msmithbooks Chapter 75 The knot opens
Chapter 75 The knot opens
The doctor thoughtfully left room for Tian Dong.
Tiandong closed the door and responded softly.
At this time, there were only him and Song Zhouyu in the treatment room, but Song Zhouyu's unrelenting state did not ease in any way.
When Song Zhouyu faced him, she still didn't let go of her anxiety and anxiety.Tiandong frowned even more.
Day Dong frowned, his face looked very happy, did they say something? .Song Zhouyu pursed her lips, her anxiety reached its peak.
"Well, did he say anything?"
He was afraid that Dayong would hear bad remarks and dislike him.He usually doesn't have much communication with the doctor, and he can't make sure that the doctor won't speak ill of him in front of Day Dong.
Day and winter admitted very readily, "Well, we talked about some things about you."
"He didn't say anything bad about me, did he? Brother, don't believe it. He's lying. I'm really much better." Song Zhouyu panicked, wanting to shake Ridong's hand, but when he was about to touch him, he Take it back angrily.
Day and winter took the initiative to reach out and hold it.
What he was holding was Song Zhouyu's mechanical hand. The coldness in his hand made him shiver, but he held it firmly.
"Song Zhouyu, do I make you feel insecure?"
Song Zhouyu shook her head almost immediately: "No!! I trust you very much."
"really?"
Song Zhouyu nodded frantically: "Really!"
"You are lying."
Song Zhouyu's tone was a little apprehensive, "I didn't lie, brother, I said, I won't lie to you again."
"I really believe in you. You see, I haven't been jealous recently..."
Song Zhouyu brought out the evidence of their getting along, trying to convince Ridong, but it was not this that he was entangled with from the beginning to the end.Dayong sighed, the doctor was right, Song Zhouyu's knot, only he can untie it.
When Song Zhouyu faced him, she always felt uneasy, without any sense of security, and dared not cross the line in fear.
Now you have to be careful when holding hands, for fear of making him unhappy.
Si Dong held the frightened Omega, who seemed to be being tortured, and sat on the sofa, "You didn't tell me the truth."
He let go of his hand, and Song Zhouyu subconsciously grabbed it again, but after meeting his gaze, Song Zhouyu let go again.
Dayong's tone was very serious, it didn't seem like he was joking with him.Song Zhouyu was afraid to talk to such a day and winter.
There were three such candid conversations between them, each of which turned out to be his nightmare.
For the first time, he chose to hide it and let Tiandong cry for him.
For the second time, Tian Dong broke up with him.
The third time, they got back together and broke up again, which ended badly.
The fourth time, what will happen this time?
Song Zhouyu didn't dare to think about it. He recalled everything that happened in the past few days, his eyes were red, and he whispered: "Brother, did I do something wrong recently?"
"You say it, and I will change it."
Song Zhouyu's uneasy appearance about to cry at any time is really pitiful, so Ridong patted his head and comforted him: "You did nothing wrong, and I don't want to break up either."
"You said you believed in me, so why are you always so afraid? I ask you just because I want to know what you are afraid of."
"Song Zhouyu, don't lie to me."
Want to tell it all?In front of Day and Winter, expose his ugliness, his delusion, his fear...
Song Zhouyu murmured, his chest heaved, and the violent and turbulent emotions almost obliterated him.
"elder brother……"
He was tugging on Tiandong's clothes, the fine folds seemed to be his restless soul, his black pupils were full of tears, "Can I say that?"
Can he really say it?Day and winter will not leave him, right?
Day Dong held his face, "Song Zhouyu, look at me."
Curly and thick eyelashes were stained with broken teardrops, Song Zhouyu's back was sweating, and pheromones began to rush around. He was panting low, choked up and unable to speak.
"Day and winter,..."
"I'm here."
One second, two seconds... Time passed, and after one minute, Song Zhouyu finally raised his head, tears streaming down his face.
"I said I believe in you, it's true, I'm not lying, I just don't believe in myself, I don't believe that I deserve to be loved by you. Day and winter, I'm very despicable, I know you are a nostalgic person, and I also know your soft-hearted weakness .I took advantage of that, trying to make you change, to get you back with me..."
Every day after reuniting with Ridong, Song Zhouyu was in great fear of losing Ridong.
"Brother, what is love? I really don't know....But,"
"I know I've hurt you, I've hurt you with my freaky thoughts that I branded [love]."
Song Zhouyu's voice was trembling, and his hand holding on to Ridong's shirt became more and more forceful, like a branch outside the window that could no longer bear the weight of snowflakes, broke in the sky, and then fell heavily.
Warm tears dripped on Tiandong's hands, including his timidity, fear, anxiety, and ugliness.
"Is this love? Brother, I don't understand, what is love?"
Song Zhouyu has always liked Tiandong, and from the first time they met, she was hopelessly stuck in it.He has always loved Dayong, but suddenly one day, someone told him that this kind of love is deformed and wrong.
He just wants to love Sidong.No one taught him how to love, and no one taught him what is the right kind of love.
But he finally learned.
Like a repeat student who has been studying for a long time, he timidly and tremblingly wrote the answers to the questions on Tiandong.
"Am I counted? Is this love?"
"Brother, I won't bring you pain."
"sorry."
