bird under the eaves

Chapter 48 Fairness

At around nine o'clock in the morning, Liang Yisheng drove, Xu Yan sat in the co-pilot, and the scenery outside the window reversed rapidly.The two got up at seven o'clock, and Xu Yan was a little sleepy at the moment. He slept late last night and woke up too early today.

When he was about to fall asleep, his phone rang suddenly, it was a call from Cheng Xinlu.Cheng Xinlu knew that he was here with Liang Yisheng, so she shouldn't bother him if there was nothing urgent.Xu Yan glanced at Liang Yisheng, who was concentrating on driving.

"I'll answer my manager's call." Xu Yan said.

"En." Liang Yisheng replied.

"Hey Xu Yan, didn't I bother you?" Cheng Xinlu's voice was not loud, and she didn't sound anxious.

"no, what happened?"

Cheng Xinlu was silent for a while, and asked, "Is it convenient for you to talk now?"

Xu Yan told the truth: "I'm in Liang Yisheng's car."

Cheng Xinlu was surprised: "You two went out? He's resting today, so he specially accompanied you."

"It's a rest today. Tell me what you want." Xu Yan said.

"I found Liu Zhi." Cheng Xinlu said.

"It's inconvenient to make it public and I can't ask anyone for help, so I actually haven't had a good way to find him. I can only use my limited ability to do it bit by bit. I found out through a friend before that he betrayed him. We are because someone promised to let him enter a big company to ensure that he can become a gold medal economy. I searched for a long time through this clue, and found out that he was cheated. After people used him, he just dumped him. He was desperate and returned to his hometown. .”

"Xu Yan, Liu Zhi's father passed away last week from bone cancer."

Xu Yan seldom thinks about whether the world is fair or not. A person with a congenital disability is born without an ear that can hear sounds compared to a "normal person". If someone asks him, do you think the world is fair? ?Most likely, Xu Yan just smiled, and replied: Not necessarily, let's see at the end.

Cheng Xinlu sent a long audio recording of her phone call with Liu Zhitong in the morning.

"Finally willing to answer the phone, why didn't you continue to run this time? I have been looking for you for a year, and you have changed your mobile phone number three times. Let's meet each other and clarify what happened back then. Who told you to do this? I promise you What, how did you do it. Liu Zhi, stop hiding, you will have to pay back what you owe Xu Yan sooner or later."

Then there was a long silence, only rustling.

Liu Zhi didn't speak for a long, long time. Finally, he laughed, which made people chill out of thin air, as if the person on the other side of the phone was no longer a real person: "You said I owed Xu Yan? Do you think I What do I owe him? I owe him a bright future? I owe him a million dollars? He should thank me, if it wasn't for me, he would know Liang Yisheng; if it wasn't for me, Xu Yan would be where he is today?"

Cheng Xinlu also smiled, "Indeed, I should thank you. Thank you so much, Liu Zhi, I have led a small artist for half my life, and you are the last artist I brought to fame in my career. But Xu Yan shouldn't thank you , what path he wants to take, who he wants to meet, whether he wants to be popular or not, he has to decide for himself, not be influenced by you."

"You really know how to say sarcastic words, and now you are still blaming me and making me pay the price!! You all live a good life, hahaha, fuck, are you really him? Come to blame me? I... I'm just a small artist assistant, or the kind of artist who is so confused that no one knows me when I walk on the street! What the hell can I do in my life?! What money can I make?! If I don’t help myself, will you help me, my dad owes a lot of medical expenses, who will help me?”

"So you can frame Xu Yan? Liu Zhi, the world is fair. If you did something wrong, you will always get the punishment you deserve."

"Fair?!" Liu Zhi's voice changed, "Are you telling me it's fair? He met Liang Yisheng, and Liang Yisheng let him play the leading role with just one word. Is it fair? My dad is lying on the bed Is it fair to be thrown in the hallway on a stretcher when I can’t pay the medical bills because of the pain?”

"Fairness" is a false proposition, Xu Yan thinks so.

A lot of "fair" or "unfair" is just how someone feels in the moment, or could more accurately be translated as "satisfied" or "dissatisfied".When human factors can no longer influence the development of events, for example, no matter how hard Liu Zhi works hard, he can't get enough of his father's medical expenses, and there is no way to rely on "human" ability. ".

