Never fall in love with heartthrobs again

Chapter 51 I Really Hate You

Will change, will change.

Dayong was already tired of hearing Song Zhouyu's words, and also tired of Song Zhouyu's tears.In other words, he has gradually lost his empathy for Song Zhouyu's entanglement.

In the past few days, Dayong has thought a lot.

From the day when he proposed to break up, Song Zhouyu tried to seduce him with the heat of marriage, threatened him with self-mutilation, and even said that he could be an underground lover.The relationship between him and Song Zhouyu has fallen into an endless loop, which will never stop, and the reason is still chaotic.

He couldn't understand Song Zhouyu, it was like breaking up, and he only saw the pain that this relationship brought him.

The confusion, low self-esteem, and anxiety during that time... was the feeling of suffocation when I returned to the sea.Daydong is grateful to Song Zhouyu for pulling him ashore from the sea, but Song Zhouyu then cruelly pushes him down.

Let him drown.

After breaking up, Tiandong tried to let go.He worked hard to get out, often throwing himself into work, constantly paralyzing himself with busyness.

As it turned out, he succeeded.He thinks of Song Zhouyu less and less time, and when he thinks about it occasionally, it's just a touch of regret and sadness.

He works normally and lives normally.But Ridong knew that both he and Song Zhouyu were sick.

Song Zhouyu grew up in an extreme environment, and his growth environment was also abnormal.They have redeemed each other and walked into each other's hearts, but they have not completely healed each other.They will only instinctively ask each other for the love that is empty in their hearts.

Song Zhouyu's entanglement and Song Zhouyu's tears reminded him of that period of the past all the time.

Sometimes day and winter look at Song Zhouyu's expression and think, is Song Zhouyu also in the sea?Does he feel suffocated too?Is he in pain?

Song Zhouyu was also sad about this relationship, crying and crying.Day and winter only felt sad, and there was a trace of inexplicable resentment.

When we were together, Song Zhouyu didn't know his sadness, and didn't understand his sadness.But after the breakup, Song Zhouyu kept reminding him of the past with her own pain, trying to pull him into the swamp called love.

Day and winter resentment?

He is not a saint, he blames.Looking at Song Zhouyu's tears, Song Zhouyu's humbleness, and Song Zhouyu's prayers, he sometimes feels the pleasure of revenge.

sad?It's right to be sad.

He was also sad at the time.

But after the pleasure passed, he felt sick again, this kind of state of mind was too strange.

He hated himself who was out of control like this, and he didn't even like Song Zhouyu who made him become like this.

The smell of alcohol played a role, and Tiandong wanted to say something nasty, and wanted to hurt those eyes that were always wet and looked at him full of love.

He really hates Song Zhouyu.Don't look at him like that again, and don't remind him of that past over and over again.

The long-lost resentment and anger came over, and Zhou Dong pushed Song Zhouyu away, "Whether you change it or not has nothing to do with me, I don't want to be disturbed by you anymore."

Song Zhouyu choked, shook his head and nodded, "I'm sorry, I will change it."

"Don't want me. At least, at least, can you treat me like a normal person."

It's like this again, Song Zhouyu is too good at deceiving people when he opens his mouth to promise, he never knows which of Song Zhouyu's mouth is true and which is false.Dayong's suppressed emotions broke out completely, and his voice was trembling: "Song Zhouyu, what are you doing now? Do you want to get me back now? Then what did you do before? You don't understand my feelings, why should you ask for me?" Am I treating you like anyone else?"

"You just beg me to forgive and give you a chance, but have you done anything to make up for it? I'm not angry, do you think I have a good temper? I've just been patient, and now I don't want to bear it anymore."

"Song Zhouyu, what you did wrong is far more than that, you are just repeating what I said."

"You pester me repeatedly, but in the final analysis it is for yourself. I don't want to be pestered by you anymore. You are really annoying and selfish. You say you understand, understand my feelings, and know that you have done something wrong. Then can you Stay away from me!! Don't come near me again!!!"

"I really, really hate you!!"

Putting his hand against his fast beating heart, he said these words almost as if venting, then he lowered his head so that Song Zhouyu couldn't see his expression clearly.

Can you stay away from me, don't come near me again,

I really, really hate you!

This is what Jidong said, from his own mouth.

Song Zhouyu's face was pale.His lips trembled, and his black pupils contained a trembling soul, trembling violently.

Day and winter hates him hates him hates him hates him...

Did it finally come out?The most authentic feeling in my heart.

The red hot love in the chest was poured with cold water, which was extinguished abruptly, and then stubbornly rekindled, burning continuously, making crackling noises.

That was the sacrifice of Song Zhouyu's trembling soul.

