What is your choice? ?

Chapter 108

You have selected [B. Tell the driver to go to Dr. Li's clinic]

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You are sitting in Dr. Li's office with your head down and your thoughts wandering.

At this time, the door was suddenly opened, and when you turned around, you saw Dr. Li slowly moving into the office with the documents in one hand and a glass of water that was about to overflow in the other.You quickly stood up from your seat and reached out to catch the cold glass in his hand.

"I'm sorry, my hands slipped for a while, and the pour was a bit full," Dr. Li smiled sheepishly. After you took the water glass, he went around the desk and sat down opposite you. "Fortunately, there are few people today, otherwise you would I have to catch up tomorrow. Tell me, what happened in such a hurry?"

You lowered your eyes, picked up the glass of water, stroked the glass wall with your fingers vaguely, and finally opened your mouth after a while.

"It's like this... The stress disorder you mentioned before has not happened for a long time, but I seem to have signs of memory recovery recently," you paused here, "but it is difficult for me to substitute myself into those memories , I feel that the self in my memory is another person at all.”

After opening the chatterbox, everything became logical.In order to explain the matter clearly from the beginning to the end, you told Dr. Li about Yuan Yuan and the doubts you had in detail.You say you're pretty sure you're recalling fragments of memories and not hallucinations caused by stress.

When you said this, you kept staring at the water glass in your hand, not daring to raise your eyes to see Dr. Li.You are afraid to see helplessness in his eyes, afraid that he will still take everything you just said as an illusion.

Maybe you are worried that the other party will interrupt you, you speak very fast, and the words stick together like a magnet.You didn't stop until you had nothing to say, only the last sentence of summary, and the whole room was silent except for your rapid breathing.

In an instant, your wandering eyes suddenly focused, and your blurred face was reflected on the almost overflowing water.At that moment, staring at the face that is indistinguishable from your own, a strong doubt suddenly arises in your heart.

Had this face really belonged to someone else?

Is it really because of your dual personality that you can't substitute the fragments of amnesia?

You are full of questions, but don't know how to bring them up.You even doubt whether you really have a dual personality, suspecting that this is the amnesia caused by the stress reaction.It's just that now you have no way out, you have already put all the evidence that you suspect that you have a dual personality naked in front of the other party, and now you only have the last sentence of summary to draw your rhetoric into a complete circle.

Yes, you are half a step away from finishing this speech.

But for some reason, at this most critical juncture, an indescribable fear suddenly rose in your heart.At the moment when all the doubts point to the truth, you suddenly feel like retreating, and dare not continue talking.

You have a strange premonition, as if as long as you admit it, then this guess will become a certainty.

At that time, it will be too late.

"So what do you think?" Dr. Li said suddenly, crossing his fingers against his chin, staring at you with kind eyes, his voice was low and bewitching, "I want to hear what you think, It’s okay to be wrong.”

"I..." Your fingers holding the water glass tightened inward, and your whole forearm trembled violently, but in the next second your tense shoulders suddenly loosened, and you raised your head as if determined.

"...I think I might have a double personality."

You thought that Dr. Li would nod, and then asked about your mental journey, but you didn't expect him to show a ecstatic smile the moment you spoke, and suddenly parted his folded hands, clapping his hands Come.

You were dazed by the deafening applause beside your ears and the excited expression on Dr. Li's face, and looked at him in bewilderment.It wasn't until he patted for a full few minutes that he stopped altogether, and suddenly put on a solemn expression.

"Congratulations," Dr. Li said solemnly, and turned over the nameplate standing on the table under your surprised gaze.

So the brand name that originally said "Li Xin" became "Psychology" in an instant.

For the next 15 minutes, you undergo a baptism that overturns all your perceptions.

Dr. Li told you that his original name was not "Li Xin". He called this name to give you a psychological hint.His real identity is a psychological hypnotist in a private clinic, and he is also the physician who has been in charge of treating you.

You couldn't understand Dr. Li's words, why he denied his name, and even mentioned things like psychological hypnotists that you couldn't understand at all.You ask Dr. Li if he is not Li Xin, then who is he, and Dr. Li shakes his head with an inscrutable expression, telling you that he cannot tell you his real name.

"Tell you that this psychological suggestion will fail again." Dr. Li replied with a smile, "My name is not important, as long as you know that I am your psychiatrist."

