my private life

Chapter 13 Abnormal mood

The sweet days passed quickly. In mid-August, I received the admission letter from the University of International Business and Economics as I wished.My parents excitedly told everyone that their daughter had been admitted to a first-class university in Beijing.

Naturally, I was also very happy, and my hard work finally paid off, but after I was happy, when I thought of leaving this city and the gentle hometown that brought me infinite joy, my mood immediately became very melancholy.

Locked in my hut, I regretted it so much, why didn't I fill in the university in the provincial capital, so that I could go to a 211 university without leaving Xia Jingyi, who made me more and more obsessed.

On the evening of the day I received the notice, I went to the hospital on the pretext that I wanted to accompany my "benefactor".My mother murmured about my frequent visits to Xia Jingyi. "Is there no one in her family to accompany her? Do you always go to keep Dr. Xia from bothering you?"

I told my mother about the divorce of Xia Jingyi's parents, and exaggerated that she would have nightmares every time she had surgery.In fact, I saw her having a nightmare that time.

But my mother believed it, "Oh, a poor girl. Seeing those bloody patients all day long, can she not be afraid. Fanfan, does she have a boyfriend?"

I was disturbed by the thought of leaving in a few days. "She's not looking for a boyfriend." I replied casually while changing clothes.

"Such a beautiful and highly educated doctor, why didn't you find a boyfriend?" My mother became more curious, stopped what she was doing and turned her face to look at me and asked.

I almost opened my mouth and said, "Because she has me." I was stunned when the words came to my mouth, and said after a moment of hesitation, "I guess I don't like him." What man can fall into Xia Jingyi's eyes.

"A rich and capable man can hold the heart of such a beautiful woman." My mother seemed to be talking to herself.

I felt even worse after hearing that.I'm leaving the house in two weeks, is my relationship with her going to continue?Will she marry a rich and capable man?

With all kinds of questions and the sadness of parting, I met Xia Jingyi at the hospital gate.I told her that I had received an acceptance letter from the school.Xia Jingyi, on the other hand, hummed absently, and stopped talking.With her head down, she was thinking about something, and walked straight towards the cafeteria.

I thought she was also mourning the impending parting.I took two steps and held her hand, and said in a low voice, "I don't want to leave either. It would be nice if I applied to a school in the province."

She broke free from my hand and still didn't speak.I couldn't help observing her expression carefully and comforted me, "Don't be sad, even if I go to school, I won't forget you."

She turned her face to look at me, and said inexplicably, "I said I would treat you to dinner, and I will talk about it someday when I am free. Let's have a meal in the cafeteria tonight." When she spoke, her brows kept frowning .

I don't want her to invite me to a big restaurant at all. As long as I can be happy with her, I am happy to eat leftover buns that my mother can't sell every day.

During the meal, Xia Jingyi still looked depressed. She only took a few mouthfuls, then pushed away the lunch box and sat on the sofa playing with her mobile phone. She didn't answer my words.

I couldn't help but said, "Don't be unhappy, I've said it all, I'll be the first to see you when I come back from vacation. I will never forget you." I walked over and reached out to touch her cheek , but she dodged my hand.

"You can't shut up for a while, don't you be annoying if you chatter." She glared at me, then lowered her profile picture to look up the number saved on the phone.

I was so robbed by her that I couldn't hold back my face, but I pretended to be indifferent and said, "I was originally called Mo Fan." After speaking, I sat back to eat resentfully.

She was upset, it didn't seem to be because of my leaving, it was more likely because of some troubles at work.

I didn't dare to ask any more questions, and started tidying up the room after dinner.She didn't lean back on the sofa and watch me work like she used to, and she was still fiddling with the phone in her hand.

"Tell me about any unhappy things you have." I broke the silence as I wiped the floor, and said flatteringly, "My mother often said that if you encounter any unhappy things, you might feel better if you tell them. "

She never thought that she didn't buy it, and she snorted sarcastically without raising her head, "What can I say to a child like you, what use can you be!"

Her words deeply pricked my sensitive self-esteem.I froze on the ground holding the mop, and suddenly felt my nose sour and my eyes hot.I am a student who just got the university notice, and I really can't help her with anything.For the first time, I truly felt my incompetence.

However, I soon suppressed the sadness in my heart, and said mockingly, "I can take care of your worries when I grow up. Now, I can only help you clean the floor and clean up the house." Telling her this is also like saying it to her. Mine.

She glanced up at me, lowered the corners of her mouth in disdain, got up and went into the bedroom.

I vaguely heard voices in the bedroom. She was talking to someone on the phone.I instinctively pricked up my ears to listen to the voice inside. She spoke in a very low voice, and the door was closed tightly. I only caught the words of patient surgery and rescue.

By the time I went into the bathroom to rinse the mop, she had already changed and went into the bathroom to arrange her hair in front of the mirror. "I have something to go out." When she spoke, the expression on her face was not as cold as before.

After she changed her clothes, she shouldn't be going to the hospital to work overtime.I wanted to ask her why she was out, but I was afraid that she would be unhappy again.He just washed his hands quickly and stood aside waiting for her.I thought she was going to kick me out.

