Autumn Sin

Chapter 38 Sketching

Back home, Zuo Lu couldn't wait to tell Yu Qiu what he had heard and seen in the past two days.

He showed Yu Qiu a painting, it was a pair of elderly people, although they were gray-haired, they were still loving each other.The vividness shown only from the painting, if you see yourself, it will definitely be sweeter.

"I saw this pair of old people by accident when I was sketching. We chose a place with pleasant scenery, but it is not a famous place. The old man should live near here. During my lunch break, I went there out of curiosity. Talk to them."

"What did you talk about?" Yu Qiu asked.

"Their love." Zuo Lu glanced at Yu Qiu and said with a smile, "It's very romantic, just like sister and brother-in-law."

Yu Qiu didn't quite understand Zuo Lu's words, so he just waited for him to continue.

"The grandma is very talkative, but the grandpa always has a straight face, but as long as grandma says, grandpa will do it. He always has a few pieces of candy in his pocket. Grandma said that it was because she didn't like eating when she was young. Whenever I take medicine, I have to ask my grandpa to give her candies. When I am old, I often need to take medicine, so my grandpa has enough candies in his pocket. Grandpa just hummed, 'It's not because you can't bear it.'."

In Yu Qiu's memory, the memories about love and marriage are not very good.

Whether it is the biological mother he has never met, or Ying Ruiming and Zheng Ying, it seems that love and marriage are born for profit, and eventually die for profit.

It's better to be with you than money.

Romance becomes trivial.

Zuo Lu continued: "No matter how disgusting Grandpa is, his eyes never left Grandma. They supported each other and went home together."

Yu Qiu repeated: "Together...go home."

"Yeah, what a romantic thing it is to go home together and grow old together."

"Is this romantic?"

Zuo Lu nodded, "That's how the romance in my heart is. But for me, it's best for my brother to be with me." After speaking, he took a peek at Yu Qiu's face, wondering if he could understand what he said. understand.

I am afraid that he will understand, but also afraid that he will not understand.

But Yu Qiu didn't speak, and Zuo Lu continued: "Grandpa told me secretly that he was afraid that grandma would not suffer because when he was young, grandma had suffered too much with him. Later grandma said that she did it willingly." .”

Yu Qiu finally came to his senses, smiled and patted Zuo Lu's head, "You are still young, if you meet someone you are willing to accompany her for the rest of your life, you don't need brother to accompany you."

It's not that Yu Qiu doesn't understand, it's that he can't understand.

Zuo Lu was a little sad, and it showed on his face.Yu Qiu looked at it, as if his heart had been caught, and couldn't help thinking, will Zuo Lu show such an expression for others in the future?

can you?

Yes.He thought so, also lost.

Yu Qiu continued to look at his other paintings. The scenery was indeed quite beautiful, and Zuo Lu's paintings were also quite good, but they were lacking.

"Did you only draw these two pictures in a long day?" I turned around and found that there was only one landscape picture besides the old couple's. Are you ready?

Zuo Lu nodded with a guilty conscience, "I couldn't calm down at first, and the painting wasn't very good, so I didn't finish the painting, and the finished product is only these two."

Yu Qiu had no doubts about Zuo Lu, so he didn't pay attention to Zuo Lu's expression, and he didn't know much about it, so he didn't ask any more questions.

After returning home in the morning, Zuo Lu washed, changed his clothes, and took a rest. Zuo Lu may have taken up bed. He didn't sleep well last night. After eating at noon, he started to catch up on sleep. When he woke up, it was already dark.

When Zuo Lu woke up, Yu Qiu was beside him, this feeling was very reassuring.

"Little deer." Yu Qiu called him over.

Zuo Lu obediently sat next to Yu Qiu.

"I think you need a lot of space for painting now. My sister's room is big, why don't you go to that room?"

Zuo Lu's eyes instantly looked extremely disappointed, even filled with tears, which might erupt at any time.

Yu Qiu couldn't see this the most.

"What's the matter? It's..." But Yu Qiu found that he couldn't even say the rest, how would he face Zuo Lu?

"Brother, I..."

Suddenly, the room was completely dark, and Yu Qiu remembered that the community had left a power outage notice posted, because he was not at home yesterday, and he took a quick look at it today, and forgot about it.

But I also know that Zuo Lu is afraid of the dark, so I prepared candles at home.

After the room got dark, Zuo Lu subconsciously slipped into Yu Qiu's arms, and Yu Qiu comforted him softly, "Don't be afraid, I'll get the candle, you wait here for me."

Zuo Lu grabbed him even tighter, "No, brother, don't go." Yu Qiu could feel his trembling.

"I won't go, I won't go."

There was no way, the candle was outside, Zuo Lu couldn't leave Yu Qiu, so Yu Qiu could only wrap his arms around him, gently comforting his anxiety.I also think that when I find time, I should ask my eldest sister about Zuo Lu.

Fortunately, there is still moonlight outside the window, so it is not impossible to see nothing in the house.

After the power outage, Yu Qiu put the matter of the room aside, thinking that Zuo Lu was so afraid of the dark, what would happen if he was allowed to stay in this room by himself.

Before he came, he remembered that Zuo Lu lived with his eldest sister, so it must be because Zuo Lu is afraid of the dark at night.

