Yuxuan only tightened her lips, lowered her eyes and shook her head: "It's okay."

How could Le Xiaoyi believe that what she said was all right, the embarrassment and embarrassment just now disappeared the moment he saw Ji Yuxuan's tears, Ji Yuxuan's fragile and uncomfortable appearance made Le Xiaoyi think that he had said something wrong.

She let go of Ji Yuxuan's hand, held Ji Yuxuan's face in a rare and forceful way, looked straight into Ji Yuxuan's eyes, and asked her sincerely and sincerely: "What's the matter, tell me, don't you believe what I said?"

"No..." Ji Yuxuan retorted without hesitation, she took a breath, trying to suppress the sudden emotion, "I just..."

He hesitated to speak, but did not finish the following content.

"Just what?" Le Xiaoyi asked.

The sun shines through her forehead hair and casts into her eyes, the color of her pupils is lighter than usual, full of worry.

Countless thoughts flashed through Ji Yuxuan's mind, she didn't know how to confide her fear to Le Xiaoyi, she was obviously moved by Le Xiaoyi's words, the better and more sincere Coke Xiaoyi was to her, the more guilty she would be.

She couldn't speak.

Normally, Le Xiaoyi would not ask about things that Ji Yuxuan didn't want to say, but today is different.

They had been separated for more than half a year. During this period, the pain could not be healed by communicating with each other. Whenever she was sad late at night, she wanted to go back to the past and let Ji Yuxuan hug her and coax her a word or two.

Back then she couldn't.

Perhaps compared to Ji Yuxuan, she still has a lot of room for growth, but now, she is not as immature as two years ago.

Compared with the growth of cultivation, the growth of Le Xiaoyi's xinxing in the past two years is more significant.

She was no longer as ignorant as before, and could gradually feel Ji Yuxuan's less obvious emotions.

She made up her mind not to run away, so why isn't she making a change?From the passive acceptance of doing nothing before, slowly become the person who tries to find and solve problems.

Ji Yuxuan has done enough for her, she wants to listen to Ji Yuxuan and do something for Ji Yuxuan.

Le Xiaoyi didn't hear any reply, she suddenly leaned forward and kissed Ji Yuxuan's lips.

"!" Ji Yuxuan didn't expect Le Xiaoyi to become so bold suddenly, her eyes widened in shock.

After this kiss was tasted, Le Xiaoyi took Ji Yuxuan's wrist and dragged her into the room.

Ji Yuxuan was still in shock, and when she recovered, Le Xiaoyi had already closed the door behind her.

Then Le Xiaoyi hugged Ji Yuxuan again without asking for more, and it was different from the hug in the yard just now. She leaned against the door, gently hugged Ji Yuxuan's waist, and put her chin on Ji Yuxuan's shoulder.

They couldn't see each other's face, but they could feel each other's body temperature and the chaotic heartbeat in their chest.

"Xiaoxuan." Le Xiaoyi's nose was filled with the faint fragrance of Ji Yuxuan's body, and she let out a long breath, "Listen to me first."

I have said all the embarrassing words just now, and I don't care about saying a few more words.

Ji Yuxuan's face was also buried in Le Xiaoyi's neck, and when she heard Le Xiaoyi's voice, she nodded slightly, and replied, "Yes."

It was rare for Ji Yuxuan to be so quiet and well-behaved, Le Xiaoyi tightened her arms a little, and held her tightly in her arms.

Ji Yuxuan let her hold her, and she was so obedient.

"I used to think that you were far away from me. To me, you are like a star in the sky." Le Xiaoyi closed his eyes and said, as if he was concentrating on something, "But I knew a long time ago that you are The most important person in my life."

Ji Yuxuan not only gave her sunshine, but also spread rain and dew, sheltered her from wind and rain, tolerated her weakness, and guided her to move forward.

"You gave me a lot, but I can't do anything for you. I don't know how to repay your kindness to me. At that time, I still couldn't tell what is grace and what is love."

"I didn't really realize what I wanted until that time when you took me to Nangong Mansion." Le Xiaoyi blinked, his nose a little sore, "That was the first time I put myself on the same level as you position, but my strength cannot match my ambition, and I have always relied on you."

"In those ten years of separation, I didn't participate in everything you experienced. This kind of powerlessness makes me very sad."

"So I run as hard as I can, and I don't have time to think about it. I want to catch up with you, even if it's just to shorten the gap."

"But you are too good, I can't catch up with you." Le Xiaoyi choked up, tears wet her eyes, and she buried her face on Ji Yuxuan's shoulder.

Ji Yuxuan seemed to want to say something, she struggled in Le Xiaoyi's arms, and Le Xiaoyi pressed the back of her head and held her down.

