go back and love you again

Chapter 67

It has been more than 3 months since Zhao Yitong went to Z city. Wang Xueqing and I discussed it and arranged a vacation with the school to go to see Zhao Yitong. After all, we miss him very much.I didn’t know that Zhao Yitong was actually in Liu Wei’er’s class until I arrived at Z University. This Liu Wei’er is also true. She didn’t tell me about it in her own class. It’s too unreasonable, but Liu Wei’er said that college students are all adults , I don’t want us to treat him like a child, I smiled, thinking about it too, it’s impossible to control him for a lifetime.

After staying in Z City for 3 days, I told Zhao Yitong to take good care of himself and then came back. I couldn’t get away from work, so there was nothing I could do.

Another three months passed, and during the winter vacation, Zhao Yitong came back with big and small bags.When I saw Zhao Yitong, I thought of the boy who sent him there at the beginning of school.I helped Zhao Yitong carry the luggage upstairs, and asked nonchalantly, "Didn't your friend pick you up?"

"Which friend? Oh, you're talking about Xu Chen?" Zhao Yitong said after thinking about it.

"Probably, the one who drove you there in the sports car when school started." I continued to ask while packing his luggage.

"Well, it's Xu Chen, who I met when I was a sophomore in high school. He's a very strong buddy. He was going to pick me up, but something happened suddenly, and I couldn't make it, so I said I'm back." Zhao Yitong didn't have any doubts. , speaking frankly.

"Oh, so, it seems that the conditions at home are pretty good."

"How do you know?" Zhao Yitong's reaction took a 360-degree turn, and I guessed that he must have something to hide from us.But I didn't speak, just looked at him silently like he did when he was a child, and soon he felt the pressure, shifted his gaze, and said hesitantly: "I... I don't know how his family is. I'm fine, just don't think about it, I'll clean things up, and you can go get busy." I dare to say that this kid ordered me to evict, but how could I let go of this golden opportunity for "interrogation"?

I straightened myself up, after so many years, ever since Zhao Yitong left City X, I kept thinking that letting things go is the stupidest way, some things must be shared, so I sighed and said seriously He said, "Yitong, come with me to the study."

in the study.

"Let me tell you what you think of me and your mother first." I pulled up a chair and sat down. In this position, Wang Xueqing used to sit, and in Zhao Yitong's position, I used to stand.

"Opinion? Are you referring to your opinion on the relationship between the two of you, or your personal opinion." From Zhao Yitong's words, I could hear his dissatisfaction. Sure enough, he already knew about my relationship with Wang Xueqing.

"All said."

"One of you is my own mother, and the other is my elder sister who I treat like my own sister. What can I think of you? As for the relationship between the two of you, what can I say as a junior, huh." The last word represents After seeing his ridicule, I can understand, after all, who is not in the circle, who can easily accept this unethical love.But he is Zhao Yitong, Wang Xueqing's own flesh and blood, the whole world can't accept it, but he must accept it.

"I can hear your dissatisfaction with me and her, but you have lived with us for nearly ten years from the age of 8 to the present. In your eyes, we have never affected your life. You still You, Zhao Yitong, your classmates didn't look down on you, your friends didn't discriminate against you, I don't understand why you have such an attitude, you can treat me like this, because we have no blood relatives, but you absolutely can't treat your mother like this !" Zhao Yitong lowered his head and didn't reply to my words.I paused, and continued: "Your parents divorced 10 years ago, and you were still young. I don't expect you to remember what I did for you, but you should remember what your mother did for you. She dragged you alone. Growing up, no, she pulls you and me to grow up alone, is it easy for her, I can tell you very clearly, yes, I love her, very much, but in this love, I can no longer tell whether it is family affection or love. Love, but no matter what kind of love it is, it has supported her to persevere until now. Yitong, you have to understand that people look forward. If she had been slumped because of divorce, would you still have the life you have now? What my mother did, the whole world can blame her, but you can't."

He was still silent, but I saw a crystal tear falling on the ground, and I knew that what I said more or less opened his heart knot.He didn't speak for a long time, just sobbing silently, and I also cooperated not to break the atmosphere. After talking so much, let him digest it first.

He picked up a book on the table and read it. About ten minutes later, Zhao Yitong said by himself, "Sister Tong, I know what you said. I have never disliked you, not before, not now, in the future There won't be any..." I knew he still had something to say, so I put down the book, faced him and motioned for him to listen carefully, and you continued.

"Ever since a girl was transferred to the school in the second year of high school, there were always rumors that the girl was Les during recess. I didn't understand it at first, but later I realized that it meant gay. I was curious why people said she was gay. , I thought she was normal, someone told me that girl never played with boys, I retorted that maybe she just didn't like heterosexual contact, but then they said she was intimate with a girl from another class, I also retorted It’s just that the girlfriends have a good relationship, but then on the way home from evening self-study and school, I saw them in an alley... I saw them kissing, and through the dim light, I felt the way they looked at each other... and You are surprisingly similar to my mother." Zhao Yitong raised his head and looked at me, but at this moment I felt embarrassed to be said to my face by a child who was younger than myself. Thinking that he still had such an experience, it turned out that his mood changed a lot at that time because he discovered my relationship with Wang Xueqing.

"So at that time you always alienated us deliberately, and often came back late? I didn't pursue your late return at that time, because it didn't affect your study. I think you are a proper child. I don't want to use The rules restrict you too much." I stabilized my breath and met his gaze again.

"Actually, I really don't understand the term homosexuality deeply, and I don't reject it. I know that you have been with my mother for so many years and have always made this family very happy and warm. Until that girl was spurned and looked down upon by her classmates, they scolded her for not being gay. Normal, they called her a pervert, although that girl was as cold as ever, as if others were not scolding her, but their every word was deeply rooted in my heart, because there is a gay couple in my family... ..." I saw complex emotions in his eyes, unwillingness, worry, and bewilderment. God, I really didn't expect this to cause him so much trouble, let alone that a My child, how could he keep his grades from falling under such emotions, and how did he get through those days when he was admitted to a key university like Z University? In his heart, he didn't know if it was too late.

The author has something to say: I am a bit busy today, and I will resume the second update tomorrow