Liang Yisheng put on the protective gear for Xu Yan, but the two of them remained silent.

The boxing gloves are very wrapping on the hands, Xu Yan has no such experience at all, and let Liang Yisheng help him wrap the bandages, put on the protective gear, and put on the gloves.

The boxing gym is very private, and celebrities should come here frequently. Someone in the boxing ring not far away has already started practicing, and the sound of hitting sandbags is very deep, "bang", "bang", "bang".Xu Yan shook his head, his hearing was forced to drop a lot after being covered by the helmet, although there were hollow holes around his ears, his breathing still seemed to be heavier in the haze, and when he turned his head, he saw Liang Yisheng standing on the side look at yourself.

Xu Yan raised his finger and pointed to his left ear: "I can't hear much."

Liang Yisheng pressed his hand down, leaned closer and talked to him: "You need to wear a helmet."

Xu Yan was not used to it, so he kept tilting his head: "You don't need to wear sandbags, do you?"

"No." Liang Yisheng tightened his helmet tightly again.

For Xu Yan, this feeling is like entering a box, surrounded by walls, isolated and helpless.Liang Yisheng had already stood behind him, and without Xu Yan's knowledge, he reached out to hold his waist and help him adjust his posture.

"How do you feel?" Liang Yisheng asked.

Xu Yan can actually hear it, but he still tilts his head habitually and subconsciously: "I don't know, I have never thought about whether this world is fair. Do you think this world is fair? Some people are born rich and prosperous. However, some people may die because of a minor illness and cannot afford medical expenses."

Liang Yisheng smiled: "Are you talking about me? I was born rich and prosperous."

"...I didn't mean that." Xu Yan said.

"Relax, don't be nervous. The waist here is too tight, focus on the upper body, on the sandbag in front of you." Liang Yisheng patted Xu Yan's waist twice, Xu Yan couldn't relax at all, but was caught by this The two shots became more tense.

"I tried my best." Xu Yan said.

"Punch fast, hate, and imagine whoever hates it. Don't withdraw your arm, go straight." Liang Yisheng lifted Xu Yan's arm and continued, "Some people live their lives without disease and disaster, and enjoy their old age in peace. , Some people are already lying in the hospital and suffering from illnesses before they are ten years old. If you want him to see it this way, it is unfair to be born, and it will not be fair no matter how you live, punch!"

With a "bang", Xu Yan felt his right hand go numb in the glove, and his whole arm was shaken a little.

"Don't use the strength of your arms to push your fists, use your fists to lead your arms forward." Liang Yisheng said, "It's so ruthless, who do you think it is?"

Xu Yan was a little embarrassed: "No, I don't have anyone to hate."

Liang Yisheng adjusted Xu Yan's posture again, and patted his waist again. This time Xu Yan was much more relaxed than last time.Listening to Liang Yisheng's deep voice, he said in his ear: "I used to often wonder whether I like you or not."

Xu Yan was placed in a very standard posture. Liang Yisheng supported his arm and helped him fix his elbow at a certain point. He said slowly, "People always like to talk about fairness. Do you think there is something in this matter that you like?" Fair? You were my 'thing' from the beginning, and then it seemed natural to be possessive of you. Later I discovered that 'unfair' is attractive, it drives you to fight, to own."

"'Unfair' is natural. It does not teach people to accept their fate, but to teach them to fight for their lives. Xu Yan, your assistant accepted his fate, so he will never be able to live the 'fair' life he wants."

"Punch." Liang Yisheng said again.

After playing for less than an hour, Xu Yan was so tired that he was sweating all over his body. When he took off the helmet, he felt much refreshed and felt that his eyes were wide open.The coach is probably friends with Liang Yisheng. He used to guide a girl at the table next to her. The girl is moving freely now. He saw Xu Yan took off his helmet and greeted Liang Yisheng while holding the edge of the table.

"Do not hit?"

Liang Yisheng took Xu Yan's helmet, hung it on the pillar next to him, and shook his head: "Forget it, I'm still on the set, and I don't have the energy to go back to film in the afternoon."

