my private life

Chapter 24 Debunking Lies

Liu Qingyan became more obedient when she came back from Shenzhen. She went home on time every night and hugged the computer after dinner.

I asked her about her job report, and she said calmly that the headquarters was quite satisfied with her work for more than a year.

"That Mr. Li should be able to speak for you. She came to Beijing to play and you worked so hard to accompany her." It is very important to be with the right person in the workplace, and I think Liu Qingyan will never give up the opportunity to climb high easily.

She smiled noncommittally, and responded lightly, "It's okay."

Because the company's three stores in Beijing have been chartered as hotels for foreign guests in the Olympic Games, and there is no holiday this year for the Spring Festival, I will go to the Beijing Hotel to study before conducting special training for the employees of these three stores.

Years ago, I was talking to my mother, and when she heard that I would not go home for the New Year, she said, "Your wings are so hard, you leave your parents alone, but you are fascinated by that goblin."

After more than a year of quarreling, my mother's attitude has eased, and she no longer asks my personal questions, but she never asks Liu Qingyan every time, as if she does not exist.

Now she attributes the reason why I can't go home to Liu Qingyan, and I don't want to explain too much, I just repeat it calmly, I am busy with work and don't have a holiday.

My mother turned a deaf ear to my explanation, "If you have the ability, you should never come back to see my mother!"

I sighed helplessly, changed the topic, and told her that I also bought clothes for their elders, and asked a fellow in Beijing to take them home along the way.

My mother knew that I was still thinking about them, so she stopped nagging and asked me to take care of myself.

I was quite happy at the time, thinking that maybe one day when my mother figured it out, she would acquiesce that Liu Qingyan is a member of our family.At that time, I can bring my daughter-in-law home to reunite with my parents.

In the evening, I reported the phone call with my mother to Liu Qingyan.She didn't say a word about my fantasies, staring at the computer in a daze.

Recently, she often looks so preoccupied. I asked her several times if she encountered any difficulties at work.She shook her head whenever she cared about me.

"Then why are you always in a daze, what are you thinking about?" I looked at her strangely, "Just tell me if you have something to say. Do you think our life is boring? When I am busy with the Olympics and go shopping with you for beauty treatment, we will You can go on a trip." Seeing her unhappy, I feel distressed and guilty.

She finally raised her head and smiled at me, "You are busy with your work, I am fine." A trace of loneliness flashed in her eyes.

"Why don't I come back early tomorrow night, let's go to the bar." I wanted to go forward and hug her, but she avoided my hand.

"I said I'm fine, why have you become so annoying?" She was a little impatient, obviously because I interrupted her meditation.

I didn't dare to talk any more, and sat back in front of my notebook listlessly, reviewing the training content during the day.

During the Spring Festival, Liu Qingyan returned to Shaoxing by himself.Originally, she planned to stay at home for four or five days and come back to accompany me, but when the fifth day came, she called me and told me that her mother was not feeling well and she could not come back immediately.

I am naturally very lonely without my daughter-in-law to accompany me, but her mother's health is more important. I told her not to hurry back and take good care of the elderly at home.

In those few days, it was probably because her mother's physical condition upset her, and she was not in the mood to chat with me, and we rarely talked on the phone.Even if I take the initiative to call, she can't answer immediately, and it will always take a while to get back to me. Sometimes it's just a text message with these few words.

One night she actually turned off the phone, which made me anxious, wondering if Mama Liu's condition was getting worse.

The next morning when I opened my eyes, I took out my phone and tried to dial it, but it was still turned off.I hesitated whether to call her family or Fu Yuhong to ask about the situation.

After I washed up, Liu Qingyan called. She seemed to have just woken up, her voice was very lazy, "The phone ran out of battery last night, I forgot to tell you. My mother has nothing to do, I will go back the day after tomorrow."

"Then I'll pick you up at the airport." I was a little excited to see my wife.

But Liu Qingyan said in a stern voice, "Why pick me up, aren't you very busy, go to your work, and we can meet when we get back."

I was really busy, so I gave up after thinking about it.

At that stage, I didn't need to go on a business trip, and I was fully responsible for the special training for the staff of the three stores in Beijing to receive foreign guests.Although I don’t have to travel on business, I don’t even rest on Saturdays and Sundays. My whole person is in a state of high tension every day. All I think about are the details of various appearances and postures, as well as the living habits of guests from some countries. Sometimes a tiny spot is missed.

When I got home at night, I seemed to be falling apart, and I didn't even have the interest to talk, so I just wanted to go to bed quickly.

This naturally left out the daughter-in-law.Liu Qingyan has no complaints about my busyness, she is more keen on surfing the Internet.I saw that she was often chatting with a person named Xinjingrushui on the Internet.

"Who is this person?" I have seen this name too many times, and I can't be as calm as water.

Liu Qingyan immediately heard my jealousy, and clicked on the webpage to show me, "A colleague, this is not still in my colleague column. Do you want to check the chat history?" Her tone was very disdainful.

Of course I can't look through her chat records, I still feel a little displeased, why are you so nervous, don't I just ask casually.

At the end of March, Liu Qingyan flew to the Shenzhen headquarters for a meeting.After she came back, she became even more depressed. We stayed in front of our notebooks at night and talked less and less.The most talked about in a day is, what to eat, I am tired and go to bed.

Lying on the bed one day, Liu Qingyan suddenly said to me, "Fanfan, I want to talk to you."

I was so sleepy that I didn't even want to tear my eyes away. I thought she was complaining about the feeling of being with me like a left hand holding a right hand, so I didn't pay attention to it and just snorted.