She looked at her watch and said, "I'll be back in a while, you can watch TV at home." She went out with her mobile phone and satchel.

I was bored by myself, so I turned on the TV, but the hit "Huan Zhu Ge Ge" couldn't attract me, and I kept thinking about Xia Jingyi.I don't know what made her unhappy, let alone what happened when she went out at night.

The phone rang through the empty room, startling me.I jumped up and ran over, and retracted my hand as soon as it touched the receiver. The caller ID was a landline number. Should I answer the call when the owner is not here?

The person on the other end of the phone seemed to know very well that Xia Jingyi was at home at this time, and the bell kept ringing over and over again.I eventually picked up the phone.

"Why didn't you answer the phone for a long time!" A woman asked sternly from the microphone.

Listening to the unkind tone, I guess the other party is Xia Jingyi's family.I hurriedly said, Dr. Xia is out and not at home, call her cell phone if you have something to do.

"Who are you? Why are you at her house when she's not at home?" The person on the other end of the phone asked me vigilantly.

I hastened to explain that I was a friend of hers and would help her watch the house at night.I regret that I answered the phone that I shouldn't have answered.

"You help her look after the house, Xiaojing won't go home to sleep at night?" The other party became more suspicious and asked a series of questions, "Where did she go? What kind of friend are you? Is she often away at night? "

I was worried that if I said too much, it would arouse the other party's suspicion, so I said that I was a patient of Dr. Xia, and I didn't know where she went.

"A patient? It's funny. I would rather hang out with a patient than greet my own mother." I heard the woman complaining angrily. I didn't know how to reply, so I heard a thud, and the other party hung up the phone.

This woman must be Xia Jingyi's mother, Liu Hong.I hesitated whether to call Xia Jingyi and tell her that her mother was looking for her.

After thinking about it, I was worried that my meddling would make her angry, so I didn't call. Besides, it was already 10 o'clock, and she should be back.

I lay on the sofa watching TV waiting for her to come back, and fell asleep without knowing it.I don't know when the door slammed and woke me up. When I opened my eyes, I saw Xia Jingyi changing shoes at the entrance, "Why don't you go to bed when you're sleepy." Her voice sounded relaxed and happy.

I rubbed my dry eyes and muttered, "I'm waiting for you." I turned off and turned off the TV, and looked up at the quartz watch on the same wall. It was past 11 o'clock.

She took off her clothes and threw them on the sofa, "Are you tired of waiting for me?" Her cheeks were flushed, and she looked at me excitedly.

I wondered why she came back in a better mood after going out for one night.I walked over to pick up her clothes, worried about being crumpled by her.But she pulled me into her arms, "Miss me?" She didn't wait for my answer before kissing me.

I can smell a strong smell of alcohol.I don't like the smell of alcohol, so don't turn your head and ask with some displeasure, "Did you go out to drink?" But I was muttering in my heart, take it out on me if you are unhappy, and kiss me when you are happy.Coax me when I was a child.

She saw my thoughts, wrapped her hands around my waist, and said softly, "Why are you upset, are you angry with me?" Her lips rubbed against my neck.

I stood still and didn't speak.Actually, I wasn't really angry, but when she said that, I felt that I should take an attitude.

"Don't be angry, okay. Be good, just smile." She moved her hands from my waist to my chest, and rubbed them gently back and forth.

I like to let her coax me so softly, my heart is already full of joy, but my face is still tense on purpose. "Then why did you say you went? You left me alone at home." I took the opportunity to ask.

She hugged me and walked out of the bathroom, I knew she was going to have a bath together. "My colleagues and I went to the bar and sat down."

Because of the drink, she was very excited.When taking a bath, he kept teasing me, holding my flower buds in his mouth for a while, and putting his hands on my private parts for a while.It made my heart itch and I really wanted to ask her right away, but I didn't dare.

Lying on the bed, I just remembered about the phone. "My mother came to me and introduced me to someone." She said very disapprovingly, she turned sideways to hold me down as she spoke, and her hands became busy.

But I was surprised, staring at her and asked, "Did she call your phone? What kind of partner did she introduce to you?"

She didn't say whether she received a call from her mother, but said lightly that her stepfather knew a child who was an official and wanted to introduce her to her, but she refused.She smiled and said that she saw the photo of that person, who was uglier than Zhu Bajie.

"I will not get married in the future, and I will never get married in my life." I don't know if she will get married in the future, so I said solemnly, "I will be with you, and you don't get married either. When I grow up and earn money, we will Live together."

She laughed, and the movement of her hands didn't stop, "When you grow up and earn money, I will become a yellow-faced woman, will you still treat me well?"

I grabbed her hand anxiously and said, "I will come back to look for a job after graduating from university in four years. I will always be with you and treat you well."

She couldn't move her hands, so she rubbed her mouth against my cheek and whispered, "It's better to be nice to me now than to wait four years." My face, tickles me.

I wanted to take this opportunity to explain our relationship clearly, but seeing her charming appearance, I didn't have time to think about it, so I rolled over and held her down. "Of course I want to treat you well, and it will last forever."

When I first got acquainted with the world, I thought that eternity was a lifetime, but I didn't know that the eternity that I often talked about was only a short year.