"Song Zhouyu," Zhou Dong's throat was tight and hoarse, and he hugged the crying Omega tightly.The struggle and anxiety between Song Zhouyu's words are conveyed by the heartbeat of the embrace.
"You did a great job."
During this period of getting along, Song Zhouyu didn't miss anything, and they got along very happily.All this is because Song Zhouyu is slowly getting better, trying hard to get close to him, and wanting to give him the best.
He saw and knew what Song Zhouyu did.Day and winter heart trembled.
It was Song Zhouyu who saved him in the past, but now Song Zhouyu lacks affirmation, and he is willing to give Song Zhouyu this affirmation.
"In my heart, I have been secretly adding the previous score for you."
"You have a score of 85 in my heart. You are an excellent student, not a poor student who failed."
Song Zhouyu's forehead hair was already wet. Ridong stroked it with his hands, and the damp and hot hair left the skin, bringing a cool and rational feeling.He pressed close to Song Zhouyu's forehead, Song Zhouyu's tears wet the eyelashes, a small strand stuck together, looking in, the pupils of the eyes were full of mist.
He kissed Song Zhouyu's tears, "Song Zhouyu, you did a good job."
Song Zhouyu was sobbing, he was crying so hard, his shoulders shrugged, and he hid in Tiandong's arms, as if it was the only harbor he could rely on. "I'm sorry, I'm still crying, maybe I'm immature and childish, but I can't help it."
"It doesn't matter." Dayong lowered his head and kissed his eyelashes, "It doesn't matter."
"Song Zhouyu, you don't have to always say sorry to me."
"Sorry, I won't be in the future."
Tian Dong was amused by him, "Why are you still talking about it now?"
"I can not hold it in."
Song Zhouyu's tears and tone were sticky, he hugged Ridong like a sloth, "Thank you, Ridong."
Thank you for still being willing to love me.
After hugging stickily for a while, Tian Dong returned to the topic at the beginning.He patted Song Zhouyu's forehead, "You still say you didn't lie to me?"
"Really not!" Song Zhouyu held on to the day and winter, his tone was not as uneasy as before, he muffled: "Where is there? Tell me, if it is true, you can punish me."
This is Song Zhouyu's usual way of acting like a spoiled child, and Ridong has no choice but to ask, "Do you want to continue being dumb?"
Dumb...?
Song Zhouyu:! !
"Brother, do you know I'm jealous?"
He pawed and pulled hard twice, almost pressing Tiandong on the sofa, like an adult canine enthusiastically throwing his master down, with bright eyes.
"I'm a little jealous. Can I say this directly in the future? I won't interfere with your normal friendship, and I won't lose my temper. If I'm just, if I'm jealous, just hold my hand. I Very coaxing."
"Yes, you can do anything, you don't need to ask me to hold hands, you can hold hands if you want."
Seeing that Song Zhouyu's eyes were getting brighter and brighter, Dayong knocked again, "But you can't do anything too extreme."
"It's okay to hold hands." Song Zhouyu held his hand tentatively, "Is it okay to hug?"
Dayong blinked, "You already have 85 points."
The score system set at the beginning was: 50 points for holding hands, 80 points for hugging, and 90 points for kissing.
Song Zhouyu immediately embraced him, her voice trembling uncontrollably, "Brother, I love you."
Day Dong hugged him back, stroking his back, his brows and eyes were curved, and he smiled: "Add one point."
86 points.
Song Zhouyu hugged her even tighter.
The cold mechanical hand rubbed against his waist, and when Ridong thought of something, he held Song Zhouyu's mechanical hand and kissed him vigorously.
"It's not a bug either, the robot arm is cool and I love it."
This is Song Zhouyu's injury for him.
Song Zhouyu seemed shy, his ears were red, and he hesitated: "Then, can I kiss you a little more?"
Day and winter kissed two more.
Song Zhouyu felt as if he had found a treasure, he took that hand, and kissed devoutly the place where Dayong had kissed just now.
He didn't seem to know that his movements were extremely amorous, and his expression was very innocent. He first kissed her innocently, and then lightly swept it with the tip of his tongue, as if he wanted to eat all the remaining breath of day and winter into his mouth.
Day and winter:! ! ...!
He covered his face, "Song Zhouyu, are you a pervert?"
Song Zhouyu denied, "I am not,,!"
He said pitifully: "I want to kiss you so much, but I don't have enough points. Isn't such a simple indirect kiss okay? I didn't lick very much... Where is it abnormal?"
Dayong: "Finally don't make saw-mouthed gourds? So honest, three points."
89 points, 1 point short.
Song Zhouyu bit her lip, with a look of [You mean it].
He did mean it.Dayong suppressed a smile, "It's still not enough." Facing Song Zhouyu's condemning gaze, he blinked and said innocently: "I've already added the previous points to you, am I not being generous?"
The manic-depressive desire-desire in his heart swelled, Song Zhouyu held back, and then said bluntly: "Great."
He couldn't help looking at Zhou Dong's opening and closing lips.Tiandong's lips are very beautiful, the shape of the lips is good, and the lips are delicate.A pair of lips are moist and red, like a gluttonous jelly.
"Want to kiss?"
Day and winter asked.
Song Zhouyu wagged her tail, blushed and said loudly, "I want to!"
Zhoudong pushed away the pouting Song Zhouyu, "It's still one point short, so I won't give it."
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