After waiting for a long time, she didn't speak. I opened my eyes and saw her leaning against the head of the bed, smoking a cigarette, staring blankly ahead.

"What's the matter with you? You don't want to talk, why don't you talk?" I reached out and stroked her thigh, "Daughter-in-law, I know that I have neglected you these days, and I will make up for it twice when I am busy." I tried not to type Breathing.

She snuffed out the cigarette butt with a wry smile, "Let's talk about it when you're free." Then she retracted into the quilt.

I hugged her and comforted her, "I see that you are not very happy recently, do you want to develop in Shenzhen? Don't worry, I will accompany you wherever you go." I kissed her.

She sighed slightly after hearing this, "I'm sleepy too. Let's talk about these things later."

I felt that the relationship between us was getting colder and colder. At that time, I just wanted to bear it. After August, I will definitely talk to her. Even if she wants to go to Shenzhen, I will support her.Our life will be the same as before, although plain but also warm.

I originally planned to wait for the end of this magnificent Olympic Games to take my annual leave and take Liu Qingyan out for a trip.But I never dreamed that before the Olympic Games, she and I would turn from lovers to enemies.

Just one month after Liu Qingyan came back from Shenzhen, Fu Yuhong called me and asked if I could get her tickets for the opening ceremony of the Olympic Games. She planned to come to Beijing and helped her book a hotel.

Tickets for the Olympics are really hard to come by, and even if the hotel is full, I can help her out. "Recently, is your aunt healthy?" I asked casually.

"My aunt's body has always been very strong, what's the matter?" Fu Yuhong seemed to be asking me strangely, "Miss Xiaoqing went to Shenzhen on the fifth day of the Spring Festival, and my aunt stayed at my house for two days. I'm taking care of the kids."

what? What?Liu Qingyan went to Shenzhen privately on the fifth day of the lunar new year? !I was stunned by this news. For a moment, I felt a cold wind rushing down my scalp and spine to the soles of my feet. I held my phone stiffly and didn't speak for a long time. "Miss Xiaoqing really plans to go to Shenzhen to develop? I think she seems to be very interested there. Are you..."

My mind was so confused that I didn't listen to a word of what she said later.Liu Qingyan actually ran to Shenzhen behind my back. If it was about work, would she be able to lie?

No wonder she couldn't answer my calls right away in those few days, because it was inconvenient for her to have someone around her.No wonder she refused in such a panic when I asked to pick up the plane.

After chatting with Fu Yuhong for a few more words, I hung up the phone.Some details of the past slowly surfaced in my mind. I was so caring towards Mr. Li Liu Qingyan, but my attitude towards me became more and more indifferent.I chat online every day, and I don’t even play mahjong, which I used to be keen on.Did she go to Shenzhen to meet Vice President Li, or someone else?

That time she stayed in Shenzhen for a week, and soon after she came back, she went to a meeting for five days.With so many trips to the city that attracted her attention, it seemed that something was wrong.

I can't accept the assumption that Liu Qingyan will cheat, but it is an indisputable fact that she lied to me.

I am distraught.When I got home at night, I stared at her several times and wanted to ask why she lied to me.But when the words came to my lips, I forcibly swallowed them back.

If she wanted to tell me, she should have made it clear long ago, and she didn't have to wait for me to expose it.Besides, since she can tell a lie once, why can't she use more lies to complete the previous lie?Even if she doesn't lie, will I still believe her words?If she said that she just went to Shenzhen to date someone, what should our relationship do?

I couldn't bear the obvious results.At that time, I still held a glimmer of hope, hoping that she was just a momentary impulse, and we would continue to live together.I naively waited for her to take the initiative to explain to me. Didn't she say that she wanted to talk about it? She must have wanted to talk about her going to Shenzhen at that time.

I didn't speak all night, and Liu Qingyan seemed to have noticed my abnormality, she finally looked away from the computer screen, "What's wrong with you? You didn't speak all night."

I watched her question slide to her mouth again, but I just said lightly, "It's nothing, I'm tired and I'm going to sleep first."

I lay in bed looking at the ceiling but couldn't fall asleep.Is this the end of our nearly five years of life?How can I accept it willingly.

Liu Qingyan may have sensed my indifference, she quickly washed up and went to bed. "What's the matter with you?" she asked, looking sideways at me.

"Fu Yuhong called today, and she said that your mother has always been in good health, and she didn't get sick during the Spring Festival." I finally couldn't help but speak out what was in my heart, but I didn't mention her going to Shenzhen.She is a smart person, and she should take the initiative to speak up.

Liu Qingyan actually smiled, "Are you angry because I lied to you? Just ignore me all night."

I didn't speak and waited for her further explanation. "Hey, I had to lie because I was worried about you. I went to Shanghai. Xiaomei took the child with her, and she couldn't handle some things by herself. Call me, I can't help , but I was worried that you would doubt me, so I told my family to go to Shenzhen for a business trip."

Is it really as simple as she said?I stared at her suspiciously. It is said that Liu Qingyan should be a decisive person. If she had an affair, she would definitely not maintain a relationship with me.

"You don't believe me?" Liu Qingyan sighed with a wry smile, "I knew the result would be like this. You don't trust me anymore."

It seems that I was wrong.I also sighed helplessly, "It's not that I don't trust you. I'm so afraid that I will lose you."

She hugged me and coaxed me, "Don't worry, I won't hide anything from you in the future."

But this time I really didn't believe her words.