[Football] I'm just a defender

Chapter 152 hapter 152

"What do you want to express?" When Casillas pushed open the door of the locker room and threw the newspaper with a complete record of the previous day's interview in front of Fran, Fran understood that what should come will always come.

Casillas' tone was very aggressive, and Fran's reaction was very calm, which made several people who were also in the locker room wonder whether they should come forward to persuade them.Fran lowered his head to tie his shoelaces, checked whether they fit well, and then raised his head and said to Casillas, "You will be ruined by that girlfriend of yours one day."

Fran felt that everything he said was correct. Sarah Carbonero undoubtedly ruined the image of Casillas outside. He used to be the Saint Cassie in the team, but what about now?To add credibility, he repeated, "You're going to be ruined by that girlfriend of yours one day."

In fact, when he said that in the interview, he knew that there was bound to be a quarrel with Igor, because in anyone's eyes, Sarah was the image of Casillas outside.Forlan was mentally exhausted at that time, and it seemed that nothing had happened as long as he needed to maintain the superficial peace of Real Madrid. His words were not pleasant, but Forlan did not regret it afterwards.

"Can we solve this problem in private after disbanding?" Fran asked Casillas, and Cassie looked at him for a while, "The identity you use is not Casillas' friend, then we can only use the captain and deputy The captain's relationship will be resolved."

Hearing this, Fran glanced at everyone in the locker room and signaled that they had better retreat quickly, this is not a good show to watch.By the way, he gave Ramos a hand, "Take a leave of absence from the coach for the two of us, and come over later." Regardless of whether it is approved or not, it is impossible for the two of them to train with the team normally today.

Several people left the locker room, Ramos squeezed the door handle and found that Fran had locked it from the inside.He glanced at Alonso, and still asked worriedly, "Is there going to be an accident?" "It depends on how you define 'accident', it won't happen in a fight." Although Alonso said so, he was still worried Carefully recall every sentence the two of them said just now and the tone of it.

"Actually, what Fran said was a bit too much," Marcelo said carefully, "but Igor wouldn't be so angry?" Kaka patted the back of Marcelo's head lightly and didn't say much. , but the meaning is obvious, so don't think too much if you don't understand it.

"Actually, it may not be possible to quarrel." Varane, who just came out of the locker room late and caught up with such a wave, felt that today was not going well, and he was a little uncertain about what he said, "Fran should be, so we can't quarrel. ?”

Ronaldo didn't speak, but he could already find out that everyone seemed to agree that Igor's repressed anger was ignited by Fran's trigger yesterday.But Igor's grievances are not only for this season, but also for this club?

In the locker room, Casillas was still restraining his anger, but now he broke out completely, "I used to be the patron saint of Real Madrid, but now I am called the cancer of the team by the Portuguese. You thought you supported Mourinho Can you guarantee the stability of the club?"

"I don't think Sarah Carbonero is equivalent to you." Fran knew that Casillas was angry, he was targeted too much and was treated unfairly, and he didn't mind Casillas arguing with him , but he also needs to clarify his views, "Maybe you think she is speaking for you, but I don't think she is doing you any good by being so blindly hostile to Mourinho. After we were eliminated from the King's Cup, the league championship was hopeless, When the Champions League qualification is in jeopardy."

"Why do they all think you are stupid? You are obviously very good at talking, and you can speak beautiful words." Casillas saw so many reasons suddenly thrown by him, and every time he always knew the status quo, there was a smile on the corner of his mouth He shook his head with a mocking smile, "Everyone thinks you are not easy, the media, the fans, everyone in the locker room, Jose asked me to clarify for you, Raul called me to take care of you, and when Valdano left I told you not to threaten you, even when I thought about Sergio just now, they felt that I finally couldn’t hold back the fire, and you became the unlucky ghost who hit the gun. Everyone thinks it’s not easy for you.” He He tilted his head as if he was really puzzled and asked, "But where is your difficulty? Besides muddying the water, what else have you done?"

