msmithbooks Chapter 58 Are You Getting Engaged?
Chapter 58 Are You Getting Engaged?
Day Dong's eyes gradually became alive and alive, but something disappeared inside.
He looked at Song Zhouyu, Song Zhouyu's hand holding him was shaking all the time, his expression was also anxious, and he kept muttering to himself as if in a daze.
"I will go to treat the illness, I will go, Dayong, don't cry...don't cry..."
Day and winter can't make waves in his heart.He blinked and called out again: "Song Zhouyu."
The person who had been muttering to himself seemed to be awakened by this sentence, Song Zhouyu's eyes became redder instantly, and tears fell even more.
"I'm here."
He caressed the side of Zhou Dong's face, afraid that he would not let him touch it, so he let it go carefully.Afraid of scaring Tiandong, his voice unconsciously softened, "I'm here."
"Brother, are you okay?"
"I'm fine." Zhoudong coughed, stretched out his hand and pushed Song Zhouyu.
Song Zhouyu clasped his trembling hands for nothing, he retracted them in a daze, and repeated clumsily, "It's fine if you're fine... Ridong, it's fine if you're fine."
This is not the first time that Zhoudong cried in front of Song Zhouyu.When he was in Garbage Star, Dayong also cried in front of Song Zhouyu.
But no matter which time, Dayong's tears will make Song Zhouyu feel like a knife is twisting his heart, and he is at a loss for what to do.
Ridong is like a person who is awake from a big dream. He just pushed Song Zhouyu lightly, and Song Zhouyu didn't dare to hug him anymore. I just dared to stand aside and let go of my hands, so that I can help when the day and winter are unstable.
But no matter how much Tiandong swayed, he still stood firm.It was as if he had faced the blows of life countless times, but he stumbled and stood up again.
He doesn't need Song Zhouyu anymore.
Song Zhouyu bit his lip, the great sadness that he had never experienced made his soul tremble.
He felt that he had lost something very important.
Si Dongxu leaned against the wall, calming down the too turbulent emotions.
why is he cryingWhy are you sad?
Because he also took that relationship seriously, and took Song Zhouyu seriously.He believed that Song Zhouyu also loved him, but that deformed love hurt them all.
No matter in the past or now, that deformed love is sandwiched between them, torturing them all the time.
At this moment, Tiandong felt in a trance that everything from breaking up to getting back together was like a big dream.
Song Zhouyu is getting better, but Tiandong doesn't want to wait for him anymore.
Day Dong panted, Song Zhouyu wanted to help him caress his back, but was stopped by Day Dong.
Song Zhouyu didn't dare to get closer, he looked anxiously at the corners of Zhou Dong's eyes that were red from crying, and the next second, he looked away hastily as if he had been pricked by a needle.
He made Sidong cry.
He hurt Sidong again.
Song Zhouyu can now see clearly that whether it was before the breakup or now when they got back together, he made Ridong suffer.
Time passed by in the silent air.
Song Zhouyu was waiting for Tiandong to recover, with an anxious and worried expression, like a puppy guarding its master.
After 3 minutes, Dayong spoke again, bringing up the topic that Song Zhouyu had deliberately ignored, and said, "Song Zhouyu, let's break up."
Song Zhouyu bit his lip, he glanced at Zhoudong first, and then tears fell again.He lowered his head, panting quickly as if he couldn't breathe.
Daywinter wasn't joking.
He is such a failure.
It's hard to get back together, but time and time again makes Tiandong want to break up.
Song Zhouyu wiped away tears, his fingers were already balled up, he touched his coat and earrings, but he didn't dare to look at Ridong.
shame.
failure.
He doesn't want to break up.
Song Zhouyu looked down at her toes, her shoulders kept shrugging.
But he only brings pain to Daywinter.
The day and winter in his arms did not have any vitality.Even for a second, Song Zhouyu thought that Ridong had died in his arms.
It turns out that Zhongdong is so uncomfortable, it turns out that Zhongdong hates him so much.