You opened your mouth to ask him more questions, but Dr. Li stopped you quickly: "I know you must have a lot of questions... This is normal, let me talk about these things slowly."

Dr. Lee explained that you suffer from dual personality, the main personality is yourself, and the secondary personality is a dangerous element with anti-social personality.The trigger for the emergence of this antisocial personality is your childhood memories, your adoptive father was a pedophile, and you were often molested by him as a child.Although you left your adoptive father without hesitation when you became an adult, this memory is still deeply rooted in your subconscious, causing you to split into an extreme personality.

Although the life background and appearance of this personality are exactly the same as yours, he is not only cold-blooded and ruthless, but also compiled your memory.In reality, you left your stepfather when you became an adult, completed your university studies independently and became a famous actor.But in the memory of this personality, he killed your stepfather in an extremely cruel way on the day you became an adult, and stopped forever on the night when you were 18 years old.

This detailed and bloody memory gradually made you insane, unable to distinguish the boundary between reality and imagination, so you came to this clinic, hoping to eradicate this personality through psychological hypnosis.

"The principle of this psychological hypnotism is to completely separate your two personalities - first let you forget that past, and then substitute your secondary personality into that forgotten past. Social personality has long been buried in the clouds of the past."

"And the key to waking you up from hypnosis is that you have to tell yourself the fact that you have a dual personality," Dr. Li said, "and you just managed to do it."

You opened your mouth, but couldn't spit out a word.Dr. Li nodded in understanding, with a reassuring and kind smile on his wrinkled face. "It must be hard to accept after hearing this." He got up and walked behind you, stretched out his hand and opened the door of the office. "It's easier to let your relatives and friends explain."

You froze for a moment, subconsciously looked back, and met the eyes of the person behind the door.

The visitor looked away as if nothing had happened, turned his face to the side and asked Dr. Li softly: "How is it... Did you succeed this time?"

When he said this, his face was expressionless, but his usual cold and soft voice was tight, so that people could hear the tension between his words.It wasn't until Doctor Li nodded with a smile that his tense face suddenly relaxed, and he closed his eyes and let out a silent sigh of relief.

The scene in front of you is too unreal, so your originally blank brain froze in an instant.It wasn't until the other party hugged you tightly in his arms that you were dragged back to reality by the other party's body temperature.

This embrace didn't last long, Ye Zi let go of you very quickly, but the distance between you was still somewhat ambiguous, his hand gently stroked your cheek, his eyes were gentle and lingering.You are burned by the adjectives that pop up in your mind, but your heart becomes more and more confused.

Why do leaves appear here?Why does his attitude towards you seem much more intimate than before?

No one answered your question, and the other two people present seemed to have fallen into ecstasy, leaving you alone in a daze, frozen in place, at a loss for what to do.

"So it's completely healed?" Ye Zi asked.

"That's right, if nothing else happens," Dr. Li paused, "It's just that because of hypnosis, he may not be able to remember the reality for a while, and you have to communicate about it."

When he said this, his eyes fell on you, so Ye Zi also turned his head sideways.

"—After all, he must trust you more."

Most of the excitement on Ye Zi's face has faded at this time, so he has returned to his usual calm appearance, only he holds your hands tightly so that you are clearly aware of his attitude towards you. change.But you can't pull out your hand, so you have to look at each other awkwardly, waiting quietly for Ye Zi's explanation.

You remained silent, and Ye Zi didn't speak immediately, so you watched his delighted eyes gradually dim, and the clear light brown eyes were stained with obvious melancholy.

You were at a loss for Ye Zi's undisguised loss, and you were even more surprised.After all, apart from the obvious emotions that Ye Zi showed on the day she confessed to you, she just cared for you blindly in the days to come, and never showed her heart to you.Whether it is this kind of intimate physical touch or his honest emotional expression, the previous Ye Zi would not do it.

As a result, your facial muscles become more rigid, and your whole body is stuck in place like a wax figure, motionless.

Ye Zi stared at you for a few seconds, and after seeing that you really couldn't remember anything, she put away the trance in her eyes, smoothed your hair calmly, and murmured "It's okay, you will gradually remember...", I don't know whether to comfort you or comfort him.

Ye Zi doesn't know which memories you have forgotten and which ones you remember, so she simply starts from the beginning of what you first saw.He said that you have been dating for four years, and this is the fifth year.You were living a smooth and happy life until recently when you suddenly suffered from severe mental weakness and often had hallucinations, and your peaceful life was suddenly broken.