Asked by Casillas, Fran himself was not sure if this was the case.Is he right?Fran didn't know, but he knew why he did this, "Igor, you want too much." But this sentence obviously made Casillas even more angry, "Please, Fran , I want too much? Then what do you want more than the 'only' Real Madrid? Why do they think you want less? Why is Real Madrid so easy for you? You I am always afraid of losing everything, and hope for a perfect ending in everything.”

In fact, Fran wants a lot. Speaking of it now, whether he can really live in Real Madrid is not very important to him, but everyone thinks that is his only dream.In fact, Casillas is right, and Fran himself knows that maybe he lost too much when he was young, and now he is always reluctant to lose what he got.The respect and love of his teammates, the love of the fans, the love of the club, the glory of the championship, he always thought he didn't care at the very beginning, but he couldn't bear to let it out of his hands after he got it.

"Everyone thinks that your thoughts and decisions are just for Real Madrid. Everyone thinks about you and don't be calculated by me or Mourinho. Everyone thinks you are wronged." Casillas said That 'grievance' sounded a bit harsh to Fran's ears, he couldn't say it well, if he could still tease 'because you are too smart, and smart people tend to prefer fools'.But he couldn't say this at this moment, because both of them understood that Fran was not as stupid as he appeared on the surface, it should be said that he was much more shrewd, "But Fran, obviously we are all on the same boat, obviously we are all on the same boat. You have taken on so many responsibilities and received a lot of unfair accusations and treatment, why should you be the only one wronged—just because I want the position of captain?"

Inexplicably, Fran felt a chill in his heart. The panic-stricken coolness gradually infiltrated from the heart pierced by a small needle, and the faint tingling and coldness penetrated into his bones. He swallowed silently, a little unnaturally. Clenched hands.How long has Igor Casillas been hiding these words?Or, how many years?But if he didn't know anything about it, I'm afraid Igor wouldn't believe it, right?

"It will always be like this. What you say and do outside are true temperament and a manifestation of your character. As long as it is about Real Madrid, you don't worry about my problems at the club or the national team. You don't care, because That matter is beneficial to Real Madrid." Cassie spoke very fast, and every sentence penetrated into Fran's ears, "There is a lot of controversy outside because of me being the captain. Everyone knows that Mourinho is biased towards you. What were you doing when you made a statement to support me? Lopez replaced me as the goalkeeper of the team. They were all guessing that I would lose my position. That guy Arbeloa publicly supported Lopez. I look forward to when you express your support for me , what are you doing? When Mourinho suppressed me as a substitute game after game, when the stands thought I was a traitor and booed me collectively, when even Alonso in the national team knew where your shot was, you Know what I'm thinking?"

He looked at Iker Casillas, the Spaniard was in the best condition when facing a strong enemy, calm as water, retractable freely, without interference, and could safely wipe out all opportunities that the opponent could take advantage of.He was facing himself in a state of resistance, and Fran shook his head blankly when he realized this, and Casillas chuckled lightly, "But I know what you are thinking, you are thinking of Igor Casili Yas is already a person you trust and does not need your assistance, and these developments have no impact on Real Madrid, so you don't care. First of all, thank you for your trust, which I know is not easy to come by."

"It's not easy" was read heavily by him, full of sarcasm, "But it's different now, in your opinion, I should be on the opposite side of Real Madrid, right?"

Casillas noticed that Fran maintained a calm tone from the beginning to the end when he entered the locker room. He seemed to know everything well, he knew very well what the TV station's words would lead to, and he knew that he would come to talk to him. There was a conflict, but he still said that and did that.

Why did he still do that?Of course Casillas understands, because Fran thinks what he does is good for this club, and for him, maybe everything is for this club, "When I am on the opposite side of Real Madrid, you will never Be merciless against me, won't you?"