Song Zhouyu was so uncomfortable that he was about to die. He opened and closed his lips, but he couldn't make a sound.After trying several times, his throat was filled with the smell of blood, before he managed to say that sentence, he sniffed, "Zi Dong, can we, don't break up."
"Wait until you find someone you like, can't we break up again? You don't have someone you like now, and neither do I...We can still be together..."
But Tiandong's eyes were mocking him brightly.
What spring and autumn dream are you doing?
It's not that no one chases after him, nor does he like him, so why does he have to be planted here?
Song Zhouyu wiped away her tears and choked up, "I..."
Tiandong saw through his clumsy reason, "Let's break up, I don't want to continue anymore."
"It's boring."
No fun, no fun.
Everything about Song Zhouyu is meaningless.
Song Zhouyu could hardly stand still, the smell of blood in his throat was getting stronger and stronger, he couldn't refute Ridong.
But do you want to break up?
What did Dayong think?In his eyes, is there any concern for him?
Song Zhouyu didn't dare to look at it.But if he didn't look, how would he know what Tiandong was thinking?
What if day and winter are the same, as before?
Song Zhouyu put all his eggs in one basket and looked up at Ridong with the last ray of hope.
Facing Shang Tiandong's gaze, he completely froze in place.
There is nothing in the eyes of day and winter.
He didn't hate him, he didn't love him, he let it go.
Song Zhouyu lowered his head in panic, he wanted to escape, but he couldn't forget Ridong's eyes.Those blue eyes kept coming to mind, he broke out in a cold sweat, like a seriously ill patient, unable to control his voluntary behavior, tearing up, fingers and body trembling.
"Brother, I'm sorry."
"Then I,"
That sentence was like a stone stuck in his throat, roughly rubbing against his vocal cords, causing his whole body to ache.
"I, we break up."
After finally finishing a sentence, Song Zhouyu covered her mouth and began to cough crazily.He bent over uncomfortably, tears and coughing broke the silence of the night.
At the beginning when Tiandong begged him to let him go, he still couldn't understand the meaning of that sentence, but now he understands it.
It's his fault.
Everything is his fault.
Song Zhouyu was about to cough up all his viscera, he knelt on the ground, and his fingers gradually overflowed with bright red.
"Brother, I'm sorry."
"Ah."
Day and winter responded, turned and left.
broke up.
the second time.
What did he do?
Song Zhouyu cried and laughed, and then began to cough again, and more and more blood spilled from his fingers.
Soon, another person stood in front of him.
Not day and winter.
It's Qi Ji.
Alpha's expressionless face was a little scary under the moonlight.
Song Zhouyu touched the blood from the corner of his mouth, and stood up while leaning on the railing.
Originally, Qi Ji came here to surprise Tian Dong.
He heard that Tian Dong and his classmates came here for a party, so he booked the party with his subordinates here as well.
But I didn't expect to see such a scene.
The dissatisfaction with Song Zhouyu in his heart has piled up till now, and it has turned into Liaoyuan's anger.
He and Song Zhouyu had nothing to say, but it didn't stop him from wanting to beat Song Zhouyu.
Song Zhouyu still has the face to cry.
Qi Ji's throat filled with mockery and suppressed a low laugh, "Why do you want Ridong to pay for the shadow of your childhood?"
A handful of salt was sprinkled on the unhealed wound, Song Zhouyu suffocated, "I'm sorry."
"sorry?"
The veins on the back of Qi Ji's hands bulged. He grabbed Song Zhouyu's collar and pinned him against the wall, gnashing his teeth, "What's your apology worth? Can you erase the fact that Ridong was injured?"
"Dong Dong also had a bad childhood, but how did he treat you? How did you treat him?! How many times did he cry for you? Do you regard his crying as your medal?"
"Song Zhouyu, are you a human?"
Song Zhouyu's heart felt dull and aching, he lowered his head, his slightly longer blond hair covered his eyes, and repeated in a hoarse voice: "I'm sorry."
Qi Ji looked coldly.
Unable to suppress the violence in his heart, he dragged Song Zhouyu into the nearest bathroom.
Soon, there was a cleaning sign on the floor outside the door.
Two guests passed by drunkenly.