"Mr. Liang, you don't have the strength yet? You didn't even drink your saliva after occupying the stage for three hours. Auntie Cleaning was dumbfounded. She pulled me and asked me to persuade you. Don't faint in the boxing gym for a while. We have to bear the burden." Responsibility." The coach teased him.

Liang Yisheng laughed, and was still helping Xu Yan take off the protective gear, and whispered something in his ear: "Don't listen to him, it's nonsense."

The coach stared at Xu Yan. As an artist, Xu Yan was very used to being stared at. He smiled generously: "Hello."

"Hello, Mr. Xu, right? I'm the coach here, and I will come to play often in the future. Liang Yisheng will come here often, let him bring you along."

Xu Yan nodded and replied politely: "Okay."

In the afternoon, Liang Yisheng still had a show, so he had to go back after he came out to play in the morning.In the car, Xu Yan's cell phone kept ringing, and Xiao Yuan in the group sent several voice messages. He looked for earphones to listen to them, but Liang Yisheng saw them as soon as he took out the earphone box.

"What?"

"It's nothing... just listen to the voice, it only takes a while." Xu Yan said.

"It's not convenient to let it out to listen?" Liang Yisheng said in a confident tone with his arms on the steering wheel as the red light was in front of him.

……

Xu Yan didn't know that Fang was inconvenient, Xiao Yuan sent several long voices impassionedly, probably because he knew about Liu Zhi's affairs and was expressing opinions or cursing passionately, but it could not be ruled out that he knew from Cheng Xinlu that Xu Yan was with Liang Yisheng today Going out to play, so the number one CP fan excitedly said some strange things, this is a very small possibility.

Xu Yan paused for a while without making a sound, Liang Yisheng raised his eyebrows, "Who?"

"...Xiao Yuan."

"Talk about me?" he asked.

"No." Xu Yan said hastily, for the sake of Xiao Yuan's innocence, he turned on the voice.

"Damn! What kind of person is this? Why do you want to frame Mr. Xu when your life is not satisfactory? That kind of terrorist who retaliates against the society is this kind of person! It's not that Mr. Xu made his father suffer from bone cancer, he is just a bad person, don't There are so many excuses, what is fair and unfair!! It’s not that the poor will die because they don’t have money to treat diseases. Why don’t you think about your own reasons! Why didn’t he buy insurance for his father before he was so filial? Or go to Shuidichou, My second aunt’s old classmate also got a bad disease back then, and Shuidi raised a lot of money! It’s really impossible to borrow money from relatives, or even go for a loan!”

"When something happens, you will complain that the world is not fair. The world is not fair. What's the use of complaining! Isn't it because he framed Mr. Xu that he can avoid debts and sacrifice his own face to raise money and borrow money without working hard. He can get a lot of money, and he thinks he is very noble! I am so mad!"

"I'm sorry, Mr. Xu, I'm just too angry. You don't need to click on it. A date with the boss is more important. I heard that you guys went out on a date today? Are you doing well? Did you kiss? We slept together..."

...Everything was normal before, Xu Yan was relieved, thinking that Xiao Yuan wouldn't say anything strange, but she didn't expect her to say such a sentence at the end.Immediately, he frantically pressed the lock screen, Xiao Yuan's voice stopped abruptly, and Xu Yan almost threw the phone out.

The time for the green light had already arrived. Liang Yisheng looked ahead, the corners of his mouth curled up, and his voice was smiling: "Why didn't you listen? After sleeping together?"

Xu Yan cleared his throat, turned his head to look at the "swish" green belt retreating outside the window, and said in a steady voice, "No, it's not important, I'll listen to it when I go back."

"She's right." Liang Yisheng smiled, "How are you going to deal with Liu Zhi's matter?"

Xu Yan sat up straight and looked at Liang Yisheng: "What do you think? After all, this matter... Although Liu Zhi is my assistant, the person who ordered him was aimed at you. Do you need your agent to talk to my agent? Check the information, and then continue to find out who instigated it."

"It's not necessary, this matter ends here. In addition..."

Xu Yan nodded, waiting for him to continue.

"When can I change my honorific name? It's too embarrassing for me. Can I change it after we've slept together, Teacher Xu?" Liang Yisheng asked.

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I'm sorry I didn't update it yesterday, I made up some words today, and I'll make up some more tomorrow!