my private life

Chapter 19 Change Your Mind

The exam will be in two weeks after New Year's Day. In order to let myself relax on New Year's Day, I started to seize the time to review my homework before Xia Jingyi came to Beijing.

Xia Jingyi booked a ticket for the afternoon before New Year's Day.She asked me for an ic phone number of the school. She got off the plane and found a hotel, that is, one hour after getting off the plane, she would call this number.

On this day, all classes are holding a New Year's Gala, especially our freshmen, who are celebrating New Year's Day in college for the first time, and they have started preparations early.The party in our class starts at 8:[-] pm and will last until around [-]:[-] pm. For dinner, bread, ham, sausage and fruit are prepared for everyone.The counselor repeatedly emphasized that no one can ask for leave, but when it was almost five o'clock, I couldn't sit still, so I went to the bathroom and sneaked out.

In the cold wind, a person stood by the phone booth waiting for my call.After waiting for more than 40 minutes, I finally got her call.I took the bus to find her according to the hotel address she told me.

When I saw her, I threw myself into her arms before the door could be closed, "I miss you." After I finished speaking loudly, I took advantage of the opportunity to kiss her.

"Ah, it's so cold!" She dodged her head back, held my face in both hands, and said distressedly, "It's all red from the cold."

I didn't bother to tell her that I had been outside for nearly two hours, so I pushed off the cotton coat and rushed into the bathroom, washed my hands and sat beside her, never wanting to leave her.

I wrapped one arm around her waist, touched her face with the other hand, and touched her breasts that were made more plump by wearing a tight sweater, or I grabbed her hand and kissed her, and then leaned my head against her. On her shoulders, he rubbed his mouth against her neck.

"Miss me?" She didn't reject my affectionate gesture, she tilted her head and looked at me with a smile.

I nodded slightly, and only said two words softly, "I miss her so much." These days, I think about her every day, and I look forward to going home early every day.I have imagined the exciting scene after meeting at home countless times, and I will have a lot to say to her, but at this moment, I prefer to lean quietly by her side like this.I think we should all know how to miss each other.

We were getting bored when her cell phone rang, breaking the silence in the room.She was standing in front of the window with her mobile phone in her hand, and she was more listening to the other party. She just replied briefly after a while, "Well, I know, okay."

She hung up the phone and said to me, "I have something to do when I go out, so you stay alone first, don't open the door to anyone easily, and wait for me to come back."

Didn't she come to Beijing just to visit me? "It's late at night, what are you going to do?" I was a little disappointed.

"I'm going to meet a friend, and I'll be back in a while." She put on her black fur coat and hurried into the bathroom again.

I followed her, watched her straighten her hair, and asked curiously and disapprovingly, "Dating someone?" My first thought was her ex-girlfriend.

She glanced at me quickly, "Don't inquire about my affairs in the future, I will not hide what I should tell you." She squeezed past me, opened the door and left.

I looked at the door in front of me and couldn't recover for a while.In order to meet her, I took the risk of being named and criticized by the counselor, waiting for her in the cold wind for so long.But she left me without saying a word, and went to meet some friends.

I sat on the edge of the bed and stared at the TV, but I was thinking about her.I feel humbled in front of her, but it doesn't mean I'm dull.Obviously, the purpose of her coming to Beijing was not to see me.

If it's a business trip, why can't she let me know the purpose of her coming to Beijing, besides, ordinary business trips would not be chosen on New Year's Day, everyone will have a holiday tomorrow.

Since I went to school, I feel more and more the gap between myself and her.I admit that I am not yet capable of being her financial and spiritual support, but she can tell me straightforwardly what I should do, and I can't just be arbitrary like this.

For me, falling in love also requires a learning process.I am willing to accept her guidance, just like I did in bed.But she seems to be getting impatient with me and doesn't care much.

I didn't go out to eat at night, because I was not in the mood, and I didn't have a room key, and I was afraid that the waiter wouldn't open the door for me when I came back.

She didn't come back until very late.I have already taken a shower and got into bed, leaning on the head of the bed to watch TV dramas.She opened the door with her own key. She entered the room and stood by the bed undressing. I didn't speak.

"Are you tired of waiting?" She probably saw my indifference, so she sat down and kissed my cheek, "Oh, the little villain is angry again?"

"No." I muttered in a low voice, thinking to myself, who am I to be you, I have no right to be angry, but would you care if I was angry?

She pinched my chin with two fingers and asked me to raise my face, "You are a little villain and a little idiot, you can't lie. You are not angry yet, you must have scolded me all night." Then she smiled half a smile stared at me for a while.Seeing it made me lose my confidence, and I felt that I shouldn't hold on like this anymore, so I just let it go.

"No." This is also the first time for me to openly express my dissatisfaction, how dare I scold her in my heart. "Didn't you say that you will reward me when I get home, you must honor it." I pursed my lips and rolled my eyes pretending to be displeased.

She pursed her lips and smiled, with disdain written all over her face, meaning "huh, I knew what you wanted to do", but she didn't know what she remembered, and suddenly said seriously, "You can't just go to me when you go back , I will call you when the time comes."

My mood just getting better was hit to the bottom by her sudden words, and it took me a long time to react, "Does that mean I can't go to your house every day in the future? Why? You don't like me anymore?" I waited for her to come, Is she the one to tell me the news?I looked up and stared straight at her, hoping to find answers in her face.

She also looked at me and shook her head, as if I was hopelessly stupid, "Why are you always guessing, it has nothing to do with whether I like you or not. I live in the family area of ​​the hospital, going in and out We are all acquaintances, and we cannot let others know about our relationship." She spoke with confidence.

I also understand that what she said makes sense, but I just couldn't turn the corner for a while, "I'm just guessing. If you tell me everything about yourself, am I still worthy of guessing?" Dare to argue with her.I can't let her treat me like a child all the time.

