Autumn Sin

Chapter 39

"I know, but I don't have anyone else to come up with ideas with me, anyway, you have to help me, Brother Qiu!"

"I don't know what kind of confession Chen Yun would like. You might as well ask Xiaopang about girls' thoughts. Didn't you say a few days ago that he succeeded in confessing to a girl?"

Lin Yushu still keeps in touch with Xiaopang occasionally. Xiaopang passed the general high school exam, which is considered a breakthrough in terms of his grades.

"That's different. You don't even know that he has changed several girlfriends. Can you compare it to me with Chen Yun? Brother Qiu, please help! It's a month of hard work. By the way, if you are worried about Xiaodou Just pack together, maybe their junior high school students have more tricks than us, so we have decided Brother Qiu, I will contact you when the time comes~"

Not allowing Yu Qiu to refuse, Lin Yushu left with the tray.

Yu Qiu is reminiscing about his confession scene.If Lin Yushu hadn't mentioned it, he would have forgotten that although he had the idea of ​​revenge on his eldest sister, he had carefully planned a confession. When he looked happy, he actually felt very satisfied.

In fact, was that what you thought at the time?Why didn't I notice it then...

It's a pity that it's too late to find out now, and Zuo Lu can't be involved in the battle of the Ying family, and give him a wonderful world.

So dirty things, only he knows.

The eldest sister came back in the evening, and Lu Hao's company was on a temporary business trip for three days. It happened that the eldest sister was also worried about them, so she came back to stay for a few days.

Originally, Yu Qiu wanted to take all Zuo Lu's things for him today, but when the eldest sister came, the matter was delayed again.

"Was there a power outage yesterday? Is Deer okay?" The elder sister asked first as soon as she entered the door. The power outage notice posted had not been removed, and the elder sister saw it as soon as she entered the community.

"It's okay. Fortunately, I was here yesterday. Sister, why is Xiao Lu so afraid of the dark?" Yu Qiu asked in the second half of the sentence secretly, afraid that if he asked in front of Zuo Lu, he would bring up the thing that made him afraid again.

Zuo Lu was doing homework in the house, the eldest sister sighed, this incident was not a good memory for her, but she had to be strong, but Zuo Lu was really too young at that time.

"Our parents died in a car accident." The eldest sister paused for a while, to ease her emotions. Even though it has been many years, when she mentions it again, those scenes are still vivid in her mind, which is too thrilling.

Yu Qiu also waited patiently, he could understand the mood of the eldest sister.

At that time, the eldest sister was 14, and Zuo Lu was only 4 years old.

Zuo's father's career is rising steadily, and he and his wife are also very affectionate. After marriage, they gave birth to two children, both of whom are well-behaved and sensible.At that time, Zuo's father was really enviable, and his family and business had a good harvest.

Unfortunately, a car accident happened when the four of them were traveling together.

Zuo father and Zuo mother sat in the front row and died.The eldest sister and Zuo Lu sat in the back row. When the accident happened, the eldest sister held Zuo Lu tightly in her arms, but the eldest sister did not have broad shoulders, and the little Zuo Lu accidentally knocked on the head, and the eldest sister's leg was stuck in the car...

Fortunately, the rescue was timely, and the eldest sister's leg did not have any bone injuries, but some skin trauma, and she recovered quickly.

But Zuo Lu was not so lucky. He was young and didn't know what happened. When he woke up, he couldn't see anything.

"Father, mother, sister, why is it so dark today..."

He asked this, but got no answer, and he was very scared.

As the eldest sister spoke, tears could not stop streaming down: "At that time, I was going to the police station to take notes, and Xiaolu was in the hospital by himself, and he woke up in the dark..."

Not only the eldest sister, but even Yu Qiu felt sore eyes. After all these years, Zuo Lu never showed any sense of fear in front of him.

Want to be, his reliance.

Once this idea was formed, it immediately spread from the bottom of his heart, Yu Qiu felt his heart beating violently, how long had this idea remained in his mind?

"When I returned to the ward, I saw Xiaolu sitting on the hospital bed and crying. I didn't know how to tell him that his eyes were temporarily blind and his parents were gone. How would I tell a 4-year-old child? ?”

Yu Qiu handed the facial tissue to the eldest sister, and the eldest sister also restrained herself, she was afraid that Zuo Lu would hear it and hurt her feelings again.

"We dealt with various relatives and changed many relatives. There were even relatives who had a good relationship with our parents and owed us money. Most of them were helpless. I also understand that raising two more at a time My child, it’s not just two extra mouths. Fortunately, the deer regained his vision soon, so I moved back here with him, and I can take care of him myself.”

"Blindness...then when he sleeps at night, he always..."

"So before you come, I will sleep with him. But you have negotiated to sleep in separate beds. Xiaolu overcame the psychological barrier, right? Then there was nothing wrong yesterday, but Xiaolu must have experienced those things at such a young age. left an indelible mark."

Indelible... traces...

Yu Qiu felt that his movements of pushing Zuo Lu out bit by bit must have left an indelible memory in Zuo Lu's heart...

