Chapter 38
Chapter 38
"Hey... what if, one day, you were faced with a very difficult choice, what would you do?" After struggling for a whole day, Chu Huan finally asked An Ruosu for help, but found that he had never called the other party directly. name.I usually don't feel it when we have a good relationship, but now it seems that there is a layer of separation, and I can only call "Hi", a little stiff.
An Ruosu was also taken aback, probably not used to being called "Hello" so politely.But the stunned moment was only for a moment, and he soon returned to normal, shaking the hand holding the red wine, saying: "Go on."
"Hmm..." Chu Huan thought for a long time before he felt that he could sort out his thoughts clearly without revealing the real incident, "I mean, if one day you had to face a choice that harms others and benefits yourself, what would you do? Uh, that is to say, if there is one thing that you do, it is good for you, but it will hurt other innocent people...how would you do it?"
An Ruosu's eyelashes flickered for a moment, thought for a while, and asked, "Do you think you will be happy if you did that?"
"No!" Chu Huan said firmly.
"Okay, you have already given the answer." An Ruosu took a sip of the red wine, as if he had already solved the problem.
"Hello!" This time, "Hello" is not a salutation, but a bit of helpless anger: An Ruosu, can't you be more serious with me?So perfunctory!
"Do you understand what I'm talking about? I said, this matter is very tricky. Although I don't like to do it, there is a reason why I have to do it..."
"Then do it." An Ruosu shook the red wine in his hand, and responded directly.
"Hey! But I won't be happy if I do it!" Chu Huan spread his hands a little irritably, "Everyone has a bottom line, okay? It's not that you can do everything for yourself. A gentleman does something and doesn't. "
An Ruosu nodded: "You use idioms well, the books I bought for you are not in vain."
"Hey—" Chu Huan was about to collapse.
Looking at An Ruosu's little eyes, there was an indescribable grievance.
Yes, I can't say: I need you to care about my problems now, and I need you to pay attention to my emotions.How can you not care about me so much, I am so entangled in the problem, but you are so light and perfunctory to me?
That's right, I am nothing in other people's world, so what qualifications do I have to ask the other party to treat me with what attitude?So... I can only feel wronged.
An Ruosu looked at Chu Huan's pouting expression, bowing his head and changing expression, blinked his eyes twice again, and asked, "What is this matter, do you plan to tell me?"
"No." Chu Huan was naturally nervous.She was really afraid that An Ruosu would find out.She didn't want An Ruosu to face these pressures so early.
"That's it." An Ruosu picked up the wine glass, "Since you are going to solve it by yourself, you have to ask your own heart. In this world, you have to make any decision by yourself."
She leaned closer to Chu Huan and looked into her eyes seriously: "Because no one will be responsible for your decision except you."
Chu Huan was shocked.
It was the first time I heard such words that shook my heart... It hurt my heart, but I felt a chill down my spine.Yes, what An Ruosu said was cold and cold, but it was so true.
Indeed, every bystander can give you advice from various moral heights, but once you adopt this advice, whether it is good or bad, all the consequences will be borne by you alone.No one will replace you.If one day, you are down to nothing because of a certain choice, absolutely absolutely, no one will afford your future, nor can you afford it.
Therefore, every decision must and only needs to be followed by yourself.Chu Huan clenched his fist.
"I've thought it through." Standing in front of the producer again, Chu Huan smiled confidently, "noway!"
"Heh..." The producer didn't expect that Chu Huan, as a newcomer, would really dare to refuse. He really didn't expect the reaction for a while, so he could only let out a breath of cold air.
Watching Chu Huan leave the office.
When I came out of the office, my palms were already wet.
"What's the matter with you?" Seeing Chu Huan's expression changed, An Ruosu came over and asked with concern, putting his hand on her shoulder as usual.
"Hello!" Chu Huan hurriedly brushed An Ruosu's hand away.Feeling that his reaction was a bit big, he lowered his head and added an explanation, "Well...it's hot, your palms are so hot. Ah, the director is calling for an actor over there, let's go over quickly."
After speaking, he ran towards the direction where Wenhua was waving.
An Ruosu smiled wryly.
This little girl must have been transformed into a goblin, right?It can actually make my heart that has been calm for many years, often hang up and fall down for a while.
Two days ago, I saw that Chu Huan was obviously jealous of himself and Wenhua, thinking that the other party had feelings for him, and secretly rejoiced for several days.And now Chu Huan's attitude towards him is clearly...disgusting?
Or to escape?Hehe, are you escaping from yourself?Afraid of pestering an old woman in her 30s?Or are you afraid that the media will know that you are gay and affect your stardom?
An Ruosu guessed a quarter correctly.
Chu Huan was indeed afraid that being photographed would affect his stardom, but not because he was afraid of affecting himself, but because he was afraid of affecting An Ruosu.
What An Ruosu said that night touched her deeply, and made her suddenly understand a truth: when facing a problem, it is not a compromise, but a solution.
Since you don't want to take those nasty videos and photos, why don't you stick to the bottom line?Why compromise?And since you are unwilling to compromise, you must use your own ability to safeguard your choice.This is also An Ruosu's life principle for so many years, right?Only those who have the ability to maintain the choice are eligible to choose.Well, these days, I have learned a lot from An Ruosu subtly.
Therefore, when she decided to reject the producer's request, she had already thought of a countermeasure: that is, to keep a distance from An Ruosu on the set, and not to give the scumbag producers and paparazzi any opportunity to take pictures, no picture, no truth , In this way, even if the producer wants to retaliate against himself, he cannot get evidence.
In fact, with any matter, if you have the mentality to solve it, you will find that there is always a way.
With such a mentality, Chu Huan's mood was miraculously relaxed.
However, in An Ruosu's eyes, this relaxation turned into indifference.Because there is no bondage in your heart, you can be so relaxed and don't care, right?
Of course, An Ruosu is not a person who is entangled, so she is not in a hurry to get entangled with these things, but puts herself into filming with peace of mind.
The first scene was still on the bed.
However, there is no impure behavior, only the looming ambiguity, and the germination of unspoken love...
Just like their state of mind at the moment.
They have already memorized the lines by heart, and now they are speaking casually, and they have already entered the soul.
The two seem to have really returned to the beginning of all love... At that time, they didn't know the word "love", let alone how to make "love".The only thing I know is that I just want to be close to someone when I'm in love with her. I feel happy when I see her, and I feel at ease when I get close to her. I can't get tired of watching... It seems that, 24 hours a day, they are willing to stay together, and the closer, the better.
I can't tell if it's Gu Qingcheng and Wen Yan in the play, or An Ruosu and Chu Huan outside the play. Lying on the bed, they narrate each other's childhood and their daughter's state of mind in the most gentle voice... A bed, A quilt, but without any emotion or lust, just lying together in a simple way, lightly embracing... the heart, but getting closer and closer.
In and out of the play.
One scene was shot, and it turned out to be a pass.
Even Wen Hua, who always loves to scold others, can't scold anything even in the face of Chu Huan, whom he hates the most.Indeed, it was shot perfectly.
She hummed to call it a day and greeted everyone to eat.
During the break, An Ruosu turned on the phone and saw Amanda's missed call, so she walked to an empty corner and dialed: "Hey, I asked you to check for me, how's it going?"
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