Black Powder Monologue Diary

Chapter 57 56 Past

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After the turmoil of the photo passed, Lin Yu and Ji Shanye separated for a while.This was not their original plan, but because of the exposure, Ji Shanye had invisibly increased a lot of internal communication meetings with the company. Lin Yu didn't know what they were discussing, only that Ji Shanye suddenly became very busy.

There were more things to do in school. After Lin Yu returned, he was busy with making reports and doing research every day, and there was very little rest time. Naturally, he couldn't talk about sending messages and chatting with Ji Shanye like before.

He felt that he and Ji Shanye seemed a little cold, but he didn't know how to break this deadlock.

In mid-February, Lin Yu suddenly fainted in the laboratory.Frightened several classmates around him, hurriedly sent him to the school infirmary, and woke up after three hours.

The doctor said that there is no big problem, maybe it is too tired.But it is still recommended that he go to the hospital for a specific examination.

Lin Yu recalled what happened before he fainted.There's nothing special about it, but he doesn't seem to be too tired. He's been sleeping a lot lately, but he has a lot of dreams, and occasionally some scenes from the past will appear.

He didn't care until he saw his mom that afternoon.Only then did he realize that things were more serious than he had imagined.

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Lin Yu was actually very surprised that his mother came to see him at school.

Because his mother has never traveled far, she is afraid to go out and is always at home.When Lin Yu met her, he always went to her place. He didn't want to trouble her.

But she came to the school to see him this day, in the teaching downstairs of the school.

"How are you doing here?" she asked.

Lin Yu said, "I'm doing well."

"Why did you come here?" He was a little worried, and couldn't help but think of some bad things, so he hurriedly asked, "Did something happen at home? Or—Lin Suzheng——"

She smiled and waved her hand: "No." She said, "Don't worry, it's nothing. I just missed you, so I came to see you."

Lin Yu said, "Where's your child? Is he at home? Does it matter if you come out?"

"It's okay," she said.

Lin Yu followed her to the outside of the school: "I'll take you to have a meal first. What do you want to eat?"

"Anything is fine." She just looked at him.

On the way, Lin Yu ran into Meng Tianhe.He greeted himself, and Lin Yu stopped and agreed.

"Going out?" Meng Tianhe asked.

"Well, go out to eat."

His mother asked him, "Is this your classmate?"

Lin Yu turned his head and smiled: "Well, it's my classmate."

He turned around to look at Meng Tianhe, Meng Tianhe seemed a little surprised, and remained silent for a while.

After a long time, Meng Tianhe said: "Who are you talking to?"

Lin Yu introduced to him: "This is my mother, she came to see me at school."

Meng Tianhe seemed even more surprised, he looked at himself with a suspicious look.He said softly, "Is there no one next to you?"

Lin Yu stood still in place.The campus, which was lively and noisy just now, suddenly became silent.This kind of quietness was so strange that both of them were extremely flustered.

Lin Yu turned his head to look at his side, but there was no one there.

"Lin Yu?" Meng Tianhe called him.

Lin Yu's hands were shaking violently, and his heart was beating like it was about to explode. He felt that his legs and feet were weak and he could hardly stand up. When he was about to fall, it was Meng Tianhe who supported him.

"I'll take you to the hospital." Lin Yu's face was frighteningly pale, and Meng Tianhe was very worried.

Lin Yu gasped for breath, and his eyes turned black.He clenched his palm tightly, but he couldn't hold it anymore and fainted.

The second before he lost consciousness, Lin Yu suddenly realized that maybe the belief he had insisted on for a long time did not exist at all.

He no longer has a mother.

His mother had already died in the case that determined his life.

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Lin Yu recalled that night in the past when he was drowsy.

That day, when Lin Suzheng came back drunk, he did beat him.He thought he fainted for a while, but he just forgot that his mother actually came that night.

At that time, she and Lin Suzheng had just divorced not long ago, and she couldn't bear to part with herself, so she secretly came back to watch.In the end, he heard the sound of himself being beaten outside the door.

Lin Suzheng opened the door, and she rushed in to protect him.Lin Yu looked at his mother's face in a daze, tears were all over her face, she seemed to be saying something with her mouth open, but Lin Yu couldn't hear clearly.

Mom was dragged away, and the movie was still playing on the TV. There should be sound, but Lin Yu couldn't hear anything.He lay on the ground only to see his mother being strangled by Lin Suzheng.

Mom looked in pain, she couldn't seem to breathe.Lin Yu crawled desperately on the ground, trying to help her.But in the next second, the knife in Lin Suzheng's hand was inserted into his mother's body.

Blood spread on the ground.

It was like a still picture, permanently depriving Lin Yu of all perception of that night.He forgot how his father came over, and how the knife was inserted into his body afterwards.

Memories of the injury that night were fragmented, fragmented.Lin Yu only selectively remembered the scene of his injury.

He forgot that his mother died at the hands of Lin Suzheng that night.