"At first we thought it was just a problem caused by too much work pressure, so we decided to stop what we were doing and rest for a while, but we didn't expect your condition to get worse instead of getting better," Ye Zi's mouth tightened Tight, as if recalling the past, "It is a helpless move to come to this clinic. After all, hypnosis is a very unstable therapy..."

What Ye Zi said afterwards was basically the same as what Dr. Li said before, but Ye Zi was obviously more familiar with your disease process, not only told you that you had been diagnosed with dual personality before coming to this clinic, but also told you that you had been taking medicine for a period of time but still I told you things that didn't get better.

Ye Zi tells you that the reason you agreed to this course of treatment is because Dr. Li discovered the cause of your dual personality.The previous doctors did not associate this personality with your childhood shadow. After all, that memory has long been blurred due to a long time, and you yourself have no shadow of physical contact.

"So... I have been dating you since I was in my early twenties, and the guy who washes your hair from the barber shop, the murderer who directed and acted himself, Mr. Yu who taught me acting skills, and Director Jiang who asked me to act in a movie are all different. Exist?" You raised your head and stared blankly at Ye Zi.

Ye Zi was stunned, with a trace of confusion on his face, so Dr. Li who stood aside quickly added that the characters appearing in the hypnosis must have something in common with the real characters, and it is impossible to fabricate them out of thin air. Let you briefly describe them .

You don't remember what Ye Zi and Dr. Li said at all, but their so-called "hypnosis" is as vivid as reality, so you describe them without any effort.

Ye Zi thought for a while, and then hesitantly opened his mouth for a long time: "I know Director Jiang, a director who has worked with you before, Mr. Yu seems to be your senior in the entertainment industry, and the grand ceremony of the barber shop was held with me back then. The apprentice who worked part-time, and later went abroad for further studies... As for the self-directed and self-acted murderer you mentioned, I don’t know him, but maybe it’s someone you knew before.”

You suddenly misfired, and now you are completely dumbfounded.

Could it be that everything in your mind is really hypnosis, and what Ye Zi and Dr. Li said is reality?

You and Ye Zi were speechless, and it was Dr. Li who broke the silence helplessly and told you to go back and calm down first, and then saved you from the suffocating silence.

"It's not your fault, you and I knew about the possible side effects of hypnosis beforehand." Ye Zi patted your shoulder lightly, "Get in the car first, we'll talk about it when we get home."

You sit at the dining table, stare blankly at the water glass in your hand, and wait quietly for the leaves to come out of the kitchen.

You haven't been able to get out of the previous shock, and your eyes are out of focus staring at the reflection in the cup, until you hear the movement of the plate touching the table in front of you, and you recover from the fugue.

You raised your head and froze for a moment.It turned out that what was in front of me was not dinner, but a red velvet cake dotted with roses, with the English words "5thanniversary" sprinkled with chocolate sauce.

"Actually, today is the fifth anniversary of our relationship," Ye Zi said calmly and softly, "I planned to do this regardless of whether your illness improved, but I never expected that you would take your old I forgot all about it..."

When he said this, he frowned slightly, and there was a bit of grief in his eyes, but it didn't take long for his eyes to regain firmness, and the heat in his eyes flickered that shocked you.

"I know this is not the best time, but I don't want to wait any longer." Ye Zi sighed softly, walked around the table and walked towards you step by step, holding your hand under your shocked gaze, with a solemn expression I got down on one knee before your eyes.

You were startled by this sudden move, the water glass you held in your hand tilted, and a few drops of cold liquid fell on your tiger's mouth.At that moment, you trembled as if you were scalded by the water droplets, and your bewildered brain suddenly woke up.

At the same time, Ye Zi has already kissed the back of your hand and took out the prepared ring from his pocket.

"I want to spend my whole life with you, regardless of life, old age, sickness and death... Will you marry me?"

Looking at Ye Zi's uneasy eyes, there is only one very clear but frightening thought in your brain.

——Dr. Li poured you a glass of cold water at that time, but why did you never see that glass of water before you left, as if the water glass you held in your hand disappeared out of thin air?

At this time, you choose-

【A. Agree to propose】

【B. Rejection of marriage proposal】

【C. Break the cup in your hand】