Drunk guest A is irritable: "Why are you still cleaning!! I'm in a hurry to pee!"
Another guest B replied: "Just change it for cleaning, there is more than one bathroom here."
and many more……
Guest A sniffed, and the little bit of drunkenness was completely gone, "Did you hear someone fighting?"
Guest B: "??"
"No? You're drunk."
Guest A listened carefully again, and the sound disappeared again.He scratched his head, "It's weird, I heard it just now."
"It still hurts to hear that sound."
Guest B turned around and urged: "Let's go, go to the other toilet, I'm about to suffocate."
Guest A followed: "Oh..."
The footsteps go away,
The moonlight moved gradually, and shone on the terrifying pool of blood on the balcony.
After the breakup, Dayong's life was back on track.
He deleted Song Zhouyu again on the optical brain, and threw the pile of past memories into the corner.
Song Zhouyu never bothered him again.
After the first-year semester ended and the winter vacation began, he and Song Zhouyu had almost no chance to meet each other.
The two are like parallel lines that never intersect, living their own lives.
Even if they met occasionally at the military headquarters, Ridong passed Song Zhouyu without incident.
In the first week of the winter vacation, preparations for the third part of the new mecha began.
Day and winter are so busy with the debugging and testing of the mecha, Qi Ji is worried about him, and will come to the research institute from time to time to feed and inspect.
Another debugging failure, Tiandong rubbed his brows, and stared at the messy pile of data on the draft paper in distress.
He sketched a few strokes, only to realize that Yin Chen beside him hadn't spoken for a long time, looking at the air, wondering what he was thinking.
"Mecha Superman, you are not paying attention."
Dayong poked his hand with a pen, jokingly said, "Are you also worried about how to conquer the universe today?"
Only then did Yin Chen come back to his senses, and he rubbed the center of his brows, sighing: "Yeah, today I'm also thinking about how to destroy the universe."
In the past few days, he has witnessed the most incredible thing in this century-Song Zhouyu is willing to see a doctor.He is in the psychiatric department, and he goes there quite often.It's just that every time I go, I have to bring a wrinkled handkerchief.
Yin Chen asked Song Zhouyu the meaning of the handkerchief, but Song Zhouyu didn't say anything.
However, there is no need for Tian Dong to know about these.
Although he didn't know what happened between Song Zhouyu and Ridong, Yin Chen could tell that Ridong had come out.
Song Zhouyu is also returning to normal.
This seemed to be a standard cure for He, but Yin Chen felt something was wrong.
Because every time Ridong and Song Zhouyu met, Ridong could pass by without changing his face, but Song Zhouyu couldn't.
Song Zhouyu would stop every time and watch Ridong's back for a long time.
There was a voice in my heart, and only Tiandong came out.Yin Chen wanted to sigh again.
These two don't know who to feel sorry for.
Yin Chen put away his messy thoughts and asked, "How was the test just now?"
Day and winter lay on the table, sketched with the tip of the pen, unconsciously drawing on the draft paper, "If I can't figure out what's wrong with this pile of data, I'm going to destroy the universe."
"Okay, let's go together."
Yin Chen leaned over, "Z, your little dog is pretty good at drawing."
"It's vivid." It's still a little familiar.
Did he draw a puppy?
Dayong was startled, he straightened his body, and put the pen tip on the puppy's eyes.Then he moved it away again, smiled nonchalantly and said, "Draw it casually."
He folded the piece of paper and threw it into the nearest machine trash can, "By the way, when can Jiang Tingyun and the others start the next test?"
The painting is so good, why throw it away?
Yin Chen touched his cheek. Although he felt strange, he didn't ask.He replied: "After half an hour, the consumption was too much just now, and they have to replenish energy."
"Ah."
Tiandong stood up, "It's too stuffy, I'll go out to catch my breath."
Yin Chen has no doubts about him, "OK!"
---
There is a forest near the research institute, Tian Dong stretched his waist, and walked into it.
It's just that he didn't take two steps before he was stopped by someone from behind.
He Song hurried over, "Day and winter!!"