"...You said this as if I betrayed you by my actions yesterday." Fran heard Casillas's question, no, maybe Casillas was saying, 'You will do it for Real Madrid. Mercilessly hostile to me' no doubt.He finally couldn't help interjecting, and with a slight flick of his finger, Casillas noticed him.Cassie is no longer willing to discuss with him the issue of 'is it aimed at Cassie', because as he thinks, Francisco Alvarez has always had one of the biggest pain points.

Thinking of this, Casillas suddenly seemed not so angry, because he has always won the debate, "You and Ramos, Ozil, Alonso, Ronaldo, Arbeloa and others The relationship is very good, the way you get along with everyone is different from person to person, but it is difficult for others to tell who you are closer to these people," Casillas knew him very well, he said to Everyone is nice, just as nice.He would not hesitate to reach out to help someone in need, but if he was in trouble himself, he would never ask these people for help. "You seem to be very easy to get along with, but in fact, few people can really be put in your heart. You are really a heartless person."

He is really a heartless person, from the bottom of his heart there is a bit of coldness and thinness, gentleness is like watching the fire from the other side, and understanding will only aggravate discouragement.Cassie thought, he was not as smart, spiritual and savvy as he was, and the only thing that surpassed him and led to his real victory in the end was probably that he had enough patience.He could calmly watch the candles go out one by one without causing a fire, but Casillas couldn't.So Casillas tried to resist, while Francisco Alvarez always chose to obey.

Isn't that what it is?Helping them, being friendly with them, being friends with Real Madrid because they are teammates.When they leave this club, except for a few people, he will not feel too much sadness, because there will be more people who will go forward for this club.

Casillas has always known it, but he also understands the importance of 20 years of friendship, and he knows that he is that "individual person", so in fact, the rest of the people have nothing to do with him.Fran has no sense of security. He has never felt safe. He feels that it is no pity to lose what does not belong to him. He is a complete pessimist. "You still want to create some security out of thin air when you don't have any sense of security It's too much of a feeling. Obviously Fran," Casillas said softly, "I've seen so much about you that I don't trust the friendship you gave me, even though it It lasted for 20 years." And how many 20 years does a person have?

"Believe it or not, it's still there." Fran finally couldn't sit still, he stood up and kept eye level with Casillas, his eyes clearly revealed a sentence, 'What have you seen again? What about me? '"I've told you everything I think, if you're so out of the loop, if I know, of course I'll—"

"Of course I care!" Casillas choked out the rest of Forlan's words in his throat, "Of course I care! Of course I care! I entered the first team in 1999, and I waited for so many years as a substitute , survived a series of tragic scores that almost shattered my self-confidence and self-esteem, and accompanied the first team for the past 14 years. What did I get in exchange? Ambitious, disloyal, depressed, cancerous ?They all say that your whole heart is for this club, I am a cancer, you are loyal. Do you dare to ask yourself, right now, ask yourself, what is it because you love this club? Love, or clinging to it because you think you have nothing but this club."

"Why do they think I love this club much less than you? Just because you talk about it every day and speak for it without hesitation about the consequences?"

"Don't dare." Fran replied calmly, with no sadness or joy in his eyes, but he actually started to be in a daze again.He remembered the afternoon when Bosque refused to promote himself to the first team in disguise. He squatted under a tree poking ants all afternoon, and Casillas stayed by his side watching the blue sky and white clouds all afternoon.He thought, in 20 years, those words just now offset the company that afternoon, and he can still think of him as the little fat pier who is full of tears because of training saves but will be satisfied because of a toffee, or as the one for every game. The two good brothers who fell at the end embraced joyfully in victory.

Casillas choked on Fran's answer, thinking he would have something to say.Although Fran is generally talkative, and occasionally loves to be tough with others, he knows that sometimes shutting up can save a lot of trouble. In fact, he actually knows the principle of restraint.He seldom has direct conflicts with his acquaintances. The other party speaks harshly and tries to maintain the bottom line. This is not education, but self-protection.

He always has distrust of the crowd, and silence can always make things go the way he wants. Anyway, he feels that he has a big face and is not afraid of scolding. There is also a part of himself that is stripped out to overlook and examine himself, be careful, don't get too carried away.

