Rebirth Against Heaven [Cultivation]

Chapter 193

Fu Jun clearly wanted to ask Qin Zhan a lot of things in his heart, but it was difficult to form a sentence for a while, so he could only respond in silence.

"You know all about it." He didn't speak, but Qin Zhan suddenly spoke, his voice was very light and light. "I originally planned to slowly undo the seal on your body, so that you would not feel pain and confusion from restoring all your memories at once, but now it's... not bad."

Qin Zhan paused, then asked in a low voice, "Do you hate me?"

"..." Fu Jun suddenly felt unable to answer.If you say no hate, what Qin Zhan did is too much; if you say hate, what is the intense pain and soreness in your heart.

"I have imprisoned your soul here for a long time for my own selfish desires. If you hate me, it is justified." Qin Zhan said softly, "Don't worry, my soul can't last long. Soon, this The world will vanish completely, and you will be free again."

"..." Fu Jun's body was slightly stiff, his whole heart seemed to be tightly grasped by a sharp big hand, and he almost suffocated in an instant.

"Tsk tsk, at this time, you still don't forget to use the method of retreating to advance." Ying Zhaohua, who was watching the play with his hands behind his back, suddenly said, half mocking, "You are betting that he knows all the truth After that, won't I forget about you?"

Qin Zhan ignored Ying Zhaohua's words, but said softly to Fu Jun: "Do you have a lot to ask me? Now, I will not deceive you any more. If you want to know anything, just feel free to Just ask."

Fu Jun was silent for a moment, and finally said: "In the two lives in this illusion, the death of the master and the elder brother, did you borrow a knife to kill someone?"

"Yes." Qin Zhan admitted it bluntly, with a slight chill in his tone. "Who let them hurt you so deeply. You will never hate them, but I can't forgive them."

Fu Jun closed his eyes, and there seemed to be a flash of unbearable pain in his expression. "But if Lu Huaifeng and Xiao Yunhui didn't exist in this world, there wouldn't be the Fu Jun you know today."

"I know." There was a faint wry smile on Qin Zhan's lips. "In the real world, I dare not do too much, lest there is no room for redemption between you and me. But in this illusion, why can't I use them to vent the hatred in my heart?"

Qin Zhan stopped talking for a while, and suddenly asked quietly: "Is it ridiculous or sad that I am like this?"

"..." Fu Jun couldn't answer, and his emotions seemed to be welling up in his throat, so he had to ask another question hastily, "In the first life in the illusion, the real reason you drove me to a dead end was to prevent me from Aware of the fact that I won't live to be 25?"

"Yes. At the end of your 25th year, this world will inevitably collapse, and you must reincarnate." Qin Zhan stared at him with extremely deep eyes, "But I don't want to seal your memory again, and I don't want you to forget the relationship between you and me." 15 years of mutual dependence."

Fu Jun's eyebrows trembled slightly, and he continued to ask: "Even so, there are many ways to kill me accidentally. You can make up reasons to deceive me afterwards, why do you insist on forcing me to die by such extreme methods?" hate you?"

"You are a person who accepts death. Since you put me in the position of 'brother', you will never be shaken for the rest of your life, and you will never think about the possibility of other relationships." Qin Zhan said in a soft and gentle voice, "You once treated me I said that you have always wanted a brother who is close and inseparable, and I will give you more than ten years of brotherhood. But you know, what I want in the end is not just the word brother."

Qin Zhan paused, and his tone gradually revealed a decisive meaning: "So, the only way to achieve what I want is to let you completely abandon the brotherhood, put it to death and survive."

...So, this is the real meaning of Qin Zhan's original answer—"For what I want."—.

Unknowingly, Fu Jun's eyes drooped slightly, his expression stiffened. "Before you died, you deliberately mentioned the matter of the Wheel of Heaven and Kun, just to make me believe that it was Mei Zhen who saved me, so that you would be less likely to think of you?"

"...More than that." Qin Zhan's eyes darkened, his expression complicated, and he said slowly, "Mei Zhen will like you in the first life, but not you in the second life."

"What did you say?" Fu Jun was taken aback suddenly, feeling unbelievable.

Qin Zhan raised his eyebrows slightly: "Mei Zhen is withdrawn and desolate, her actions are both good and evil, she doesn't care about other people and things, but she is very concerned about your affairs."

Fu Jun was almost speechless, and retorted: "I am a lifelong friend with him, and it is normal for him to care about me...how could there be other..."

Mei Zhen is more than 30 years older than him. She has a high seniority in the Taoist circle and is well-informed. Although they are close friends and peers, they are actually more like a teacher and a friend.

Qin Zhan smiled slightly, and cut off his words: "You never see such things, you only think it's friendship, but he can't hide his thoughts from me."

"..." Fu Jun saw that Qin Zhan's tone was still firm, and he didn't seem to be talking nonsense, so he couldn't help but fell silent.

"He really hid his thoughts well. He thought he was worried, and he didn't dare to speak out to you due to worldly views." Qin Zhan's mouth curled up with a strange arc, and there seemed to be a slight sarcasm in his eyes, as well as a bit of ice edge The cold light flashed away. "In that case, I'll make a sword of wisdom to help him cut off the affection he shouldn't have."

Fu Jun was quiet for a while, and said: "I don't understand. If so, I think he is my savior, and I will try to repay him. Isn't it in line with your wish?"

Qin Zhan shook his head lightly, explaining his doubts: "In the first life, you were very indifferent to him at the beginning, but he gradually became interested in you. But if you think that he saved you, then you will not After rebirth, you will always be grateful to him, and the more enthusiastic and caring you are towards him, the colder he will be towards you, so it is impossible for him to like you."

After Fu Jun finished listening, he was speechless for a long time, only thinking that Qin Zhan's ability to calculate people's hearts was indeed outstanding.Qin Zhan also remained silent, waiting for him very patiently.

"Heh, what a way to kill two birds with one stone." Ying Zhaohua who was on the side suddenly laughed, and sighed like admiration. "Sure enough, you are very scheming and calculating. Your tricks to deal with your rivals are really clean and neat."

"If it were you, I'm afraid you would do the same thing as me." Qin Zhan raised his eyebrows and said lightly. "Why did Lin Qin, Xie Changle's wife, die young? Don't think that no one will see through."

Ying Zhaohua seemed to be caught in the wrong, and snorted extremely displeased, his eyes suddenly became fierce, and his power was straight to the soul: "The injury she suffered has nothing to do with me. I just don't It’s just that I’m going to spend my energy to save that woman.”

Suddenly, Fu Jun's heart moved, and he felt that he had glimpsed a glimmer of light in the endless darkness.