When he ran to Zhou Dong's side, his expression was very excited, "Zi Dong! My mother will be discharged from the hospital soon!"
"Her surgery was successful. Thank you, Dayong."
"Really?" Dayong was pleasantly surprised.
Two days ago, he heard He Song talking about his aunt's surgery, and he was very worried.
"Success?"
He Song couldn't suppress the joy in his voice, "Successful!"
"She will be discharged from the hospital in two days. I heard that you helped me, and she also said that she would invite you to our house for dinner."
He scratched the side of his face with his fingers, "But I refused for you." He knew that Dayong might be embarrassed.
Dayong smiled, "Say sorry for me and auntie, I really can't go. I'm too busy recently, I really can't get away."
"It's okay, it's okay." He Song waved his hand.
They walked together for a while, chatted for a while, and then returned to their respective posts.
However, I don't know who saw this matter, and they are still talking nonsense in the research institute, causing the matter to spread more and more outrageous.
Originally, He Song just came to see Ridong to thank him, but in the end it was passed on, and this matter became - Ridong and He Song were going to meet their parents.
Yin Chen was also taken aback when he heard it, "I was scared to death, I thought you were going to get married. If you really got married, it would be a premature marriage."
Day and winter: "..."
He was helpless: "Who passed it on, it's so outrageous."
Jiang Tinghe bit the lollipop in his mouth, his face was very unhappy, "I don't know."
Why are these people so ignorant of good and bad, and they don't spread rumors about him and Dayong?
Jiang Tingyun handed Tian Dong and Yin Chen hot drinks, "The rumors are updated very quickly, and no one will talk about them after a while."
"Yeah, and have you noticed that things are always missing in the laboratory recently, as if it has been stolen." Especially the scratch paper in the trash can, which disappears every day.
Sometimes he tried to get back the draft paper the next day, but couldn't find it.Is it possible that the robot trash can also started to eat garbage?
Yin Chen was puzzled, but after he took a sip of the hot drink, he quickly put his doubts behind him, "Hot drinks in winter really heal you."
He winked at Jiang Tingyun, "It's warm and caring."
He met Jiang Tingyun's cold face, "If you are so greasy again, your head will be knocked off."
Yin Chen: "..."
He turned to look at Si Dong, "Z, he threatened me."
Dayong refused to accept his tricks, "If you tell me like this, then I will have no choice but to help Jiang Tingyun hold you down."
Yin Chen: "..."
He is like a weed that no one loves.
Jiang Tinghe laughed wantonly, that face that was exactly the same as Jiang Tingyun's was gloating, "You deserve it."
Afterwards, He Song also apologized to Zhou Dong several times.The rabbit-like boy blushed, and was about to cry with guilt in front of him.
Day and winter said it was okay several times before He Song withdrew his tears.
After getting off work in the evening, I went back with Qi Ji, Qi Ji also asked this question: "Is there something going on behind my uncle's back?"
"No." Dayong was a little convinced by this rumor, how could it be so powerful?The wind blows to Qi Ji.
"It's not impossible." Qi Ji patted his head, "Just don't be bullied anymore."
Qi Ji said this because he wanted to test whether Tian Dong had come out.
After that day, he was always worried about Tiandong's mental state, and he didn't dare to let him be alone for too long.But the facts proved that he seemed to be overwhelmed, and the state of Tiandong was no different from before, even better than before.
It's like letting go of a weight.
Tiandong patted Qi Ji's shoulder like a little adult, and said earnestly, "Uncle, you are here again."
"I'm really fine."
"If you want to ask me how I feel now, the only thing I can say is regret and relief."
He seldom thinks of Song Zhouyu now, and even if he thinks of it, it is a plain regret, and there will not be too many mood swings.
Tiandong likes this kind of self very much, and also likes to return to normal life like this.
Qi Ji pinched his face, and taught him a lesson: "You also know that Uncle is worried about you."
Day Dong raised his hands in surrender, and apologized vaguely: "I know I was wrong."
---
Back at the apartment, Qi Ji and Day Dong went into the kitchen to cook together.