He suddenly thought that after sleeping in separate beds, Zuo Lu often turned over. It must be because he was so scared that he couldn't sleep well. For a moment, he felt guilty all over his body, as if he had thrown Zuo Lu into the darkness again.

"I'm sorry, little deer." Yu Qiu pulled him into his arms deeply, afraid that if he let go of Zuo Lu, he would fall into the darkness again.

Zuo Lu couldn't hear Yu Qiu's words clearly, he just instinctively wanted to hug him tightly, he knew very well that after tonight he would not be able to hug Yu Qiu like this again.

He is not stupid, he understands everything.

Zuo Lu grabbed Yu Qiu's clothes tightly, even wanting to rub them into his body.But he also understands that he can no longer rely on Yu Qiu like this, otherwise he will be unable to extricate himself.

Yu Qiu let Zuo Lu's tears wet his clothes, he couldn't bear it, but...

Yu Qiu is not afraid that if he becomes a homosexual, someone will poke his back, but he doesn't want Zuo Lu to be like this.The damage he brought to Zuo Lu in the previous life was enough, much more than enough.

In this life, forget it.

Yu Qiu didn't know when, he became timid, it was such a fear, afraid of everything that would happen in the future.He can't afford to lose.

Zuo Lu is still young, he can still guide him, although it is difficult to let go, but what should come will always come.

The electricity went out for one night, and Yu Qiu hugged Zuo Lu to sleep. It should be the best night of sleep for the two of them in recent years.

Yu Qiu woke up first in the morning, and the lights were still on, maintaining the original state of last night.Zuo Lu hugged him tightly, Yu Qiu knew that this was a symbol of insecurity.

When he moved slightly, Zuo Lu woke up, his eyes were a little swollen, it was because he didn't wash his face with water after crying last night.

"Get up, go wash your face, no, I will apply ice cubes to you, and you have to go to class today."

What happened last night, the two of them tacitly stopped mentioning it, as if they had made an agreement with each other, the relationship was still the same as before, but there were many things that they couldn't say anymore.

After sending Zuo Lu to school as usual, Yu Qiu went to the classroom. He usually got on well with his classmates, but he didn't get to know Lin Yushu well with anyone.

Only then did he dare to take out the information Xia Junyao gave, and he didn't have time to read it at home.

To him, Ying Ruiming has always been an accomplice.

The information records some property accesses and exits of the Ying Group, but there is no clue. It must be that Xia Junyao hasn't found out the details yet.

The first few pages were indeed like this, but looking at the back, Yu Qiu frowned.

"How could it be..." Yu Qiu murmured to himself in a low voice, Xiao Jing came before he finished watching, Yu Qiu hurriedly put away the things in his hand, and even relaxed his frowning brows, everything was like this□□ seamless.

Yu Qiu was flipping through an English exercise book, and the handwriting on it was neat and orderly, which was totally different from what he had done before.

"Xiao Qiu." Xiao Jing came in to look for Yu Qiu, and the girls around seemed a little restless.

Yu Qiu thought: Why didn't I think they were so annoying before, they are not as good as Xiao Lu...

Before he finished thinking, he was startled, how could he come up with such an idea?

"Brother Xiao, why are you here?" But he didn't show it on his face, and asked with a slight smile.

"Uncle asked me to tell you that there is a party at home on Saturday, and we will attend together, and he will introduce you to Hui's family."

Yu Qiu thought, this is really funny, who in the Ying family doesn't know him?It's just a joke.

But he replied with his mouth: "Alright."

Xiao Jing was very happy and felt that the relationship between Yu Qiu and Ying Ruiming had improved, "Well then, shall I pick you up then?"

"Brother Xiao, why bother, tell me the address, and I'll go by myself."

"No trouble, I'll pick you up."

"Okay. Sorry to trouble you, Brother Xiao."

Xiao Jing lowered his eyes, he had told Yu Qiu before that he should not be born like this, but now his words are really harsh to his ears.

In the end, he still smiled, "I'll go back first."

Yu Qiu nodded.

After Xiao Jing left, Yu Qiu took out the documents again, and carefully confirmed the information on them. He didn't put away the things carefully until the surrounding air dropped a few degrees.

However, he was looking forward to the weekend gathering. He was very curious about how Ying Ruiming would introduce him to others.

There may be a fierce battle with the Ying family, Zuo Lu... When necessary, it would be better to send Zuo Lu to live in school, there are many things that Zuo Lu should not be involved in.

During lunch, Lin Yushu came to Yu Qiu mysteriously, very suspicious.But the most suspicious thing was that he didn't go to Chen Yun for dinner, but Yu Qiu.

"What about the mysterious one? What about Chen Yun, it's rare that you're not clinging to others."

Lin Yushu looked around again, and then whispered: "Chen Yun's birthday is next month, you have to come to attend."

"You don't have to inform me so early about next month."

"It's definitely not just to inform you, I want to confess my love to her..." Lin Yushu's ears were a little red, which is rare.

"Then I can't help you either." Yu Qiu took a bite of his meal, thinking to himself that he really couldn't help you with this matter.

Not to mention that he doesn't have any experience now, even in his last life, he didn't spend all his time preparing a confession carefully.

No, it seems to have been.Yu Qiu suddenly remembered something.