This is not a flattering personality.

Purely for self-preservation.

Seeing that Cassie didn't seem to respond, Fran repeated it, still answering his question of 'do you dare to ask yourself', "No," he frowned and looked at Cassie, "because I— —I feel ashamed."

The thoughts and struggles that he suppressed in the depths of his soul, which he himself has lived through and never delved into, were clearly displayed in the air by Casillas in a few words.Yes, he has a guilty conscience, he has always known that his love for Real Madrid has long been impure, and in this case, he will not think about it.

"I always thought it was a compliment when they called you Iron Man, but I suddenly felt that it was a fact. Do you know what I want to say?" Casillas didn't find his statement interesting at all, and felt strange With a strange voice, "It is said that you are an iron man, but the tin woodman has no heart."

Fran heard this sentence once from Zidane's mouth. That time Zidane only relayed this evaluation in a joking manner, but this time it is different.Listening to these words from Casillas is still different after all, Fran thought to himself, he felt that the position of his heart was so heavy that he couldn't breathe, he took a deep breath and tried to control it, and finally he was only left with heavy gasps.

Think about it, this person was born without a heart. He is kind, upright, brave, and loyal. You can use all the beautiful adjectives you can think of to describe him, but he just doesn’t have that heart.

But these words are still different after all from Casillas.

There was a long silence in the locker room, and the moisture in the air seemed to condense into ice, freezing the Adam's apple of the two people so that they could not speak, and the torsos of the two people so that they could not move, which could only hinder the oppressive suffocation feel.It took a long time to regain his voice. He looked at the angry Casillas and gave in, "Forget it, I admitted my mistake, I was wrong."

In fact, why bother, he already understood.

Do you think you are really all for Real Madrid?Fran thought, how is it possible, I don't believe it a long time ago, just like you said, the Tin Woodman has no heart.I know I have nothing without Real Madrid, so I cling to it.

He has the courage that the lion lacks, and the mind that the scarecrow longs for, and even the hometown that the little girl wants to return to is right beside him.

Probably "The Wizard of Oz" just lacked a heart for him.

"I still have to say something," Fran lowered his head and shook the corners of his mouth slightly. When he finally raised his head, he adjusted himself to the expression of half a smile that he is best at. This is not the attitude he should have when getting along with Casillas , but who cares at this time, "What I said is not to point fingers at you. If you want people to admire your achievements, there will inevitably be a moment when you need to tolerate people's criticism of you. If criticism is not free, praise is free." meaning, there is no reason to only listen to praise.”

"They're just used to being the best, but there will always be only one best in this world." Casillas' voice gradually lowered. In fact, he had consciously said that what he said was too painful for Fran, and he regretted it. But I don't know if Fran did it on purpose, but Cassie swallowed back the apology that was on his lips when looking at his smile.

Fran snorted, not sure if it was laughter or not.He sorted out his clothes one last time, picked up the water bottle and prepared to leave the locker room.As soon as he took the doorknob of the locker room, he heard Casillas say quietly behind him, "One day, you will no longer be the best."

After twisting the handle a few times without opening the door, Fran suddenly remembered that he had locked the door earlier.He didn't refute what Cassie said, but finally spit out the most vicious sentence against Casillas today.

"Your battle, in the end, all losers."

In the 1213 season, Real Madrid ended up with none of the four players.After that, Mourinho returned to Chelsea, and Igor has since suffered a lot of infamy.

As for me, I just want to say, young people, never laugh at your ideals in front of others.Believe it or not, you paid far more for it than you thought possible. - "Francisco: I'm just a defender"

The author has something to say: I knew it... I can't tear it up...

Flanlan doesn't fight at all...

In fact, it was not easy for both of them, Cassie was much more difficult than Fran.

Two people fighting each other

The 1314 season is over, there will be no update tomorrow, I will sort out the ideas for the next season