One of Qi Ji's daily hobbies is to cook for Tian Dong, and he is unwilling to give up the opportunity to be in charge of cooking, so Tian Dong can only work in the kitchen.
After dinner, the two said good night to each other.
When Tiandong returned to the room, he was keenly aware of the difference in the smell in the room.
Song Zhouyu seemed to have been here.
Dayong paused, he looked around and found nothing abnormal, but found a complete medical report on the desk.
It was Song Zhouyu's medical records.
Song Zhouyu went to see a doctor.It's a good thing to be willing to go to the doctor, but what does it have to do with him?
It has nothing to do with him.
When Tiandong picked up the stack of medical records, he didn't look through them, but threw the medical records into the trash can without changing his expression.
On the weekend, Tiandong went to have dinner with Yin Chen and Jiang's twins.The place where they went was not far from the research institute, because after eating, they had to go back to work.
The work of the research institute used to be on weekends, but recently the new type of Zerg on a remote planet became rampant again, and they had to speed up the progress of mecha research.
Now, mecha research has entered the final and most critical finishing stage, and the slightest mistake cannot be tolerated.
Originally, Tiandong wanted to finish his work in the research institute, but it happened that Gu Yinchen came to visit him. Gu Yinchen was worried about his health, so he asked Yin Chen, Jiang Tinghe and Jiang Tingyun to drag him out for dinner.
When the four of them entered the restaurant, they attracted the attention of many people.But most people's eyes are still on Tiandong.
"What to eat?"
Jiang Tinghe flipped through the menu, "I've been drinking nutrient solution for the past few days, and I almost vomited."
Tiandong took the menu he handed over, "Let me have a bowl of noodles."
Yin Chen raised his hand, "I want to eat meat."
Jiang Tingyun called the machine waiter to order.
When the dishes were served, the four of them didn't talk any more, but bowed their heads and ate their respective lunches, keeping their food perfectly.
But just as they were about to finish eating, someone rushed out from the corner and shouted in a panic: "Does anyone have inhibitors?! An Omega is decomposing and feverish in the bathroom!!"
As the voice fell, strands of sweet pheromone belonging to Omega also floated out.
The breathing of many Alphas present became short of breath.
"Can you control it? Don't let the pheromone float out!!"
"No, why come out and run around when the differentiation period is approaching?!"
Beta, who asked for help, wanted to cry, "It's not running around, it's because I don't know why the division is ahead of schedule."
Most of the diners present were Alpha and Beta, and no one could provide him with inhibitors.Seeing the increasing concentration of pheromones in the air, Beta was about to cry helplessly.
Day and winter stood up, "I..."
But someone was faster than him. The figure passed him and took out the inhibitor in his pocket, "I have an inhibitor, and one dose may not be enough for the first differentiation. If there is no change in the pheromone after the injection, two doses are needed. It’s best to go to the hospital after you stabilize and go back.”
Beta thankfully left.
After the matter was resolved, the restaurant also turned on the ventilation fan, and the smell of pheromone gradually disappeared.Si Dong sat down and continued to eat quietly.
The taste in Yin Chen's mouth suddenly disappeared.
...Who can tell him why Song Zhouyu is here! !And became an enthusiastic crowd!Song Zhouyu was not like this before!
Jiang Tingyun and Jiang Tinghe also looked at each other.
Only Dayong's face remained unchanged.
Song Zhouyu stood there for a while, his eyes seemed to look at Zhou Dong, and then returned to his position.
They didn't get entangled.
Yin Chen felt relieved but also a little surprised.
It seems that seeing a doctor is somewhat useful.
At least not so crazy.
Jiang Tingyun and Jiang Tinghe couldn't figure out what Tiandong was thinking, but it was best not to mention this kind of thing.They quietly finished the meal with Tiandong.
But after the meal was over, when they went out, they met Song Zhouyu again.
There is a cat at Song Zhouyu's feet, it should be a gluttonous orange raised by the owner of the restaurant.
He was still holding a piece of cake in his hand, and Daju was circling around his feet vigorously, howling coquettishly, wanting to eat that piece of cake.
