my private life

Chapter 25 The Truth Comes Out

Just a week after Liu Qingyan's lies were exposed, she actually proposed to go to Shenzhen again.

I can't fully believe her explanation last time, but as long as she doesn't propose to break up, I still hold out hope that we can work together to make changes and get back the good and warm feeling before.

Otherwise, don't say that Liu Qingyan will get tired of such an ordinary life sooner or later, and I will also be tortured crazy by my suspicion of her.

I went home early on Friday to talk to her.Liu Qingyan came home earlier than me, and she was packing her luggage. "What are you doing?" I looked at her in surprise.

Ever since I found out that she was lying, Liu Qingyan became more polite, "Fanfan, I'm going on a business trip. I just got the notice in the afternoon, and I haven't had time to tell you." She didn't look at me, and lowered her head to organize her things.

"Are you going to Shenzhen again?" Seeing her nodding silently, I couldn't help showing some sarcasm in my tone, "It seems that you are really busy as an administrative manager, and you have to go on a business trip on weekends, no wonder that Vice President Li is so optimistic about you .”

She raised her head and looked at me with innocent eyes, "I can't help it, why don't you go with me?" She smiled helplessly with the corners of her mouth curled up.

She knew that I would not be able to rest for the last six days, so she said this.I smiled wryly, and in the past, if she was really on a business trip, I treated her with such a contemptuous attitude, she would have premature hair.But now she puts on a helpless look like an adult who doesn't remember the villain's mistakes, which annoys me even more.It really seemed like I was being vexatious and she was just an innocent victim.

We were both silent afterwards, and the room was filled with an atmosphere of helplessness and alienation.She packed her luggage, put on her clothes and said in a low voice, "I'm leaving."

Maybe it was me who was sad, and I felt that there was obvious sadness in her whisper, as if she was saying goodbye to me for the last time, and suddenly I felt very sad. I walked up to her and hugged her, "Wife, I will wait You go home." My eyes were moist.

Liu Qingyan seemed to want to say something, but he just squeezed out a smile and kissed me, then turned around and walked out with his luggage.

"I'll take you to a taxi." I blinked quickly, controlled my hopeless tears, and picked up her luggage.

Liu Qingyan stopped suddenly, raised her face and looked at me stupidly, her eyes were shining strangely, and the corners of her mouth squirmed.

I thought she was going to say something emotional, but she just sighed softly, "Take care of yourself at home." Then her expression became indifferent.

After sending her away, I didn't go home immediately, and wandered alone on the street.I don't want to go back to an empty room, for fear I'll be lost in endless thoughts.

I asked myself, if Liu Qingyan went to Shenzhen to meet her lover, but she didn't want to break up with me yet, would I be able to bear the humiliation of being a bastard?

My answer even surprised me. For the five years of relationship, as long as she doesn't do too much, I will pretend that I don't know anything, and wait for her to change her mind.I can't lose her.

I waited for her to come back amidst such suspicion and sadness.After Liu Qingyan came back, she suddenly seemed to be a different person. She seemed to have encountered some happy event, and she always looked happy, and she began to pay attention to dressing again. She no longer always wore a uniform when she went out in the morning, but stood in the dressing mirror. In front of it, I have to draw eyebrows and apply lipstick, and then I have to put on beautiful clothes.

"Why have I never seen this dress before? When did you buy it?" I stood behind her and looked at the person in the mirror.

She hesitated for a while, and said apologetically, "I bought it in Shenzhen this time."

I was stunned, and now she doesn't tell me many things. "Does it look good?" She noticed my disappointment and immediately asked with a smile, "I was worried that the neckline was too low, so I never dared to wear it."

"It looks good." I drove away the displeasure in my heart and kissed her hair. "My daughter-in-law is getting more and more beautiful."

That night, she turned off the computer early, and took the initiative to pester me to make out after washing up.This is a rare move in the past six months.

I was moved and ashamed of what Liu Qingyan had done. She was making changes for us, but I still had a heart for her lies.

Once she was sitting on the sofa, she didn't know what she thought of, and there was a sweet smile on her face, "Daughter-in-law, tell me something happy." I was also infected by her joy, laughing Sit down next to her.

If I really wronged her before, I would like to apologize to her for my lack of tolerance and live a good life with her.

"Nothing to be happy about?" Liu Qingyan put away her smile and looked at me in surprise.

I thought she was still angry with me, so I held her hand and said in a begging tone, "Daughter-in-law, you must have something good in your heart. You smiled so beautifully just now. Don't ignore me, tell me."

"Did I laugh just now? Why didn't I feel it?" She didn't care about my coquetry, and glanced at my face coldly, "I have nothing I didn't tell you. I'm going to take a shower."

I was both embarrassed and baffled.Her smile and attire seemed to have nothing to do with me.

Entering June, my training work in Beijing is finally over.I hoped that the company would give me a few days off, but I was notified immediately that a new store opened in Shenyang, hoping to open before the Olympics, and staff training was urgently needed.

Several colleagues in the training department are out of town now, so I can only go there in person.I'm tired of traveling so much now.

The night before I left, I wanted to make out with Liu Qingyan.But she sat in front of her notebook and typed quickly, completely ignoring my hints to her.

"Daughter-in-law, I'm going on a business trip tomorrow, let's go to bed early." I sat down and accidentally saw her chatting with "Calm Like Water" again.