Even if it was an ugly word, even if his body was crumbling and his mind was in a trance, he didn't want to back down, didn't want to give up.

Song Zhouyu was also in pain and sad.His fingers were shaking with pain.

He's not normal, he's sick.He's too extreme, he's too paranoid.

He even felt that he wanted to redeem the love of Day and Winter with his morbid humbleness and prayers, in order to prove that he was still alive.

Ridong's alienation, Ridong's indifference, Ridong's words of refusal, and his loveless eyes all made him ache.But he also felt happy.He is still alive, and Day and Winter are still in sight.He also thought that if he could make Tiandong happier, he would accept all that Tiandong wanted to abuse his body.

Whether it is pain or pleasure, as long as it is given by Ridong, it can make Song Zhouyu feel strange and morbid [he belongs to Ridong], and then it turns into the paranoid love for Ridong in his heart, which is stored violently.

If there were not many people watching, or if Dayong would be unhappy, he would even kneel down and prostrate at Dayong's feet.

Day and winter are in love, and he is willing to be a threesome, so what if his morals are low?He just wants day and winter.

Song Zhouyu knew that she was abnormal, and she knew it from the beginning to the end.

Going to the doctor is useless.

Day and winter is his antidote.

Song Zhouyu took two steps back unsteadily, he cried and laughed, his face was ugly, his lips trembled a few times and he still said that the blue man couldn't tell the difference.

His head was heavy and painful, and his throat felt like he had swallowed a nasty poison that could make people dumb.

He was speechless and unable to refute.

Because what Dayong said was right.

Through teary eyes, Song Zhouyu clearly watched Ridong being embraced by Qi Ji.

Similar ice blue eyes, black cross star birthmark. Alpha made no effort to hide his dislike for him.

Alpha rubbed Sidong's head, held him in his arms, and comforted him patiently.

That was once his privilege.

Now Day and Winter has taken it back.

Song Zhouyu knew that she must be ugly.Her hair was messy, and her eyes were terribly red and swollen with jealousy and love.

Desperate like a lost family dog ​​rejected by its owner.

A sentence was squeezed out of the difficult throat: "Dadong, I'm sorry."

Apologize for his selfishness, for his annoying childishness, for the stupid things he has done.

Maybe Tiandong heard it, but Qi Ji looked over with cold and cruel eyes.

"roll."

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Song Zhouyu left, and Ridong almost wanted to dig a hole to bury himself in, but he was still in Qi Ji's arms, bored and unwilling to raise his head.

Shame again.

Qi Ji stroked Tiandong's back, tried his best to remove the little ostrich's head from the sand.

"You just lose your temper normally, don't be shy."

Tiandong subconsciously retorted: "I'm not shy."

It's already embarrassing, and I don't want to be more embarrassing.

Tian Dong's thin white fingers picked out the fine folds on his shirt, but Qi Ji, who has always been obsessive-compulsive, didn't care.

When Tiandong felt better, he poked his head out slowly, his wet blue eyes looked like a frightened little animal, and whispered: "Uncle, just now, no one saw it, right?"

The little ostrich finally poked its head out.

Qi Ji patted Zhou Dong's forehead lightly, and said in a lesson-like tone, "Yes, many people have seen the scene of you crying so embarrassingly."

Day and winter looked behind him secretly, "Nonsense, uncle is lying."

Obviously no one is there.

"Know there is no one and ask."

As if to relieve something, Qi Ji stared at the birthmark under Tian Dong's red eyelids.

He never knew that Day and Winter had endured so much.

It's not that Qi Ji didn't want to intervene in the affairs between Song Zhouyu and Dayong.He was afraid that if he intervened, the situation between Ridong and Song Zhouyu would become more chaotic.

Now he regrets not giving Song Zhouyu a good beating.

And even more worried about handing over Tiandong to anyone.

The boy in front of him smiled very hard, and whispered the tears that he had just embarrassingly.

A little silly, but also a little stubborn and cute.

Qi Ji embraced Tian Dong in his arms again, he suppressed his emotions and took a deep breath, "Only my uncle saw it, so it's not ashamed at all."

Not ashamed.

All day and winter emotions are not shameful.

"Dongdong, I'm sorry. I never knew that you were so sad."

Dayong was stunned.

"It's okay to cry, uncle will accompany you in the future."

Unable to hold back the tears again, Ridong tightened the hand holding Qi Ji.He muffled: "Uncle, you just want to see me cry."

"Why don't you cry when you know? Let's go home after crying."

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[Ancient Food] In the restaurant, Dayong stood at the door and waited for Qi Ji.

Qi Ji went back to the banquet hall to pick up the things left behind.

Tian Dong weighed his toes boredly, his eyes focused on the direction where Qi Ji was about to come out.