"Listen to me first." Le Xiaoyi endured his sour mood, and kissed Ji Yuxuan's ear from the side.

Ji Yuxuan became quiet again.

"Not only was I unable to satisfy my own ambitions, I became your armor to protect you, but I kept dragging you down. Because of my injury, you cleaned up the mess for me time and time again. That day in the Moon Palace, I almost really lost you. gone."

It takes a lot of courage to analyze oneself, not to mention that Le Xiaoyi is shy and reticent in front of Ji Yuxuan.

In the past six months, she had no chance to say these words. Now that Ji Yuxuan is back, the emotions she has suppressed for so long are like spring tides that break through the ice, trickling endlessly.

"I'm selfish, inferior, and cowardly, but it's really not worth it to make you pay and sacrifice so much for me like this." The more Le Xiaoyi said, the sadder she became, her tears fell like broken beads. Buried between Ji Yuxuan's neck, the soft skirt was soon wet.

Ji Yuxuan could no longer remain silent. She struggled to break away from Le Xiaoyi's arms, and cupped Le Xiaoyi's tear-stained face with both hands: "That's not the case. How could you think so? How could you say that about yourself?" She frowned. , His face looked anxious and angry.

Le Xiaoyi is very good, very good, she still feels that it is not enough to give everything to Le Xiaoyi, but how does she know that Le Xiaoyi has such thoughts in his heart.

She suddenly understood Le Xiaoyi's lonely and forbearing eyes after she lost her memory, why she instinctively approached, but Le Xiaoyi ran away desperately.

Ji Yuxuan gently wiped away the tears from the corners of Le Xiaoyi's eyes, but wiped more and more, she sighed, Le Xiaoyi's tears made her heart flustered, she didn't care about her worries just now, she just wanted to hurry up Le Xiaoyi.

She simply leaned forward and kissed Le Xiaoyi's eyes, and kissed away the tears on Le Xiaoyi's face.

When her kiss reached the corner of Le Xiaoyi's mouth along the tears, Le Xiaoyi sobbed and tightened his arms, put aside his reserve and embarrassment, and responded desperately.

After the kiss, Le Xiaoyi's breath was disturbed, his eyes were still wet, but at least his tears stopped.

"I haven't finished yet." She pouted aggrievedly, as if blaming Ji Yuxuan for interrupting her words with a sudden kiss.

Ji Yuxuan was so worried that she bit Le Xiaoyi's lips: "It's not because of your nonsense!"

She bit Le Xiaoyi's lips until it turned white, and she was afraid that she would really hurt her, so she kissed her again, her tone softened: "Don't think that way, you are very good and worth it, but Xiaoyi, I have to let you You know, I'm not as good as you think."

"What I do is never giving or sacrificing. I do it for myself." Ji Yuxuan stared into Le Xiaoyi's teary eyes.

"Just like that day in the Moon Palace, I can't accept that you leave me, I can't bear the pain of losing you, so I exchange my life for you, so that you can survive, I let you bear what should have been borne by me, But I can be free from pain, what is this not selfish?"

Le Xiaoyi was dumbfounded by Ji Yuxuan's logic. It sounded reasonable, but after thinking about it, it didn't make sense.

She had a blank expression on her face, and her thoughts were in a mess. After being distracted by Ji Yuxuan, she couldn't figure out what to say next, so she could only stare at Ji Yuxuan in a daze, unable to utter a word.

Ji Yuxuan took the initiative from Le Xiaoyi's hands, and put her arms around Le Xiaoyi's neck with both hands, touching Le Xiaoyi's temples.

"Silly Xiaoyi, I'm not as good as you said." Ji Yuxuan was more serious than Le Xiaoyi, and her emotions were more restrained. She held back her tears and said frankly, "I didn't even know that I put so much pressure on you , if it wasn't for me, your life would be much easier than it is now, and you wouldn't encounter so many dangers."

"I'm not chic at all, and I'm still strong. I did such an unreasonable thing to you because of my amnesia. You don't know how scared I am. I'm afraid that you will break your heart and really leave me."

She can lose a lot of things and people, but she can't lose Le Xiaoyi.

Ji Yuxuan sniffed, buried her face in Le Xiaoyi's neck, rubbed it hard, then took a hard bite on Le Xiaoyi's shoulder through the cloth without warning, putting down all the layers of camouflaged strength, like when she was a child Many times rude and unreasonable.

"You can't leave me, no matter how difficult it is, you have to live well for me, even if I make you unhappy, you can lose your temper at me, or make me change, but you can't leave me without saying a word. "

"I won't." Le Xiaoyi gasped in pain, but his arms were tightened tightly, "You can't dislike me, if you are sad, tell me, let's find a solution together."