"What am I telling you? We each have our own lives, so there's no need to know a lot, right?" She seemed to be impatient, her face pulled down.

Based on my understanding at the time, I interpreted her words as, we live in two places, she has her job and I have my studies.When I recalled this experience later, I realized that I had misunderstood her.

Even if I didn't fully understand what she meant, I was also very unhappy. In short, I won't be able to see each other often in the future. "Got it." I turned off the TV and slid under the quilt, "I'm sleepy." I also gave her a back to show my displeasure.

She didn't say anything but snorted softly, and then I heard her go into the bathroom.

After she took a bath, I was still not asleep.In fact, lying there, my ears have been pricked up to listen to the movement of the bathroom.

The room has two single beds.I don't know if she wants to sleep alone in that bed of hers.On the one hand, he was resentful towards her, but on the other hand, he was waiting for her to take the initiative to show his favor.

When the quilt was lifted from behind, I felt happy. She still likes me, at least she likes to play games with me.I was secretly happy in my heart, but I still had a bit of embarrassment on my face, so I deliberately ignored her.

She hugged me from behind, her body pressed against my back tightly, I could feel that she was not wearing anything. "Are you really mad at me? Huh?" The hot air from her mouth rushed to the back of her neck, tickling me.

I still didn't speak.She pulled my body hard, "Let me see how to get angry? You can hold Fanfan with your mouth so pouted, haha." She put her leg on me with a smile, and then forcibly stretched her hand into me in the underwear.

"I'm not angry." I was tickled by her, and besides, I haven't been together for a month, so I can't care about my inner displeasure.Emotion has long since overtaken reason.

She kept kissing and touching me, and then she simply took off my underwear, pressed her whole body against me, separated my legs with her knees, and hit there lightly.

"Do you like me like this?" She asked in a low voice, rubbing her soft lips against mine back and forth.I thought she wanted me, and nodded shyly, but I was so nervous when I thought she would go in.I think she still likes me, otherwise who would do this kind of thing with a disgusting person.

She looked at me with blurred and hazy eyes, and the tip of her tongue slid down the corner of my mouth all the way, and when she reached the private place, she took a bite and sucked.In the end she gave up and went in.

After she had played enough, she lay on her side next to me, licking my skin back and forth with the tip of her tongue. "Well," I couldn't bear it, turned over and pressed her to start the game.

At noon the next day, she took me out for dinner.After going back to her room to rest for a while, she will take me to Silk Street. "The Spring Festival is coming soon, let's go and choose some clothes for you."

I said I would buy it for myself, and my mother would give me the money to buy it myself.She glared at me, "Here again, I just want to buy you clothes, can't I?" Last night's game made her very happy, and she is in a good mood today.

I lowered my head and didn't look at her or speak, I just didn't want to spend her money anyway.

As a result, we were both lying down and resting when her cell phone rang again.As I was lying next to her, I could clearly hear that it was a man.I vaguely heard that the man knew she had come to Beijing, and seemed to be asking her when she would go back.

She didn't know whether she was having trouble talking while lying down or she wanted to avoid me, she got out of bed and stood in front of the window with her mobile phone in hand.I heard her say, "I'll go back tomorrow...no need...thank you."

She said that I was not allowed to question her about it, and I didn't ask who was calling.I think it's useless to ask me, and it will arouse her resentment.

But she was just lying next to me when the phone rang again.This time it was an older woman, but not her mother.

"Oh, hello Director Guo," Xia Jingyi hurriedly got up, her voice full of awe.I instinctively thought of the director's son.

"I originally planned to go back tomorrow, no, no, I will go back by train... Actually, there is nothing important to do when I come to Beijing, just to relax... This is too much trouble for you, I'm sorry, I'd better go back by train... that's good Let's... um... I'll contact you later." She pressed the phone, didn't turn around immediately, but held the phone and looked out the window.

I think it's time for me to ask this time, "This is what I introduced to you last time..." Before I hesitated to finish speaking, she turned her face and said, "I'm going to take our director's car later Go back, I can't take you shopping."

This woman turned out to be the director of the Department of Health and her highest leader.The director actually invited her to accompany her!After I was surprised, I immediately thought, although she didn't say that this director is the other director, what is the relationship between this woman and the son of the director I introduced last time, but how could the director know that she is in Beijing?Didn't she agree to stay for one more night, why did she have to change her mind temporarily?

She ignored my questioning alone there and packed her luggage quickly. "I have already paid the room fee for tonight, so don't go back to the dormitory, or invite your good classmate to stay with you for one night, you can arrange it yourself. Just remember to check out before 12 o'clock tomorrow." She He told me while walking around the room.

After she packed up her things, she took out [-] yuan from her purse and handed it to me, "I can't accompany you to buy clothes, you can do it yourself."

I didn't take her money. "Hold it!" She broke my hand and forced it to me.

I let go, and the pink bills fell onto the carpet.I didn't pick it up, but she stood in front of me in a daze, and said in a stern tone later, "Pick it up and put it on."

I still stood still.She looked at me helplessly, bent down, picked up the money and put it on the bed, "Why do you say that you are cute and helpless? Do you still want to see me again?"

This time I was determined not to want her money, but when I heard her threatening words, my self-esteem bowed my head and gave in.

After a while, she got another call and left with her suitcase.

I looked downstairs from the window and saw the man who took her home last time came out of a black car, took her suitcase and put it in the trunk.Xia Jingyi sat in the back seat of the car.I couldn't see if there was another woman in the car.

When I saw that man, I thought I guessed wrong. This man was not her blind date, but her colleague, maybe the director's driver or something.Actually, I really guessed wrong.

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