She closed the webpage, turned her head and looked at me blankly, "Go to sleep. Oh, what time is your flight tomorrow?" She suddenly said as if she had just heard my words, "I forgot, you have to help me Book a room, the headquarter boss will come the day after tomorrow.”

It's not yet August, and the beds in Beijing's star-rated and above hotels have begun to be tight.I didn't ask if it was that Vice President Li again, but after asking about the standard of the room, I called a hotel manager I knew well, booked a business room for her, and then went back to the bedroom to sleep.

I didn't even know when she went to bed that night.

During the three days in Shenyang, I often felt upset and restless.I also absent-mindedly deal with the training work that was always full of passion in the past.I know that Liu Qingyan, the boss who came to Beijing, made me "concerned".

Every night, we still talk on the phone, but now it’s just a few lukewarm greetings, how do you eat? Is it raining in Shenyang? Beijing is getting hotter and hotter. I can say these words to anyone I know .

Maybe it was because I was suspicious, but every time I heard her say good night, I always felt a sense of relief from her.

The hotel is eager to seize the time to open, and does not take the training work seriously.The manager personally approached me to request that the five day training be shortened to three days.

I was also full of thoughts, so I took the opportunity to agree to his request.As soon as the training was over, I booked a plane ticket and flew back to Beijing that day.For some reason, I didn't tell Liu Qingyan that I was going back.

It happened to be a Saturday and I thought she would be home.It was already 8 o'clock in the evening when I got home, but I didn't see her figure.I called her and asked where she was.

The phone rang for a long time before she picked it up. "Where can I be? At home. When will you come back?" Liu Qingyan's voice sounded careless.

I was about to say that I had gone home, but when I heard that she was lying again, I felt indignant in my heart, and my anger burst out uncontrollably.Which of the words she said to me these days is true!

I tried my best to restrain my emotions, chatted with her a few words and then hung up.Then I called the front desk of the hotel where the boss Liu Qingyan lived without thinking about it.

Not only did I learn that there were two ladies living in the room at all times, but I also learned the exact number of the room.I took a taxi to the hotel. I wanted to see what kind of woman this Vice President Li was, who attracted Liu Qingyan so much.

In fact, I am not completely sure that Liu Qingyan is one of the two ladies, and the other is Vice President Li—the room was booked in the name of Liu Qingyan, let alone that she and Li What happened to the vice president.

But sitting in the taxi, I was suddenly extremely excited, as if I had been waiting for this day, the moment when all the lies were exposed.

Afterwards, when I thought about what happened that night, I realized that in my heart, I had long believed that she had cheated.It's just that I have been deceiving myself and others, unwilling and afraid to face such a cruel ending.I subconsciously wanted something to happen so that things would come to light, and I would no longer have to live in a fog of suspicion, and our relationship wouldn't need to be lukewarm and directionless.

I took the elevator directly to Liu Qingyan's room.When I raised my hand to knock on the door, I could feel my heart beating wildly.If I guess wrong, the consequences will be unimaginable, Liu Qingyan will never forgive my recklessness.

But I seemed to be bewitched, my mind was confused or blank, and I seemed to be out of my control.

After knocking for a long time, a female voice came from inside, "Who is it?" It was not Liu Qingyan's voice.

Before I could pretend to be a waiter, the door in front of me suddenly opened.The surprised woman in pajamas looked at me, "Who are you looking for?"

I didn't even bother to see what she looked like, so I pushed her away and walked inside.

"Hey, who are you, what are you doing!" With the panicked voice behind him, Liu Qingyan, who was lying on the bed, seemed to want to sit up when he heard the movement.

She also looked terrified when she saw me, and she instinctively covered the quilt on her chest with her hands, "You, what are you..." She may have realized what happened, and instead of asking any further questions, she immediately used a very ashamed and angry look look at me.

The fact that I least want to dare to see is right in front of me.All the evil fires rushed to my forehead, I completely lost my mind, I rushed up and lifted the quilt off Liu Qingyan's body, at the moment her white naked body flashed in front of my eyes, my other hand He has already slapped her face heavily.

"This is the price you pay for lying." I shouted at the top of my lungs, raising my hand to shake it off again.

The woman behind me tore at me, "You are crazy, how can you hit a woman!"

Liu Qingyan shrank her body and whispered, "Don't hit me in the face." Her voice was surprisingly calm, and my hand stopped in midair.

Only then did I see clearly that she was naked, and the left cheek was red.I seemed to have lost all my strength at once, and my arms hung down limply.Our eyes met, and we no longer had the kind of tenderness that made us fall in love with each other, but our eyes were filled with sadness, shame and anger.

It's time to end together.Five years of love in exchange for a successful rape. "Why is this?" I murmured.Rather than asking her, I'm asking myself.

No one in the room spoke at once.The woman probably understood what was going on, she stood there without saying a word.

Liu Qingyan quickly regained his composure and quickly put on his clothes. "Let's go home first." She walked out without looking at anyone.

I followed her nonchalantly out of the hotel.As soon as I walked out of the hotel gate, I suddenly realized that my sky had collapsed, something in my body seemed to be pulled away suddenly, and my legs softened and I squatted down.

I heard a long howl full of infinite sorrow, that sound came from my body.