As if he was not used to it, Song Zhouyu's face was very awkward, his ears were red, and he didn't know what to do. Finally, he squatted down and touched Daju's head unskillfully.
What Dayong saw was such a scene.He and Song Zhouyu met their gazes, Song Zhouyu looked like a child who had done something wrong, and retracted his hand a little nervously.
Daju didn't seem to like being touched by him either, the moment he stopped, he ran to Ridong's side, howling to be touched by him.
Tiandong rubbed its head like a cat wished.
When he got up, Song Zhouyu had his hands behind his back, nervously like a primary school student whose homework was being checked by the teacher.
However, Tiandong just took a look, and left with Jiang Tinghe and the others.
Song Zhouyu bit her lip and tightened her hands unconsciously.
He has been waiting here for a long time.
Not just today.
From the day they broke up, he tried every means to meet Dayong, but he missed it again and again because of various reasons.
It was not easy to meet him, and Tian Dong would not look at him too much.
He has worked hard to treat his illness, and his emotions have not broken down so easily recently.The doctor also said that the blood congestion in his brain will soon disappear, and he will soon be able to remember everything on Garbage Star.
But what's the point?
Tian Dong threw away the medical records he sent over, he didn't want him to be normal.
Coupled with the recent scandals of Day and Winter.
Has Tiandong already gone to meet his parents with that Beta?
Day and winter getting married?
Song Zhouyu was so uncomfortable that she couldn't breathe, and her internal organs seemed to be shifted from the pain.
He mocked Jiang Tingyun and Jiang Tinghe, and in the end, he was not the one who could stand by Ridong's side in an open and honest manner.
Song Zhouyu looked sad.
He opened the cake that he was going to give to Zhou Dong, with a numb expression, he mechanically took a bite, and walked away step by step on the road that Zhou Dong had just walked.
---
After a day's work, Dayong felt that his brain was no longer his own. He turned on the optical brain and received a message from Qi Ji.
[Qi Ji: There is an emergency meeting today that will take about half an hour]
【Hi Dong: It's okay, I can wait for uncle】
Qi Ji didn't reply any more, and day and winter lay down on the table, emptied himself out of boredom, and started to draw.
After drawing a dog again, he paused with his fingertips, then poked the dog with a pen, and threw the piece of paper into the trash can.
The people around him disappeared one after another, leaving only Tiandong in the laboratory.
Tiandong enjoyed this quietness very much, so he simply turned off the light and sat in the dark to let his mind go.
Only 5 minutes later, the door of the laboratory was opened again.
At first he thought it was someone who forgot something and came back to get it, but the person who came in did not turn on the light, but turned on the flashlight secretly.
Very familiar smell and figure.
Tian Dong was in the corner, looking at the thief dumbly.
The thief who stole did not notice him, he squatted down and rummaged through the trash can intently.
When the thief started to rummage through the second trash can, Tiandong deliberately made a noise.
The light of the flashlight flickered twice, sweeping across the corner of his clothes, and the thief stopped moving.
There were two people left in the empty laboratory, and neither of them chose to turn on the light.
In the quiet air, their respective breaths were particularly obvious in each other's ears.
What is this doing?Day and winter frowned.
He suddenly felt that such an atmosphere was stupid. After a while, he got up and wanted to avoid the thief's position and leave.
click.
The thief turned on the flashlight.
Glancing at Ridong, Song Zhouyu lowered his head again, unconsciously twirled his loose blond hair, and whispered, "Ridong."
Dayong didn't realize it, and went straight past him.
again...
Song Zhouyu's eyes were red, and he also stood up, anxiously following Dayong, "Brother... just talk to me."
Zhoudong glanced at Song Zhouyu holding his hand, but Song Zhouyu immediately withdrew it with a nervous expression.
Day and winter turned around, "What's the matter?"
Song Zhouyu withdrew his hand embarrassingly, "I..." He opened his mouth, but couldn't ask.
He dared not ask, he was afraid of getting the truth.
One second before Tiandong's patience ran out, he finally said, "Brother, are you... engaged?"
The author has something to say:
Hiccup, Song Zhouyu is preparing to abuse her body and mind
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