Suddenly, he heard a familiar voice.

It's He Song.

He Song was surrounded by a group of Alphas, and the Alphas spoke harshly and looked at He Song with obscene eyes.

Day and winter frowned.He looked at the door and found that Qi Ji hadn't come out yet, so he turned around and walked towards He Song.

He was walking fast, and he didn't even think about covering up, Alpha quickly spotted him.

Beta, it's weak, and looks... well suited to their appetite.

Quickly locating Day and Winter, the Alphas' eyes turned into disgusting excitement.

There was an Alpha who looked at Tian Dong from head to toe, his eyes were lewd, "He Song, do you know him?"

Fearing that Tiandong would be involved, He Song panicked and denied loudly: "I don't know him!"

But someone recognized it.

"Wait, is he the one on the recent star network, the genius researcher?"

"Oh, then he must be richer."

Alpha looked at Ridong together, "Your name is Ridong?"

Day and winter did not talk nonsense with them.His physical strength is limited, but it is still enough to deal with a few unskilled Alphas.

Not long after, Alpha lay down on the ground, and Alpha's intestines were green with regret.

Damn, looking thin, why does beating someone hurt so much?

He Song was even more shocked. He froze on the spot and watched as Tiandong almost emptied Alpha's wallet, then turned his head and asked him gently: "Did they blackmail you?"

"Yes Yes……"

Dayong handed it to him, "Take it."

"I have already called the police, and the police will come soon. There is also surveillance here to check, and they will not come to harass you in the future."

He Song blushed, but before he could react, he stammered: "Ah, um...thank you!"

"You're welcome."

While talking, Tiandong paid attention to the movement at the restaurant door.Seeing that Qi Ji was about to come out, he got up in a hurry, smiled at He Song: "In the future, if you encounter such a thing, you can be brave."

He Song opened his mouth, then closed it again, he felt a little sad and wanted to cry.

This is the first time someone has told him that he can resist instead of accepting it blindly.

"Well, thank you."

Day and winter are gone.

After the press conference, there were endless discussions about Day and Winter, and Day and Winter became a veritable top player on StarNet.

All of this was seen by Wen Nian.

In the dark room, the light screen reflected his distorted expression and his bruised and swollen face.

Two days ago, Wen was severely beaten with a sack.

He originally wanted to contact the green-haired Alpha who had threatened Ridong before, and let the green-haired Alpha teach him a lesson, but he didn't expect that he would be caught in a sack!

Wen Nian thought back bitterly.

On the day I contacted Lumao Alpha, Lumao Alpha's attitude was very wrong.

When he first contacted, the green-haired Alpha initially refused and even scolded him, but for some reason, he agreed again and asked him to meet.

"Meet and talk, I don't need to charge you for meeting and talking."

"What? You are so confident in doing something bad, but you don't even dare to meet? It's just a meeting, and I won't do anything to you."

Wen Nian has been struggling recently.

Their family has been bankrupted by Song Zhouyu, their place of residence has been seized, and his Omega father has no money, so the family can only squeeze together in a small rental house with two bedrooms and one living room.Wen Cha went out to solicit investment all day long, but he couldn't get it, and his temper became more and more irritable. He lost his temper and threw things almost every day. The little father didn't dare to provoke his father, so he could only take him to hide in a small room.

And because of Qi Ji, he was also forced to drop out of Algeria College, and no other college was willing to accept him, so he had to drop out of school and stay at home.

Thinking of the insufficient balance in the account, Wen Nian agreed, but when he went out to meet, Alpha put a sack on him and beat him to death.

While fighting back, he was ridiculed by the green-haired Alpha and his Beta brother.

"Help me? Help me!"

"Want to frame our savior? Which onion are you?"

"Don't look at how much you weigh!"

"No matter what kind of enmity you have with Tiandong, it must be your fault. How could someone as gentle as your savior be wrong!"

Now the wound on his body is still aching.Wen Nian gritted his teeth in hatred.

All this is because of day and winter.

"His father...is a Beta, and he had a relationship with your father. I was still pregnant at the time, so his father took advantage of the situation and drugged your father..."

"I didn't know about this until after you were born. At that time, your father and I had a big fight, and your father also apologized to me. He confessed that he was seduced by Tiandong's father, who had drugged him, and this happened. At that time, I rushed to look for Ri Yan, but Ri Yan probably also felt ashamed and dared not see me, so she took Ri Dong back to her hometown."

"We haven't met since then. This happened more than ten years ago, and I don't understand why Dayong returned to the main planet now."

Thinking of little daddy's words, Wen Nian tapped the keyboard resentfully, and posted a discussion in the entry about Day and Winter.

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