He was so insecure, trying to find a place in Yu Qiu's heart again and again, but...

Yu Qiu quietly walked into the room, the room was very bright, but Yu Qiu always felt that Zuo Lu was still standing in the dark, so lonely.

"Little deer..."

Zuo Lu raised his head and gave Yu Qiu a big smile, "Brother, my sister came back today, and I'm still squeezed here with you for the time being. When my sister comes back, I'll move all my things there. You're right, That room is big, it is indeed more suitable for painting."

"No..." Yu Qiu blurted out, but it's not appropriate to add anything later.

He looked at Zuo Lu's eyes that suddenly brightened, and wanted to tell him that he didn't want to separate from him, no, but he swallowed the words again.

"When the time comes, I'll help you move things."

As soon as these words came out, the boundary between Zuo Lu and Zuo Lu was completely drawn.Watching Zuo Lu's eyes dimming a little bit.

Yu Qiu regretted it, why did he take the No. [-] middle school entrance exam at the beginning, he just followed the original route steadily, and treated Zuo Lu well...

But now there is no way to turn back.

"Okay, thank you brother."

Zuo Lu had never said such polite and unfamiliar words, Yu Qiu suddenly understood Xiao Jing a little bit.

I should say something, say something, "Chen Yun celebrates her birthday next month, and Yu Shu is going to confess to her, so I'll help him with his advice. Do you want to come with me on the weekend?"

Zuo Lu shook his head, "No need, I made an appointment with my friend in the studio to go paint together."

"What friend, why haven't I heard you mention it before?" Yu Qiu became vigilant all of a sudden, not because he wanted to interfere with Zuo Lu's friendship, but because the matter of Xi Han was still lingering in his mind.

"We know each other in the studio. When we go to sketch together, we can talk about it, so we know each other."

"It's not Xi Han's kind..." Maybe.

Zuo Lu interrupted Yu Qiu, "Brother, I should also have the freedom to make friends, right?"

"Yes, there should be, there should be."

This conversation ends here.

But Yu Qiu felt faintly uneasy, obviously this should be Zuo Lu's normal life, and obviously hoped that Zuo Lu should be like this.

Because of what the elder sister told Yu Qiu, after the elder sister returned three days later, Yu Qiu didn't take the initiative to bring up the house, but he went back to pick up Zuo Lu after class that day, and when he came back, he found that Zuo Lu had already moved his things. up.

Saturday came soon, and Xiao Jing called early in the morning, but Yu Qiu still wanted to send Zuo Lu to the studio, mainly because he wanted to see who that friend was.

Xiao Jing came early, and he looked well dressed, probably because today's party is very important.

"Brother, are you going out with him?" Zuo Lu asked when he saw the car parked downstairs.

Xiao Jing got out of the car when he saw them, "Xiao Lu is going to the studio? Let's go together, uncle..."

"Just drop in. Let's go." Yu Qiu led Zuo Lu to sit in the back row.

Zuo Lu looked at Yu Qiu, then at Xiao Jing, and felt awkward in his heart. Is this the real reason why Yu Qiu stayed away from him?Is it because there is someone more important than him?

When he arrived at the studio, Zuo Lu was depressed, but he couldn't show it. He happened to see someone standing at the door and walked over bravely, "Didn't you ask me to go out to sketch tomorrow? I agreed."

Then he turned to Yu Qiu and said, "Brother, this is the friend I was talking about."

The other party glanced at Yu Qiu, and climbed onto Zuo Lu's shoulder provocatively, "This is your brother, why don't you stay at our house tonight, tomorrow is also convenient, how about it?"

Looking at his arm, Yu Qiu felt it was an eyesore, and just about to order him to put down his hand, Zuo Lu said: "Okay. Brother, I'm staying at Chai Fei's house today, let's go first."

"Don't..." Yu Qiu's words were carried in the wind, and he had already blown away. He could only watch Chai Fei walking with Zuo Lu with his shoulders on his shoulders. He was the outsider.

"Xiaoqiu, are you okay?" Xiao Jing saw that his expression was not very good, but he didn't think there was anything wrong with Zuo Lu making friends.

Yu Qiu forced a smile, "It's okay, Brother Xiao, let's go."

It's just that along the way, Yu Qiu was even more silent, and the air was full of oppression, which made Xiao Jing swallow his mouth several times.

"Does Xiaolu's friend look particularly dishonest? No, I still have to let him come back to live tonight. I can't let him live outside. How dangerous..." Yu Qiu took out his phone while talking, but was caught by Xiao Lu. Jing stopped.

"Xiaoqiu, he's not young anymore, and he's also a boy. What are you afraid of? You can't stop him from making friends, right? Can you stay with him for the rest of your life?"

Xiao Jing's words were like a curse, hooped on Yu Qiu's head, causing him endless pain.

Can he stay with Zuo Lu for a lifetime?This is what he told Zuo Lu countless times, he can't be with him for the rest of his life, but now it has become a question for him.

Yu Qiu put away the phone, but became more silent.